Name: _ (your name)
Age: 17(in the beginning), 28(in the present)
Looks:
Crush: Kakashi Hatake (of course)
Name: Kakashi Hatake
Age: !8(in the beginning), 29(in the present)
Story Start:
-FLASH BACK-
"Kakashi is something wrong?" _ said with concern in her voice as she sat down next to her childhood friend.
"Hmm.. Oh hey _. Nothings wrong." Kakashi said. _ knew that he was lying to her and that something was wrong. After all they grew up together and they have been pretty much inserrapable since Kakashis father killed himself.
"Why wont you tell me. You know that I know that something is wrong."
"There's nothing wrong _." _ was getting a little irratated that he wasn't telling her. He always told her everything.
"Your a horrible liar, seriously whats wrong, your starting to worry me now."
"just leave me alone, please." How can I tell her, she'll probably hate me if I do.
"Fine I wont push u into telling me. But when your ready to talk come find me." I stood up and looked at my dearest friend, I didn't wanna leave him like this, but I didn't wanna force him into telling me when he isnt ready. Little did I know that this was going to be the last time we were going to talk, to be friends. Sure I saw him around the village, but everytime I went to talk to him he turned around and walked the other direction. Why he was ignoring me I didn't know.
-FLASH BACK ENDS-
Its been 10 years since I lefted the Leaf, I miss it, my friends, my life there, everything, and even to this day I still miss him. But I had to leave, I had to start over, I had to get away from all the pain.
-FLASH BACK-
It has been almost a year since that day, the last day we talked. I still don't know the reason why he was avoiding me. It hurt to know that he doesn't want anything to do with me.
"Hey _" I looked up from the book I was reading and saw Asuma, Kakashis best friend, great.
"Well well, look who it is."
"What not happy to see your dear old friend, that hurts"
"Didn't say I wasn't, just surprised that's all."
"Whys that." Asuma said as he took a seat in front of me.
"We havent really talked much since me and Kakashi stopped being friends. Which I get you and him are close and he hates me so its only natural." Asuma didn't say anything for 5 minutes, he just stared at me. I contuined to read my book since he wasn't talking.
"Your wrong, he doesn't hate you." I was shocked when he said that. He cant possibly mean that, of course Kakashi hates me, he keeps avoiding me and he wont even look at me anymore.
"I have to go" I gathered my things and began to walk away. When I was walking I thought I heard Asuma say "He could never hate you." but I was to wrapped up in my thoughts that I didn't know if that's what I heard or not.
-FLASH BACK ENDS-
I wonder what Asuma met what he said that day, I never asked him. "_, _ open up." I opened my eyes 'cant I be alone' I thought as I got up to open my door. "Coming" I said. I opened the door to reveal Temari standing in the hall.
"What Temari," Temari and me have gotten really close since I moved to the Sand. We do everything together, and we tell each other everything no matter what.
-FLASH BACK (the day I left the leaf)-
"Where are you going to go _," asked the 3rd hokage.
"To the sand, I know some people there that said they would help me out when I got there."
"Are you sure bout this."
"Yes, I cant take it anymore. I need to be happy sir and I cant be happy here, I'm sure you understand."
-sigghh- "Very well, but what about your friends here?"
"Tell them that I left to go be happy." And I left the Leaf, no goodbyes, no looking back, no nothing only moving forward. A year after I arrived at the sand I finally settled down. That year I also met Temari, Kankoruo, and Garra. We all became really close friends, sure it took awhile for Garra to open up to me, but if you knew his past I'm sure you would understand. I remember the first day I met them me and Garra got into a fight because I ran into him when I wasn't paying attention. He was a good fighter, he was also a geniun at the time and I was a chunin.
-FLASH BACK ENDS-
"Im here to tell you to pack and get ready" Temari said.
"Get ready for what," I didnt really feel like going anywhere. I was still tired from my last mission and all i wanted to do was relax.
"We're going to the leaf." Everything in my body tensed up.
"No" i said coldly. There was no way in hell i was going back to that place, not after all the time that it took me to repair all the pieces that he broke. "Find someone else to go with you" i began to slam the door, but Temari caught it before it slammed shut all the way.
"_ you have to go, i know you dont want to go back ther ever again, but you cant contiune to hide from your past."
"Temari im not going, and its not because im hiding from my past."
"No your running from him. Your going to have to face him one day. You came here to be happy but you cant truly be happy if you cant face your demons and that includes Kakashi." She was right, i knew it, she knew it, but what if im not strong enough to face him, i guess ill have to see when i get there.
"Fine ill get ready and ill meet you at the gates in 30 minutes"
-30 MINUTES LATER-
I finally finished packing and was heading to the gates when i spotted Temari already there waiting. "Finally i thought that i was going to have to come drag you."
"Can we get this over with."
"Yeah lets go." Temari and i headed out for the leaf, i wanted to get this over quickly.
-FF TO THE LEAF-
We finally reached the leaf after 2 days of traveling. After we showed the gaurds our papers we headed towards the hokages office. Our mission was to help the leaf with whatever they needed, they were short-handed i guess. Once we reached the hokages office Temari knocked on the door. "Come in" it was a womans voice, must be the replacement for the old man. We entered the office only to reveal the one person i didnt want to see, Kakashi Hatake. "Ah welcome Temari and _." I noticed that when Kakashi heard my name his whole body froze.
"_!" he said as he turned towards me with wide eyes, or should i said wided eye.
"You know this woman Kakashi?" the hokage asked
"Yes, we grew up together." He never once took his eye off me, it was kinda making me feel weird.
"Good then _ since you and Kakashi know each other then you will be staying with him while you are here. Temari you will be staying with the Naras understood." Temari turned towards me with a worried look when the hokage finished.
"I rather sleep in a ditch than stay with him," I said as coldly as i could. She must be crazy to think that i would stay with him, not after what he did to me, not after he took the person that met so much to me.
-FLASH BACK-
I was visiting my mother and father, they were killed in battle that day. As i was staring at their names on the K.I.A stone, i noticed a familiar presence behind me."Im sorry about your parents _." I turned towards his voice, what did he want.
"Why do you care last time i remember you were telling me to leave you alone and you've been avoiding me ever since."
"I know im sorry, i just didnt want to see you hurt." hurt? what the hell was he talking about.
"You couldnt stand to see me hurt about what! you couldnt stand me hurt when my closest and most trusted friend who i told everything to telling me to leave him along, because that hurt. Or you couldnt stand to see me hurt when everyday i went to your house and kept knocking for hours trying to see if you were okay and you never answered and i knew you were home, because that hurt. Or you couldnt see me hurt when everytime i saw you in the village and i try to talk to you, you would turn the other way and walk off without looking back, because that hurt to. But you know what broke me, what hurt me the most, is when i needed you the most. When i was breaking into a million pieces and everynight crying myself to slepp and you werent there!" i was shaking so bad with anger, sadness, and betrayl. He promised me that he would always be there for me, that he would be there to pick up the pieces and put them back together when i couldnt.
"I guess you are right _, i couldnt stand to see you hurt, yet here you are, hurt and broken, and all cause i couldnt tell you, cause i didnt want u to hate me." I looked at him confused when he said that.
"What are you talknig about?"
"Im talking about your brother"
"I dont understand, what about my brother?" I dont get it, what about my brother was he talking about that would make me hate him.
"I killed him, not the hokage." I couldnt move, i couldnt speak, all i could do was stare at him wided eye. He did what! but why! No i couldnt belive him, i couldnt beleive that my closest friend would do something like that, he had to be lying.
-FLASH BACK ENDS-