-Chapter 1- Its Just Too Late!-
AN: I am planning to delete this soon, because, I am only showing this as a Preview for whats coming up.I refuse to put this up when I am not finished because that is mean making people wait for it, THEREFORE, I will post the read story there are many more to I will not put one-shots .
-A.P
It had been a long time since ive seen my own .I missed her said she had gone to the store, but when Charlie came home, he told me one thing remainded untold...
"TELL ME NOW!" I secret was killing me."My mother left me and I NEEDED TO KNOW WHY!" The fire burning in my chest was someone putting more wood into the aching fire I call my was like someone stabbing me."Something happened.I need to know." I was physicly and mentally hurting everyday even though a part of me hated her."Well I guess I should tell you..." Charlie said in a calm voice." tell me." I said. *DING DONG* The doorbell rang and we stood there in silence.I never knew how silent my room could be when we were having a conversation."But Im not gonna!" He hissed."DAD!" I shouted after him but it was too ran down the stairs and opened the door. "Uhh for you and blah blah blah, Im wasting my time saying this." Seth walked in and gestured for us to go upstairs."DAD." I said through my raised an eyebrow.I shook my walked into the kitchen while Seth and I ran up to my room."Ok...Whats the problem?" I whispered sounding scared." going to military dad knows somethings failing my sending me there to straighten me up..." he said with a half smile."What?I barely see you!" "Well thats what I said!" "Please...Dont go!" I grabbed on to him. " so sorry.I have to go." He shrugged me off. "Sorry!Goodbye Bella." I grabbed on to his arm again."LET GO." "I thought you loved me!" "Hmmpfh..." He continued."No...Im sorry.I liked you.I have to not coming back." He walked out and closed the i heard him close the front door i fell down and started never felt the pain that I was feeling right now...I lay flat on bed for hours trying not to think of i finally turned on my tv and was morning when i woke my dad was awake already when i a plate drop, -Being Clumsier than ever because of yesterday-, I went down the stairs but tripped and slid the whole way ...I stood up, ran into the kitchen and grabbed a bowl and whatever cereal box was in front of me." Bellla, I cant have you alone moping!" He bursted."Im OKAY!" "No, You arent." "Ugh." I looked away.
I was a mess without Seth and he knew that was for the maybe he wanted to leave knows?Why dont I feel REALLY BAD? "Dont you think he's just doing this to torture you?" My father questioned sounding really angry at me as he brought me out of my little train of thoughts. "Maybe." "Just forget about him Bella,there with be other boys!" He said with sadness.I started walking to the walk turned into a run."Really? I doubt that Dad." I screamed as I ran upstairs with my cereal.I went back down the stairs and peeked from the edge of the staircase to see if he was in the mood to tell me about my mother's missed my if she died 13 and a half years ago or something...I know i would miss her too by now but right now im not really feeling it.I wondered why he felt horrible now.Why didnt he feel like this when she LEFT!He never showed a sad, painful emotion until now.I went back to my room and picked up a piece of paper on the floor left on the floor...