Note: this is set in that time period where Spock has the choice to go help out in New Vulcan or serve onboard the Enterprise. This parody is written in an AU where Spock had chosen to go to New Vulcan instead but I'm a hopeless romantic so even though the song's sad, I imagine that Spock comes back anyway. He probably only lasted about 3 months before coming back. Yeah? No? Imagine the ending however you please. You could also say that they weren'treally SUCH great friends at this point but I'm just using a little artistic license. Hope you enjoy! Here's the song :)
VERSE 1
I walked by all the places we used to play chess, sharing secrets
I thought about our last touch, how it felt, the way it shocked you
& even though Spock Prime says you're doing fine,
Are you somewhere feeling lonely, even though it's illogical
When you see the glares they give you,
do you recall my shining eyes?
Sometimes I start to wonder, was it all a lie?
If what we had was real, how could you be fine?
'Cause I'm not fine at all
CHORUS
I remember the day you told me you were leaving
I remember the sorrow hiding in your eyes
& the friends you left behind, you didn't need them
Like every single thought I saved for you
I wish that I could wake up with amnesia
& forget about the stupid little things
Like the way it felt to know you almost smiled
& the friendship I know we're destined for
'Cause I'm not fine at all
VERSE 2
The pictures that I took of you still live inside my PADD
I admit I like to see them I admit I feel alone
& Bones keeps asking me why I won't come out
It hurts to think you don't care, it hurts that you've moved on
It's hard to hear your name when I haven't seen you in so long
Sometimes I start to wonder was it all a lie?
If what we had was real, how could you be fine?
'Cause I'm not fine at all
repeat CHORUS
BRIDGE
If today I found you on the bridge beside me
Like all of this was just some twisted dream
I'd invite you to my quarters, tell you how I feel
& I'd never let you go
& you'd never hear me say
repeat CHORUS
No I'm really not fine at all
Tell me this is just a dream
'Cause I'm really not fine at all
That's it! I hope you liked it! Please leave a review if it isn't inconvenient! I'd love you forever for it! :)