Good Times all over
Warning-contains f/f, references to sex and possibly sexual content in later chapters, if you dont like it BUGGER OFF heh! Jam fic!
Sams p.o.v
I can't believe that i'm here now even contemplating this! I guess she had a bigger effect on me than i realized! she's changed me...a lot. All those nights off passion we had, i can still hear her now "Sam...Sam i love you...oh god, that's it". Having that bit of power for however long or short a time it was made me feel so...strong, it gave me an amazing feeling. And now, i can either up sticks and go with her or i can stay and lose her for good! I don't think i could bear to lose her, but i dont think i could leave the station behind! I have so many memories here, i mean, its home! And what about Abi? She's only just accepted our relationship and we've been together six months, six great, amazing months. There's no way she'd leave her life here behind so that i could 'follow my dyke dream' as she likes to put it. I wonder how she feels, does she want me to go with her or stay here? I'd like to think she can't possible live without me but i highly doubt that. I don't even think she loves me really. She never seems to want to spend time with me anyway! Christ she's here. She's not really taking me on, she's good at that, staying totally proffessional! I shouldn't even have this on my mind right now cause i'm supposed to be working! And that pile of papers is getting bigger...what? thats impossible, bloody phil hunter...