Welcome back to the messed up place called my brain. This is just a one-shot of me being depressed. I think it comes with being bipolar or something. Cause I read that we can get seriously depressed at times...
Anyway, hope you enjoy~
Disclaimer: If I did, I wouldn't be here. I'd be making the next chapter of the Danny Phantom series. :D
She walked down the streets, in the pouring rain. Her black eyeliner running down her pale face. Her once bright athemyst eyes were dull and lifeless. Her raven hair was left out and messy, and her clothes consisted of dark jeans a dark purple crop top hidden underneath a black sweater with kitty ears on the hood. It was a present from him. Along with the purple 'NERDS' headphones she has on. The suppose love of her life, the light in her otherwise dark life, the reason she's so depressed.
I loved you! Why? Why did it have to end?
Loving him is like:
Driving a new Maserati down a dead in street
Faster than the wind
Passionate as a sin ended so suddenly
Loving him is like:
Trying to change your mind once you're already flying through the free fall
Like the colors in autumn so bright
Just before they lose it all
Her combat boots slashed around in the dirty puddles as she walked. Unbeknownst to her, she was heading towards the outskirts of Amity. Her get away. Their get away. From life, from troubles, from bullies, from phans, from just about anything. Sometimes even themselves. She smiled sadly at the memories as they came rushing at her.
Losing him was blue like I've never known
Missing him is dark grey all alone
Forgetting him is like trying to know somebody you've never met
But loving him was red
Loving him was red
She climbed a random tree and took out her notebook. Dear diary, ...
Touching him is like:
Realizing all you ever wanted was right there in front of you
Memorizing him was as easy as knowing all the words to old favorite song
Fighting him was like trying to solve a crossword and realizing there's no right answer
Regretting him was like wishing you never found out love could be this strong
Losing him was blue like I've never known
Missing him is dark grey all alone
Forgetting him is like trying to know somebody you've never met
But loving him was red
Oh, red
Burning red
She hugged her precious secret holder to her chest and cried. She hated it. She hated this. She hated him! She shouldn't be crying her heart out for some boy! It was pathetic!
I hate you... I hate you. She cried harder. I HATE YOU!
Remembering him comes in flashbacks, and echoes
Tell myself it's time now, gotta let go
But moving on from him is impossible
When I still see it all in my head
I burning red
Burning, it was red
Oh, losing him was blue like I've never known
Missing him is dark grey all alone
Forgetting him is like trying to know somebody you've never met
Cause loving him was red
Yeah, yeah red
We're burning red
And thar's why he's spinning round in my head
Comes back to me, burning red
Yeah, yeah
His love was like driving a new Maserati down a dead end street
Her petite hand ran over the initials in a heart. D.F/P + S.M. She cried harder and she frowned. I hate you! She shouldn't be here. It brought back memories. Athemyst eyes blinked away the stray tears.
I hate you so much. She cried again. Because no matter how much she denies it.], no matter how much she says she hates him...
She loves him
Forever in eternity.