Okay so there will be LEMONS In the future chapters and please press the magical review button

His face was staring intently at me, there was nothing but us, me and him, he leant forward trying to capture my lips, just me and my Jacob. He pulled away quickly opening is mouth as in to say something, he beeped and beeped until I opened my eyes.

My alarm was going off. Shit, I hate alarms. I whacked my hand around hoping to find it, I didn't but I did find a glass full of blood that was applied to Esme's nice white carpet, my fish bowl (the fish is now with the blood, I am a bad person.) and a shape pencil, which lead is incidentally now is in my hand.

"Renesmee, get your half arse down here." I'd love to report my ever so loving aunt for racism but what am I meant to say, hey mister police officer, my aunt calls me sometimes offensive names because I am half vampire and half human. That would go down with a cup of tea wouldn't it? Fuck no, that's like saying I am actually ten years old and I wasn't originally English, (after an event with my… no just Jacob we moved to crappy England, 99% rain and the rest snow and I adopted a perfect English accent. Which amazes my mom because I was the only on to do so.)

"Nessie, you'd better get down here, Rose is pissed." Emmet's loud voice echoed through the stairs. Rosalie and pissed in the same sentence is never good, fuck. I swung my legs around and landed on the now colourful floor with a nice thump. Since the family have a average temperature of nothing, some don't think about the nearest to normal in the house, only my parents and grandparents do who are currently in France… I wasn't invited, that leaves the people looking after me my aunts and uncles who I think like to laugh at my pain and embarrassments. I stomped down the stairs to see, Alice and Jazz sitting on the couch and Rosalie and Emmet leaning against it grinning like a fool at me… prick.

"Can I tell her Rose… please… please." He said looking like a dog, maybe he should have been a werewolf where as Rosalie looked as cold as ever.

"Yes." She hasn't liked me since I put green hair dye in her shampoo let's say Emmet had to hold her back, it never seems not to humour me.

"We're going back to Forks Nessie!" He screamed while running to me, giving me a giant bear fucking hug to my dismay.

"Get off me you giant idiot!" He dropped me into a giant heap into the floor and went back to Rosalie's side. He looked like when I took the TV remote when he was watching Pokemon, dad never laughed more in his life. "Why, I said I never wanted to go back to Forks." Rosalie scowled at me with her orange icy eyes.

"Charlie is sick and Bella wants to see him." She spat that in m face, I never felt so deflated, I love my gramps, he was just so human. Jazz came over and picked me up, he used to do this when he didn't want my blood. He was the uncle you always thought was like a second dad, until you're seeing him do it with your auntie Alice. He cradled his arms around me and brought me to his chest, I always felt safer when he did this compared to Emmett's bear hugs.

"We will dry him and then tear off his head before we let him hurt you again." Way to spoil a nice moment uncle Jazz! But then Emmet opened his trap.

"We could torture the dawg first." Rosalie smiled at his thought she loved the idea of hurting him, while we lived there she grew a liking towards Sam and Sean, because she said Sam was polite and was a good father while Sean was just un not-likable. Alice jumped of the designer couch and started squealing like mad, she started doing ballet I think or it could be just an Alice thing.

"Alice, love what is the matter?" She stopped and pulled me away from Jasper to make out with him, fuck her man.

"They're going to turn him, Jazz." He must have got the message and Rosalie seemed to be happy, that leaves Em and me. Alice threw the closet vase at Emmet, "Charlie you prick!" She screamed, she always loved grandpa, and so did he. He was still on a need to know basis so what was mom going to do? Hey dad, guess what I'm a vamp and you're going to be too. Bite.

This was all to much for my little half brain, I ran up the stairs to get washed, the water had to be pretty hot for me since I have always got a temperature. I loved the way water feels against my skin; it always makes me feel serene and happy, dum ay? Hmmm… one thing I love about my aunts they love shopping as much as me, so we have a massive range of shower gel, yang oil to strawberry. In the end I chose Alice's peppermint scrub, she rocks. I went to grab a towel but nothing. Crap, should I call and get one of my family to bring one to me or just run to my bedroom quick? I chose the really shitty answer. As I ran I slipped and landed with a ultimate bump and scream because I hit my wrist, in vampire speed Emmet ran to the hall to see me in my birthday suit, hours or seconds of awkwardness pasted of looking every where but each other until Emmet thrust a hand towards me and pulled me up, then left like he came up. Fuck why does life hate me what did I do?

Where did I put those wicked ankle boots Alice let me keep? Esme must of put the somewhere safe or tidied them, loving sod. She wouldn't put them under my bed or in a draw maybe in the top of the wardrobe? I shuffled my hand around looking for the softness of the leather, I could feel it behind some boxes. Without thinking about the boxes I pulled my boots out, pulling the boxes down too. I screamed every swearword I could think of before I heard Emmet's laughter, twat. The box was filled with pictures of my life in Forks, wouldn't Alice have put these in the book thing by now, I started shuffling threw and then it hit me they all had Jake, when he was my Jakey. Memories flooded my mind.

Flashback.

I watched the edge of the forest waiting for his arrival, this was a common event now, plus he was always topless, that's been a good thing since I had the mind of a thirteen year old. He hasn't been around here for ages, he calls every now and then but I just want him to myself. My Jacob, he will always be mine, forever. I laughed at my concept of forever because mine wasn't until death but mine it was really forever. He was coming now, I jumped of the window sill and went running to him, as I jumped the stairs Dad stopped me.

"Don't go, Renesmee you won't like it." He looked sad and useless, it was only because he didn't like Jacob. I shook my head at him and ran to him, of course I would like anything my Jake says. I went to jump up in his arms for a hug but only got as far as arm length, this was weird he always like to hug me.

"What's up, Jake ." He put me down and grimaced at me.

"I can't wait any longer Nessie." He said shaking his head, I didn't understand him at all, why was he telling me this.

"I don't know what you mean…" He crossed his arms at me and looked at the house but it looked more like he was looking somewhere else.

"Ness, I'm a man… I've got… needs." He wasn't seriously saying this to me… he's my Jakey.

"Are you saying… that you're leaving me…" He nodded. "… Because I can't have sex with you." He nodded once more but didn't have time to talk again because a big whoosh speared him into a tree. It was mom.

"You say you love her and then leave her." She screamed while kicking him, I looked around and saw my whole family teeth baring at him, Emmet was having to hold dad back.

"Bells…" He whimpered.

"No, Jacob, you've got needs, you needing a good kick." She said kicking him in the balls, he cried so hard when the foot and penis made contact.

"Stop…" I whispered so only the vampire ears could hear. My mom looked at me. "Go Jake, now." I shouted at him.

"Ness…" He said but my mom interrupted.

"You know Jacob, I never thought you'd be the person I would kill." He got the message and then he phased while sitting there and was about to go until my mom stood in the way. Once more.

"Never hurt here again or she won't get you out of what you deserve." She let him go and ran a eloped me into a hug. She soon picked me up and brought me to the house. She stopped by dad and all I said was;

"Don't say I told you so." I didn't come out of my room for weeks, the Cullens were worried and when dad said we should move no one argued.

I finally got dressed and wandered down the stairs to see Emmet playing call of duty, fuck him, I turned it back to normal TV, oh a repeat of Glee is on. Well there is one dude who is in my dreams more than Jake.

"You going to say bye to your friends at school."

"Nope." He nodded, he would never emit it but he loves Glee.