It's moment like this that I wish I could go back and change everything. I would have never said hi and talked to her when the pixie introduced herself. I should have stuck with my instincts and stayed a silent loner that I always was. But no I didn't listen to my self. Instead I turned in my seat and introduced myself to her. And that's when it all started. I was naive to think nothing would come from me being friends with her. I should have known that becoming friends with her would only bring me closer to him.
He's the reason for all of this. He's the reason that I want to cry and punch a wall every five seconds. He's the reason I feel like crap every second of my life. I should have known that he would never change and that he was just going to hurt me more, but I was in denial. And because of that I am where I am today. All because of that stupid day….