Hello my little nest of PERVERTS! Haaaa just kidding. Or was I? Anyways I'm here with a very intersting story (At least I hope) FF I cant believe they wont let us write and read our smut...So sad...

Okay so I wrote this like a few months after the 2nd season ended and my mom pushed me into posting my stories. I liked this one the best and decided that I wanted this one to be my 1st one. So please be gentle and I hope you like it!

[The greatest pain that comes from love is loving someone you can never have] Random quote (:

"You're willing to go this far for him?"

The annoying voice in his mind would not vanish. The gunshots jumping off the walls of his mind made his head hurt. The blood that painted the white walls red flashed through his mind making him irritated. The dying words of a man who he did not know all that well tugged at his consciences. The guilt coming and going was annoying and all he wanted to do was go back and switch places with the man whom he just took his life from.

The sound of a car horn tore him away from the gut retching scenes that plagued his mind. Pressing on the gas his car shot forward and through an alley then back onto the busy roads. A sigh left his lips, then another, and one for good measures. He could not go back and take back what he has done, even if he wanted to.

He parked a few feet away from the nearest police station and went over the plan in his mind. He took a deep breath and reached over to the back seat pulling a plastic bag onto his lap. He opened the bag and hurriedly pulled its contents out. He grabbed the black wig and placed it over his navy blue hair and adjusted the hair piece. Next were his eyes, his sapphire orbs that his lover adored so much.

"Your eyes, they are my favorite. I could stare into them for an eternity and loose myself into the depths of blue."

He took the container holding the contacts and inwardly cursed at the color he had chosen whilst not paying attention. He took the purple contacts and placed them over his sapphire orbs. He blinked a few times allowing his eyes to adjust to the new feeling. He quickly changed and stepped out of his white BMW.

He ran up to the nearest police officer and talked in a panic and rushed tone. "I-I was in my building and there were…there were gunshots and screaming." He took a deep breath and continued. "I think my neighbor is dead!"

"Calm down son," The male officer patted him on his shoulder and walked over to the nearest desk. "Take a seat and calmly go over what you have witnessed." The officer grabbed a notepad and a pen and began to write down everything he had to tell him. When he was finish the officer finished writing and talked into his speaker. "Get my unit on 75 Clinton Street and call Olivia." The request was quickly answered and the officer turned back to him. "You said the victims name is Ciel Phantomhive? Age 19, male."

He nodded his head and sniffed. "Were you guys close friends?" He looked up and nodded, his gaze returning to his clasp hands in his lap. "Your description of him was navy blue hair and sapphire eyes. Height 5 foot 11, weight 140." He nodded and the officer sighed. "We have officers investigating the scene. Do you know anyone who would have a grudge against him? Was he involved in any gang, owe any debt?"

He shook his head. "I can't think of anyone who would want to kill him." He fidgeted with his fingers and kept his gaze on his hands. "Everyone loved him; they were all so nice to him. Always wanting to be around him. One day changed his life, he met someone." He looked up and held the officers stare. "That someone was very dear to him, he loved him very much. Now as you can see this someone was not a female, which brought disgusted comments and after a few days everyone drifted away from him without a second glance." He felt his heart start to ache and his eyes beginning to fill up. He blinked back the tears and looked back down. "The male he was with thought he was at fault for everyone's behavior towards him, and the he started to sense changes in his lover's behavior as well." His voice fell low and he tried his best to keep his poser. "He started to hang around his lover more often trying to discover what was wrong. When he found out, he felt as though his world crumbled around him. His lover was engaging in dangerous attempts of trying to take his life." He coughed trying to hide a choked sob. "He couldn't stand to see his one and only love like that. He thought that maybe if he could somehow drift away from the world, if somehow he could disappear then he could save his lover's life."

"So he took his own life?" The officer sighed and ran a hand over his face. "So what you think is he committed suicide to save someone he loved?"

"Love is a very powerful thing officer." He glared at the officer and wanted to jump over the desk and punch the shit out of him.

"I understand," The officer stood and circled around the desk resting a hand on the males shoulder. "When my unit is done and if we find out anything I'll call you." The officer walked him out and patted his back. "Thanks again Mr.?"

"Vincent."

"Have a nice day and I'm truly sorry about your loss. It sounded like you really cared for your friend." With that the officer disappeared back inside.

~..: 1 year before:..~

"My beautiful son!" A young blonde woman embraced her son petting the back of his head. "I can't believe you're going to sit on that throne and be the head of your fathers company, at such a young age. My Ciel you sure you want to do this?"

Ciel pushed away from his mother and gave her a reassuring smile. "Yes mom I'm sure." His mother crossed her arms not believing a word he has said. "Mom I sw-

"Rachel please don't pressure him." Ciel watched his father walk over to them with his cane in his right hand and his left on the velvet wall, helping to hold him up. "It's his future and I couldn't be more proud." Ciel felt his heart drop watching his father struggle.

"Me pressure him!" His mom fumed and curled her hands into little balled fist. Ciel patted her back and rushed to his father side to help him to the couch.

"Dads right mom it's my future." Once Ciel got his father to the couch he released a sigh of relief and checked his silver watch. "I got to go to a meeting, I should be back around diner time." Ciel was about to walk away to give his mother a hug but his father reached out and grabbed at his arm.

"Good luck son, I know you will do well." His father smiled proudly and Ciel smiled and gave him a quick hug. This being the first time his father had praised him; he will try to succeed for his father's sake.

"I'll try my best." He quickly grabbed his gray jacket and hugged his mom goodbye before rushing out the front door and into his white BMW.

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"So what you're saying is Phantom company can't handle the Demon Corp.?" Ciel slammed his fist onto the long wooden table staring down his competitor. "I'm pretty sure it's you that can't handle us, comparing our sells and charts we outrun the Demon Corp. on every subject." Ciel smiled triumphantly. That smile disappeared when the raven haired man laughed and smirked up at Ciel.

"You can't be serious? Don't you remember the year the Phantom Company's ratings were dangerously low and your daddy had to pull some serious strings to save the company that landed him in the hospital?" The man smirked at Ciel's reaction.

The room fell quiet and everyone's eyes were on Ciel. Now he had two choices he could either smack that god damn smirk off this irritating man or walk away and calm down. Ciel clenched his fist and took a deep breath before gathering up his files. "I need some fresh air, everyone take a coffee break or whatever." Ciel disappeared leaving everyone to gossip amongst themselves.

"Erm… Mr. Sebastian ?" A skimpy young blonde snuck her way up to her boss's side and whispered into his ear. "I think you might have upset Mr. Ciel ."

Sebastian sighed and stood up. "I think I need some fresh air as well." Sebastian walked through the lobby and found the navy hair boy outside leaning against a wall with a cigarette in hand. He approached the boy and snatched the item out of his hand crushing it under his dress shoes. "That's a nasty habit."

"Did you come out here to bother me?" Ciel looked away and tried to light another cigarette but failed when it was snatched away again. "Are you trying to piss me off even more?"

Sebastian sighed and ruffled Ciel's hair like they have been childhood friends. "I'm sorry, I didn't mean what I said earlier, and I know that's a difficult subject to discuss."

Ciel slapped the hand away and growled. "I'm not a child, and apology accepted for the sake of both companies." Ciel glared at Sebastian when the male chuckled. "What's so funny?" Ciel didn't see the humor in apologizing.

Sebastian waved a hand and shrugged. "Let's go back and discuss some business." Sebastian tilted his head towards the entrance and smiled. Feeling stupid when Ciel gave him a look, like how a child stared at their parents after they said something misleading or just plain embarrassing.

Ciel chuckled at Sebastian's puzzled look and nodded. He followed Sebastian inside and groaned when he raced to the elevator and closed the doors before Ciel reached them. This is going to be a long year.

Okay so how was it? I hope you liked it and I hope it wasn't confusing I proof read it like hundreds of times. Also the next chapters will follow with Ciel and Sebastian and see where their relationship gets them. Review~!