I Will Always Love You
"Bren, you cant" I said, with worry in my voice. He cant leave me here like this.
"I got to" he said, kisisng me sofly on the lips
. "God, I love you" he said. "Then dont leave me" I cry now.
"I got to Steven, if the police find me then I,m done for" Brendan replies to me. "Why you have to go and kill him? You silly fool" I let more tears fall down.
"I dont know, the same reason I killed Danny" I cut him right of.
"You killed Dany for me, you killed your dad becuase of what he done to you" I say.
"Sorry, I didnt realize you were the only person with feelings" he replied, with a sigh. "I love you, dont you dare leave me" I said, with anger in my voice. He walked over to me, putting his lips on mine. He pushed me against the wall, he kisses me with just passion. It felt like a goodbye kiss. He backs away. "I got to go Steven" he says. "No!" I chase after him.
The children were with the McQueens much to Myras annoyance. "Yes" he groaned, I grabbed his hand. "Then I,m coming with you" I say, with such seriouness. "No, you got Leah and Lucas" he replies.
"I dont want to lose you" I crie, hopelessly. "If you go to prison, I wait for you" I add. "No you wont, you jump into bed with the next Noah, or the next Doug" he says. I go to shout, but then I know whats he doing. He trying to make me hate him. Like last time, no he isnt going to do that again. "Dont you dare" I say, in a calm voice. "I hit you again"
he says, walking over. "No you wont" I reply, he cant do this to me. I love him too much. I hear a bang on the door. "Police" I hear. "Get in there" I whispher in his ear. He looks at me. "Fucking go in their" I whishper again, this time in a more cruel tone. He gives in, walking in my bedroom. I slam the door behind him. I fix my hair, opening up the door to two police officers.
"Hey" I say. I then scoff, who says hey to a police officer. "Are you Steven Hay?" one asks. "Ste, yeah" I reply, inviting them in. "Do you know a Brendan Brady?" they asks, looking around. I was shaking. "This looks a big for you" one says, pickng up Brendans leather jacket, the one he wore in Dublin. I chuckle nervously.
"Are you alone, Mr Hay?" one asks me. "Yes" I reply, in a nervous tone. "Are you expecting anyone?" they then ask. "My kids" I reply. He smiles. "Anyone else?" he asks another question. I shake my head. That was techially true, I was expecting my kids. Brendan was already here, so i werent expecting him was I?
"Do you know Brendan Brady?" they ask me. "Yeah" I reply. I then gasp, shit they were doing a routine check. "Who is he to you, Mr Hay?" the one called PC Matthews asks. "My boyfriend" I reply, I cant lie. I,m too into it. "Oh right I wasnt aware of a lover, in the mix" Matthews smiles.
"Look, what has he done exactly?" I asks. "I thought you would know, since you and him are acquitted quite closely" Matthews walks over, with PC Barton behind him. "Look I,m his boyfriend, not his cousellor" I cross my arms. He chuckles again. "Well Mr Hay, I would like you to come with me to the station" he says. "Why? I told you everything I know" I look at my bedroom door. they notice.
"Do you mind if we have a look around?" Barton asks me. "Fine" I reply. I see Barton go in the kitchen, opening all the cupboards and draws. Matthews in my childrens bedroom. Checking under the all bed and in the wardrobe. I was shaking so much, I was scared shitless. They will go in my bedroom in about thirty seconds no doubt. Matthews then goes in the bathroom. I hear him scuffling around in the draws. Barton puts his hands in the leather jacket. In the pockets. Please dont have anything in their Bren I think to myself.
I breath a sign of relief, when thir both empty. Matthews goes to open the bedroom door, but I fake pains. "Help!" I fake. Falling on the foor, Barton rushes over. "I,m really hurt" I whimper over the top. "Whats wrong, Mr Hay?" Matthews ask, in a pissed of tone. "I got pains on my sides, can you go please" I almost beg. "Mr Hay, I,m permitted to search your room" he goes in, before I can even say stop.
I walk after him. Brendan was nowhere in sight. I worry, theirs only two places he can be hiding. Under the bed or in the wardrobe Matthews crouches to see under the bed, he isnt their thankfully. He then looks in the wardrobe, not their either. I was confused, then I realize where he is. On the roof ledge, clever bastard. I smile with pride. The police officers notice this. "Where is he, Mr Hay?" Barton asks.
"How Am I suppose to know" I reply. He is pissed of even more now. I understand why though. "Lets go, Barton theres nothing here" Matthews was frustarted. "I show you the door" I walk past them, opening the door. "We be back" Barton says, before leaving. "Time waster" I heard him say, when he walks away. I shut the door. I rush back in my bedroom. Brendan is knocking on the window. I leave it for a moment or two. Making him squim, serves him right. I open it, he jumps back into my room. "Thank you Steven" he says. I shut my window.
"Dont" I was pissed of. "Steven, come on" he says in a begging tone. "Shut the fuck up" I groan, so pissed of. "Why you so mad at me? Eh" he walks over. "I,m always mad at you" I reply. "You shut the fuck up" he then says, kissing me passionately. I push him to the wall.
He unzips my jeans, pulling them down."No" I say, but I carry on anyway. I can never resist him like this. He puts his body right on mine. I unzip his jeans, chucking them to where mine are. Our bodys touching. He walks with me, pushing me on the bed. Going right on top of me. "Just get on with it" I groan. "Impatient" Brendan mutters. "Of cause I am, your on the run" he cuts me of, by going down. I groan with pleasure. I close my legs. "Lets go" I say, he groans with frustration. As he was enjoying himself a little too much.
He gets up, putting on his pants. I put on mine. "Hood on" I pass him my red one. "Great, I look like I cant dress myself" he says, as its a little too small. I also pass him my hat. "Put it on, you need to stay hidden" I nod. He puts it on, he jokes putting it on the wrong way round. "Bren" I say.
He sings. Putting it down. "Fuck it" he says, going to my wardrobe and putting all my clothes in a suitecase. "It be fine" he says to me. I was crying, thinking about Leah and Lucas, but they deserved betten then being on the run with me and Brendan. I left a note to Myra, it read. Give Amy the kids, and tell them Daddy loves them so much.
He puts his arm around me, opening the door. I,m still crying like a baby. "I will always love you" he says, kissing me. Before we left. "Come on Bren" I say, putting his cap down. He looks down. We really were on the run now. It felt real now. We carry on walking, the police cars going past. Brendan looking at the floor, shaking. I put my arm around him. "I love you Steven" he says. "I love you too" I reply. I,m giving up so much for Brendan, but I love him too much to let him go.