Koutai: So you have voted, so you shall receive.
Not So Perfect
Summary: Once the camera's stopped rolling and the day faded to night, I looked back at my not so perfect life, which was reflected in the bruises and scars that covered my arms, chest, and legs. One thought ran through my head, the thought that became the record of my life; Why me?
Prologue (changed a little bit)
NICK'S POV
"No, as brother's, we are really close and rarely fight. We respect each other and love each other more than air." Lies flew from Joe's mouth as again, he answered the question of our relationship as brothers.
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Another day of living a lie. The fame and fans were real enough, but my brothers were fake, the emotions directed towards me were fake, and I started believing my existence was fake. The camera's stopped rolling and day turned to night and I dreaded facing my brothers.
I was stuck again in writer's block, my mind spitting out nothing but useless words of pain that could never make a good song. That was all I was needed for in this band, songs, and I failed at that as well. My brothers footsteps echoed up the stairs and dread set upon my heart and my healing bruises throbbed.
"So, loser, where's our song?" Joe sneered at me, and again I questioned; Why me? He leaned over my shoulder and starred, no glared, at the empty piece of paper in front of me and sighed.
"Ya know what this means oh worthless brother of mine?" He stated, cracking his knuckles. I tried to swallow but the action wouldn't come. I couldn't move either because Joe was holding me down. I closed me eyes and felt his fist make contact with my left cheek as Kevin laughed coldly. Why me?
Koutai: Stella and Macy come in next chapter along with Frankie and their parents. Hope you like this story.
