A/N: I don't own anything. If I did then I would be rich but I'm not sorry.
This is about rape a pretty serious issue so read at your own risk.
The main song I wrote this song to was Emergency by Paramore just incase someone wants to know my inspiration and I know this isn't very original but I wanted to see what I could do.
Disgusting
Bella's Point Of View
I smelt the thousandth round of rain before it came. I was down in La push with Mike, Jessica, Angela, Lauren, Tyler, and almost everyone from school except for the Cullen's. Well, Carlisle was down here to check up on Jacob but he was seconds away from leaving. Somehow Edward trusted Jacob enough to let be there alone with Jacob leaning all over me being so protective. We were surrounding the huge bonfire and Carlisle was checking up on Jacob's side. Soon Carlisle left with a wave and a handshake from all of the boys for helping Jacob. The fight helped the La push boys to trust the Cullens but not enough to let them all come down on they're land. Only one or two could come with Carlisle to see how they're fighting buddy was. Soon Quil was dancing with Emily around the fire and though she pretended to be mad I could tell she really didn't mind. Emily was with her boys and anything that happened she didn't mind. I didn't mind watching them dance untill Jacob pulled me up and started dancing with Quil. Even though I didn't want to I was laughing with Emily. Soon me and Jacob stopped and strayed away from the pack.
"Hey, I'll be back okay?"Jacob said looking into my eyes uncertainly.
"I'll be fine, Jake. Remeber I run with Vampires and Werewolves I think I should be pretty much unfased by whatever shall come." I laughed out not really believing that he didn't trust that I'd be fine.
"Okay. I'll be right back."
"Fine by me I'll wait right here." I replied.
I watched him untill he got too far in the woods. I sighed and leaned against the tree Jacob left me at. Someone came up and put they're hand around my mouth. At first I thought it was someone trying to joke around. But when an unfamiliar voice sounded above my head I got timid and tried fighting back to scream. The hand was like a human's sweaty and shaking. I tried clawing at his hand but I didn't seem to hurt him even though I had just bitten my nails before Jacob and I started dancing. I tried screaming and biting into his hand but he slapped me. I sounded a scream when he hit me but nobody must of heard. His longish nails left imprints as he grasped my waist and I let out another scream that was lost in the forest.
"HELP! PLEASE!" I shouted into the forest.
"Shut the hell up. Somebody will hear you." The voice said.
"That's the point, get off me!" I shouted again towards his face. Suddenly his lips crashed into mine and his tounge tried prying it's way through my mouth when it finally got in I bit down biting as hard as I could.
"Ouch you bitch!" He yelled and hit me to were my head hit the tree and everything went black.
Jacob's POV
I heard Bella scream but I wasn't sure what she was screaming about. Worry caressed my features but I was too busy talking to Sam about my health that I couldn't really concentrate on what she was saying. The last scream was all I needed to run back down to where I had left my beautiful Bella. When I reached to where I left her I almost immeadaitly transformed into my wolf form. There was a guy raping MY Bella. She seemed unconscious at the time but when I walked over to them she seemed to wake up and try fighting. I threw him off of her and was ready to kill him when Sam touched my shoulder and shook his head. I glared and went for the guy but Quil and Embry stood in the way. I heard Bella sobbing and that made it hard not to transform and kill the bastard who dared taking advantage of Bella.
I heard Emily, Angela, and Jessica try to soothe her with the words they thought would help.
"Call the Cullen's someone." When nobody moved I yelled it again and everyone scrambled looking for a phone not willing to piss me off more than I already was. I whispered to Sam that I was going to meet them at the border and picked up the naked Bella who tried to cover herself with clothes. Emily gave her a large shirt that was meant for one of us. I carried Bella away while Quil started to scare the guy who decided that he was done and tried to run. I met Edward at the border with everyone from his family. Bella cried and tried hiding herself. I passed her over with her torn clothes and watched them go.
Bella's POV again
I woke up to a guy going in and out of me ripping me to shreds peice by piece. I tried fighting him off but it was no use. Eventually Jacob came and tore the guy away from me. I crawled to my clothes, tried putting them on, and cried. Emily came along with Angela and Jessica but I was crying too hard to really hear what they were saying. Jacob picked me up and Emily put a dark black shirt on me. I was crying too hard to know what was happening but soon I found comfort in cool arms even though I felt so disgusting to even be in his arms. Cool fingers probed around me but all I wanted to do was sleep. The tears were taking a toll and I found my eyelids slowly drifting down letting the last of my tears to fall and crawl down my face. The blazing red sun was the last thing I saw before I slipped into a neverending black.
When I woke, I woke to the soft mummers of two people. I didn't realize who they were until I opened my eyes and saw Charlie and Esme watching me intently. I broke down crying when everything came back to my memory. Esme's cool hands tried to make time turn back but they couldn't. The person didn't really steal from me... he stole from Edward. Soon I couldn't breath, I was hyperventilating my self back into oblivion. Edward's calm melodic voice sounded but I shyed away feeling my skin crawl from the bug the guy left. And even though I wanted to run into his arms I couldn't it just wasn't fair for him to hold something as sick as me.
A/N: Rape is a serious issue get help when you can if you are raped. I don't know if I'll write another chapter I guess thats up to anyone who wants to read.