I don't own Naruto, just this story ^^

Warning! There will be abuse and rape in this chapter.

Talk – normal story

"talk" – "talking"

Talk – thoughts

Talk – demon/inner/summon

*Talk* – *memories*

All she knows

Beautiful. Simply beautiful. She thought while walking down the street. It took everything for the girl to not gaze at the female in front of her. Not that she admired the girl for her beauty. No, she was never the one to judge a person because of the way he or she looks. There was just a simple rule in the world. If you are beautiful, it is easier to make friends, to be welcomed, to not be looked down. The girl turned her gaze to the ground and chuckled bitterly to herself. If she was anything close to this girl walking in front of her, maybe they would appreciate her more. Maybe then, they would be proud of her, their daughter. With a bitter smile on her lips, the girl walked further in the direction of her destination. The ninja academy. A fresh start. I screwed it up last time. This time, there will be no strings attached. That way, it will be easier leaving them. Emotions only get me blind and short tempered. No feeling running deep in my heart, no looking back. With that, she walked into the building and found her classroom. Her palms started sweating and she tool a deep breath in. Come on, don't be afraid. This is what you have to do. You worked so hard for this. Don't you dare walk ways to them with out becoming something you had to be long time ago. Don't let them get to you. Prove them wrong. Maybe then, they will love you. Other thoughts and memories came into the girl head. *You are nothing but a useless, ugly, good for nothing peace of trash. I wish it was you who died all this years ago. Get away from me, you freak!* The girl cleared her face of any emotions, opened the doors of the classroom and stepped in. The class went silent and watched her every move with curiosity. She noticed the beautiful girl from before and that the seat near her was open and unoccupied. So she walked up to the last row and stood in front of the girl. With her face still blank she tapped the girl on her shoulder and leaned back a little bit. The lavender eyed female turned to her and blushed lightly. She started fidgeting with her fingers and stuttered.

"Ye – es? C –can I he-ep y-you? The other girl starred at her and nodded her head slightly.

"Can I sit here? The lavender eyed girl nodded and ducked her head shyly. She sat down and looked at the front of the class.

"Haruno Sakura." She said while not turning to the girl sitting next to her and closed her eyes.

"Konichiwa Haruno – san, I – I'm Hina – ata Hyu – uga." Sakura nodded her head ans was lost in her thoughts again. Hinata Hyuga. Why is she shy? She's stunning, but still goes stuttering as if she's nothing at all. *Bitch you are ugly and nothing will ever be able to change that. So don't even try to think that you are worth of something at all. *The voice of her mother came to her mind and she fought back the frown really hard. Hinata has beautiful navy blue – purple short hair, I have ugly bright long pink hair. Hinata has gorgeous pale lavender eyes, I have freakish huge bright green eyes. Hinata is 5'1 feet tall, while I am 4'8 feet tall. She has beautiful features, while my eyes and forehead are too big. Sakura mussed in her thoughts and clenched her fists. Mother always said all those things to me, so why wouldn't I believe in her? While in reality, Sakura was nothing like ugly and hideous. Her eyes where huge and hypnotizing. Captivating everyone who dared to look her in the eyes. Her pouty lips looked cute when she smiled with her bright and straight teeth showing lightly. Thought she never did really smile. Yes, her forehead was slightly too big for her heart shaped face, but it made her look even cuter to the outsiders. Her pink hair. Weird? Yes. But it was pale and soft looking. Her features where pixie like, but all she saw was ugly and hideous. Sakura was skinny with slightly forming curves. The pinkette always saw herself as ugly, because her mother and father told her that she was. The girls heart was etched with deep scars and wounds that could never be healed to not exist. Her heart was already hanging in one peace by a thin lace. The pinkette opened her eyes and scanned the class and the occupants of it. Hmm, that boy over there has the same eyes like Hinata. The kid near him obviously doesn't know what hair wax is. The girl with two buns looks okay I guess. Aaa, that boy over there. He's sleeping. Not a bad idea. Oh well. Blond girl near him. She looks nothing like a ninja should. But hey, who is to talk? I have freaking pink hair for Kamis sake. Are that chips he is eating? To think about it, I am quite hungry too. Oh, a dog in the class? Interesting. All the girls are fawning over the boy in the corner. He has a chickens ass glued to his head. Ugh. The boy next to him is too loud! Sakura turned her head and noticed that the seat near her was occupied already. A boy with black glasses, spiky dark brown hair and a jacket with a high collar was sitting in it. At that moment, the teacher walking into the classroom.

"Konichiwa, mina – san. Today you will all take the genin test." Some groaned, other shouted in joy. While a few stayed silent.

"Stand in a line. You will all perform Henge No Jutsu. You will have to take appearance of me." Sakura stood in the line behind the loud blond boy and behind her stood Hinata. One after another, their names where called and the blond one had to do the jutsu. Almost to everyone's surprise he did the jutsu quite well and passed.

"Haruno Sakura" The pinkette felt her shoulder being tapped and looked back over it. Hinata was smiling shyly at her and playing with her fingers. The Hyuga looked at the ground and said quietly.

"Goo – od lu - uck S – saku – ura – sa –an. The pinkette nodded her head.

"You too Hyuga – san." With that, Sakura walked to her sensei Iruka and stood in front of him.

"Henge No Jutsu" She said with an emotionless voice and in her place stood the exact copy of Iruka. The teacher smiled at Sakura and nodded.

"Very good Haruno – san. You pass." Sakura got her head protector, turned around and nudged Hinata's shoulder gently while walking past her. The pinkette walked out of the building and spotted unoccupied swings in the back of the yard and walked to them. When she sat down on one of the swings she noticed all the parents congratulating their children. Sakura closed her eyes and sighted silently. If only mother and father loved me even a little bit. Maybe then I would not have to prove anything to the world. Maybe then, I would have at least one friend. Sakura kicked the dirt underneath the swings she was sitting on with her feet. Her black ninja sandals where already slightly dirty and worn out from all the training she already had. Sakura was wearing long black loose fitted pants, deep green short sleeved kimono styled fighting shirt, with white bandages going from her fingertips to her shoulders on both of her arms. Deep green fingerless gloves with metal on the knuckles. Black ninja sandals and her forehead protector tied around her neck. Chakra wires, pills, smoke bombs, explosive tags and poisonous needles hidden in the obi of her kimono shirt. A pouch tied around her upper tight with explosive kunais, shurikens and normal kunais. The pinkette closed her eyes and leaned back on the swings.

"A – ano, Sak – kura – san, dai – ijob – bu?" The emerald eyed girl opened her eyes and gazed at the girl in front of her. Hinata stood with her cheeks flaming red and eyes averted to the ground, looking at Sakura's shoes.

"Hmm, hai" Sakura looked at the sky and Hinata gulped loudly. The pinkette cleared her throat and glanced at the female Hyuga.

"Hyuga – san, maybe you should go back to your family, celebrate." Hinata blushed and looked disappointed. She really wanted to get to know Sakura, She seemed nice. Not that talkative, but she talked to the shy Hyuga first. The pinkette saw that through Hinata's eyes and chuckled lightly.

"Hey, Hinata – san, maybe we will talk later? I would really want to get to know you" The shy Hyuga smiled and nodded her head in approval.

"H – hai, I I'd lo – ove th – hat Sakur – ra – sa- an."

"Later then Hyuga – san."

"Good –d by – ye Sa – akura – san." With that the Hyuga walked away and the pinkette closed her eyes again. She heard leaves rustling softly near her ear and smiled gently. Beautiful melody. Like an angel's lullaby. The wind, blowing the leaves so innocently. The pinkette felt the other swing near her being occupied. Maybe they will go away after a few moments. With that the pinkette kicked the dirt again and brushed her palms down the chains of the swings. She was thinking over all the techniques she had learned in the month when the pinkette noticed that the person occupying the swings was still there. She turned her head lightly to the side and cracked one eye open to look at the person. It was a male. Sakura could not see from the sitting position how tall he was, but she would guess about 5'7 or 5'8 feet tall. He looked like he was about fourteen or fifteen year old, while Sakura was eleven. The boy had long ebony hair and dark obsidian eyes. He reminded her of someone else. The stranger was gorgeous and it took everything for Sakura to not stare into his eyes.

"So why are you here all by yourself?" Oh, what a musical voice. Like honey. His voice had a deeper string to it, and it made him sound alluring.

'Can't I be?" The male chuckled amusedly and his eyes shone with curiousity.

"You can, but are you not celebrating with your family that you became a genin?" How did he knew that I just passed to be a genin?

" How did you?" He smiled at the petite girl.

"Simple, your pink hair gave you away. I had never seen a girl with such exotic hair like yours and such beautiful, hypnotizing, emerald eyes like these."

"Right" Sakura stood up from the swings and turned to glance at the male.

"I guess it was nice to talk to you, but I have to go already." The pinkette turned to walk away but was stopped by a hand on her bandaged wrist. Pain so flaming like fire ran through her wrist and she cringed slightly.

"Are you alright?"

"Aaa, yes, hurt myself during training."

"Oh, okay. By the way, I'm Uchiha Itachi." Sakura looked at him from behind her shoulder and saw him smiling softly at her.

"Haruno Sakura" With that she walked away and deep in her heart, two scars faded away because of the two people she talked to today. Mother said that after graduating I have to go home. More like ordered. Seriously. Maybe they'll be proud of me. Being a ninja finally and all that. With hope in her heart, the pinkette walked back to her house and crossed her fingers for her rotten luck to turn into something good. Sakura opened the doors of her huge house that belonged to her parents and stepped in.

"Mother?" She walked around the house and searched for her parents. The house seemed empty. No shouts, screams and yells. Just simply quiet. And it frightened the little female even more. She never like silence. No, she detested it. Silence always meant that something bad was going to happen afterwards. It never meant anything good. Because when it is silent, she wishes that it would stay silent. But it never does. And hates that. She hates that feeling. Sakura always hated feeling hopeful about anything. There was no hope for here. At least according to her parents there wasn't. I mean, they are always right, yes? The pinkette walked upstairs to her room slowly and listened to the silence. There seemed to be no noise in her room. Could it be safe for once in her life? With that she opened the doors of her room and stepped into it. Sakura walked to the mirror on the wall and looked at it. She almost screamed. But managed to only gasp and turn around. There stood her father. Grinning a wicked smile at her and holding a bottle of sake in his one hand. Her father watched her with predatory eyes and smiled a forced smile.

"Dear, did you pass the exam?" His voice was full of hatred and anger for the little female in front of him.

"Yes" The man nodded and took a huge swing out of his bootle.

"Did you talk to anyone today?" The pinkette started wondering if she should tell him about the Uchiha and the Hyuga.

"Answer me you little bitch!" The male strangled his daughter's neck and slammed her into the wall. Sakura opened her mouth and gasped for air.

"You dirty whore. I said answer me!" He slammed his clenched fist into her stomach and Sakura gasped for air again. She opened her mouth are stammered.

"Yes." The man growled and punched her in the stomach again.

"Who?" Sakura averted her eyes from his face and looked down to the ground.

"Hinata Hyuga and Itachi Uchiha." The man gripped the pinkette around her neck harder and hissed in her face.

"Dirty whore. I said to not talk to anyone!" With that he slammed her against the wall and Sakura's head collided with the wall harshly. He sneered at the girl who's neck his arms where around and smiled sickly.

"You had been a bad girl. And bad girls have to be punished." With that the man wrapped sakura's wrists and ankles with chakra ropes and threw her to the ground. The laughed cruelly and crouched down to look at her. The pinkette tried to struggle and free herself. But her father was so much stronger that her petite eleven year old body. The girl lifted her head a little bit and did the only thing she could do. She spat right into his face. The man whipped his face clean of all her saliva and glared at his poor daughter.

"Wrong move bitch. You'll pay for that." The man knew that Sakura would not show much emotions if he will just beat her, so he thought about something else he could do to her. He automatically thought about what she still has as hers and what he could take away with much pain and suffering from the pinkette. And he smirked instantly. The only thing she has to herself, eh? He scanned her body on the ground as Sakura struggled to get out. It has been a long time since he had a virgin all to himself. The man picked the pinkette up by her hair and threw her to her bed.

"You are going to regret ever being born bitch." With that he climbed on top of her and started roaming her body with his huge hands. Sakura whimpered and tried to get away from the monster. She felt sick to her stomach because of what her father was doing to her. He started pulling her top of and when she did not move, he just ripped it of and starred down at his halfly naked daughter.

"Oh, I am going to enjoy this." With that he started squeezing her small, just starting to grow breast and bit down painfully on her collarbone. Sakura yelped in pain and tears started running down her cheeks.

"Please, don't do this." The man ignored her and bit down on one of her breasts. Sakura choked back a sob and stiffened back a moan of pain. Her father smirked and ripped of her pants and underwear away from her body. He gripped her hips with a strong, bruising grip and bit down on her upper tight. The emerald eyed girl's body shook form sobs and she tried to calm herself but her father gripped her tights in a bruising grip and chuckled darkly.

"Should have thought about that earlier." The man unzipped his pants and pulled out his hard member. Her father spread Sakura's vaginal lips apart and pushed I finger into her.

"Not even a little bit wet." With that the cruel man pulled out his finger and showed his dick as deep as he could inside of her. He ripped her open and Sakura screamed out in pain. Her father started moving in and out of her while she screamed with his every trust. To her, it felt as if she was being ripped open from inside of her. Her father rammed into her and grunted like a wild animal would. The picked up his pace and Sakura closed her eyes shut tightly, while crying soundlessly. He looked down to watch as his dick rammed into Sakura and out of her with her innocent blood staining the flesh of him. Suddenly, he father pulled out of her and Sakura opened her eyes. That was her second mistake, because immediately she saw his dick being showed into her face.

"Suck on it." The pinkette did not obey and the man pulled her head closer to his dick by her hair.

"I said suck on it bitch." Sakura opened her mouth and his dick was showed inside of it. The emerald eyed girl gagged a little but the man didn't care and started moving in and out hitting the back of her throat with his tip. He started grunting in pleasure and Sakura cried even more. It made a vibration go through him and he trusted in even deeper.

"Roll my balls in your palm." The man grunted out and Sakura rolled her palms around his balls. He moaned loudly and came in her mouth.

"Swollow it" The pinkette gulped down the semen in her mouth and felt it rising back up her throat. But she managed to hold it down and tried to hold back the tears too. Her father pulled out his dick and raised her face to look right into her eyes. When he saw that she was about to cry again and looked broken, he laughed cruelly and leaned closer to her ear so he would whisper into it.

"You are nothing but damaged good's now. No one will ever want you. You're just good to use." He pushed her back, walked out of the room and slammed the doors shut. Sakura started sobbing loudly and tears rand down her cheeks freely. The pinkette curled into a ball and hugged herself around her knees. I may not have been a perfect daughter, but I never hated her parents. So why, why me? Maybe I really was nothing but damaged good's. My father must be right then. I will be good just for using. But that is what ninja's are to Konoha too. Just a weapon to use so that they could win. And no one would really want someone as ugly as me. With my freakish alien green eyes, too bright pink hair, huge forehead, ugly and used body. No one would ever think of me as a useful Kunoichi. No, not me. Sakura starred ahead of her and lied in her bed curled into a ball for a few hours, too afraid to fall asleep. The pinkette finally decided to go to her bathroom. She winced when she stood up and added a little pressure to her legs. They where killing her. Sakura made it into her bathroom, turned the lights on and starred at her reflection in the mirror. She punched the wall near the mirror and hissed lowly.

"So ugly. I'm so ugly. Shouldn't even be alive." With that the pinkette passed out on her bathroom floor because her mind blacked out. It was all she knew. How to block out from all the pain she felt. To simply black out. That was her only choice.