It was getting closer, the anniversary of her capture was only a week away. She knew all about the effects that could bring it up. She looked at her watch their was still time to call Emily, who was in London. She went into the bedroom still set up as a nursery, and sat in the rocker and dialed Emily's number. After three rings, Emily picked up, " Hello?". " Hey Emily, It's JJ". " JJ, how are you? Are you still experiencing PTSD symptoms?" questioned Emily.
I Don't have PTSD, I'm fine, Emily" replied JJ. As she spoke JJ looked around the nursery she had started for her and Will's new baby. A single tear rolled down her left cheek, she wiped it away as she hung up with Emily. She placed her phone in her back pocket and straightened the change table and the crib comforter as she always did each time she snook into the nursery. She looked back and gently turned the knob and exited the room. " Mommy"
JJ startled jumped a little and turned to see Henry standing beside her in the hallway. " What sweetheart" she said as she bent down on one knee and brushed back Henry's hair from his eyes. Henry looked solemely into his mother's eyes. " Were you visiting my baby brother again?" he questioned his mother. " Yes, Mommy was" JJ replied starting to cry. "Don't cry Mommy, he's still right here" Henry said placing one of his hands on JJ's heart and the other on his own. JJ wiped the tears away and embraced Henry. Just then Will came through the door he was home from work. " Daddy!" exclaimed Henry who ran to him and jumped into his father's arms. " Missed you" Will said to Henry. " Missed you more" Henry replied. Will then set Henry down and went over to hug his wife. Later on they sat down to dinner and said grace, each holding each other's hands as usual. " Amen!" Henry ended loudly. Will and JJ just smiled. Will played "Superheroes" with Henry; while JJ cleaned up after supper. Tonight they decided they would both do Henry's storytime. They let Henry choose a book to read, it was the same one for weeks now, the one about loosing his baby brother. JJ snuggled in the covers with Henry as Will read.
" I waited all night to meet my new baby brother, but... when Mommy and Daddy came home, Mommy told me that my little brother went to heaven. I'm glad that my little brother went to heaven. But I would like to have met him first".
Will closed the book and leaned over giving Henry a kiss on his forehead. Placing the book back on the shelf he looked as JJ gave Henry a kiss and tucked him in better. They both left Henry's room. Will and JJ decided to watch a movie. Will laid down on the couch, JJ snuggled in his embrace, laying her head on his chest. Will gently kissed her forehead. JJ looked up and kissed him back on the lips. He then held her face and they continued kissing. Will looked at her then the movie then back again. JJ shook her head and Will scooped her up and carried her to their bedroom. He gently placed her on their bed, while the kissing continued. Will lifted up JJ's shirt and pulled it off over her head. While Will kissed, JJ started undoing his shirt buttons, then removed his shirt. Will then removed JJ's shorts, placed her under the covers and removed the rest of his clothing. He dived under the covers while JJ removed her lingerie. He carressed her body stopping at her scars, where he kissed them. JJ started kissing Will's chest all over. He gently entered her and they started " making love". All of the sudden after JJ had orgasmed for the second time, she flashed back to her kidnapping. " No, stop don't touch me!" she yelled at Will, pulling away. Will startled by her response replied " JJ, it's me , Will". JJ got out of the bed, Will watched his wife's naked body as it got covered up by a housecoat and she walked out of their bedroom. Will debated should he go after her or give her some space.