The leverage
Hi! This is my first story. I hope you like it. English isn't my mother language so there are for sure a few mistakes I hope you don't mind.
As you already know I don't own any of this characters.
Kensis pov.
So we had this stupid fight was actually about something totally meaningless, but the part which hurt the most, was that Deeks just walked out on me. He knows exactly how hard this hurt me. Because every man in my life left me already. First my father than Jack and also Dom. They all walk out of my life. But whit Deeks I let all my walls fall so because of this it hurts even more if it's Deeks. Therefore when Deeks asked me to come over I declined. I wanted to forgive him, but I just couldn't right now. I stayed longer at the office and finished all my paperwork. Deeks went home over one hour ago. I was starting to pack my things when Nate walked out to the puletpen. Surprised that I was still here, he asked me if everything was alright. I wasn't in the mood to talk to anyone, so I just responded whit an " yeah thanks I'm fine" Even if he exactly knew that every time I say I'm finfe. I'm the completely opposite . So i just went on with a little smile that couldn't even reach my eyes. When I got outside to the parking lot and didn't saw my car I remembered that I carpooled with Deeks. Awesome could that day gone more wrong. When I stood there and drown in self-pity Nate approached me. "Do you need a ride" asked Nate. First I wanted to reject but I rally was in the mood to walk home. So I agreed.
Nate pov.
I know something was wrong with Kensi when I saw her alone in the buletpen. Normally Deeks and Kensi always leave together. When I asked her if she wanted to talk about it, she declined with her favourite sentences "I'm fine" I didn't want to bother her so I let it be. When I wanted to leave I saw her again in the parking lot she has totally zoomed out. And then I noticed that her car wans't there. I asked her if she needed a ride. I was happy when she agreed. The whole car ride Kensi was silent, she didn't even noticed that I passed the exit to her house. I thought it would be best if I brought her to Deeks house. When we arrived, she looked up and saw where we are. She just rolled her eyes, said godbey and left the car. With one glance back at her I made my way home.
Deeks POV
I felt sory after this stupide fight we had. The worst part about it was that I walked out on her. I wanted to apologize but OPS wouldn't be the right place. So I asked her to come over this evening. I hoped after the talk we could enjoy a nice weekend at the beach. But her answer surprised me. " I have already plans" she told me. We both knew it was a lie. So I went home alone, tock Monty out for a walk and seat in front of the TV. It was getting late and I hadn't heard from Kenso. So I tride to call her but she didn't pick up. I thought she must be still mad at me. I went to bed but it dind't feel right. The bed felt empty without her there. I felt in a restless sleep.
Kensis POV
I watched Nate drive away und stood in Deeks front yard. It was a warm sommer night. The sky was clear and I could see the stars. I don't know how long I stood there. It felt like hours but probably where just 10 Minutes. I picked up all my courage and walked the three steps to the door. Suddenly I felt a stabbing pain in my arm.
