Why do they hate me?

I don't understand. We are different. They are humans. We are Incubators.

They have emotions and values. We do not.

We cannot be expected to sympathize with others when we are unable to do so.

If we had emotions, then we would not have any need for magical girls.

Why do they hate me?

We are the reason why humanity has become so advanced.

With each wish made, humans evolve as a society.

With each magical girl created, energy is created.

With each witch transformation, more energy is created.

All of this to keep the universe in balance.

So why do they hate me?

If not for this act, they would still be a primitive species, living in caves.

If not for our harvesting of energy, the universe would be destroyed.

And they would die with it. I am saving them from that fate.

Why do they hate me?

What difference does it make where their soul lies? This way, it is easier to keep safe.

What difference does it make to cause them despair? Life is filled with it, despair will find them even without my interference.

What difference does it make whether what I do is for the greater good or not? None, at least in their eyes.

Is this why they hate me?

I can't understand it. Human values are so confusing.

They vilify those who threaten their way of life, even if it's for a good reason.

They despise those who point out the truths that they try so hard to deny.

They curse those whom they fail to understand.

Why do they hate me?

I may not feel emotions. I may not have values.

But I do feel pain.

I am but one Incubator, in an army of thousands.

Whenever one dies, another instantly takes its place, devouring its predecessor.

That one body is forgotten. But the experiences are not.

All of us share the same memories, the same pain.

I have died countless times.

Why do they kill me?

Humans take their individuality for granted.

They may refer to me as Kyubey, but in reality, I am nameless.

I'm just another body, among thousands of others, fulfilling our purpose day by day.

Why do names hold such importance? Why is it necessary to have a purpose other than the one you were destined for?

Why don't they understand?

Two have come after me. Both illogical, irrational beings.

However, one at least knew of my intentions.

While she did not understand, she at least took the time to listen.

The other has blindly labeled me "evil."

She has created an alternate universe, simply out of obsession and love.

Emotions cloud her judgement.

I am trapped there.

Why is this being done to me?

She takes joy in my suffering. She dances around my weakened body.

While I may have caused pain to others, I did not enjoy it.

Her irrationality will keep this universe from functioning

I have failed in my task to keep everything in balance

And the worlds I was tasked to protect have fallen into the wrong hands.

I know you must hate me

But please forgive my failure

They say I don't know pain

They say I don't know suffering

They say I am selfish

But the truth?

They know nothing.

I shouldn't be viewed this way.

I don't deserve this hate.

Thanks for sitting through this little drabble about my thoughts on Kyubey!

So yeah, he's my favorite character in the series. And I don't think he deserves the backlash that he gets. (Yes, I am on the whole "Kyubey's not evil" train) And after roaming around the Internet for a while, I decided to write a stream of consciousness about what's going on in his head.

And no, I don't find him creepy. In fact, I think he's so adorable, I want a plushie of him! Then he can absorb all of my negative emotions and use them to fuel the universe. :)