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LEAH POV.
I glared angrily at everyone who had turned up for this so called 'happy' occasion. I don't know why I bothered, it's not like Sam and Emily even noticed I was there. They were too wrapped up in there own love for each other. It was sickening really. I fought back the snarl that was desperate to escape my throat, knowing it would just make the others even more pissed at me. Not that I cared.
From the corner of my eye I could see my mum staring at me with pity. I turned my glare to her and she quickly turned her head, trying to pretend she was never looking at me. Pfft.
"TIME FOR THE CAKE" someone yelled.
"Come on Leah" Seth moaned.
Yeah right, like I was gunna stick around and watch them shove cake into each other's faces. I'd rather hug a leech, now that was saying something. I pushed his arm away and stormed off to the river outside the field where the celebrations where. I pulled off the stupid heels Emily had insisted I wear and aggressively threw them into the river, enjoying the satisfaction that came as I watch them float away.
"Happy now?" I heard someone say. I turned around; it was the strange leech, the one who felt emotions.
"You should know," I snapped at him. Stupid leeches, they never left you alone. I was seriously considering getting a restraining order put on the little half-breed. She was constantly following me, "Jacob says your always mad, why?" and "Jacob says you don't like raw meat, why?" If I wanted to play bloody Jacob says I'm sure she would be the first one I asked.
I turned around again but he was still there. That was one of the main problems with going to the parasites house; you became numb to the smell. The other problem was that they were all fucking annoying.
"Was there something you wanted?" I demanded but he just smirked at me, and then sank gracefully to the floor, looking up at me expectantly.
"You want me to sit by you?" I sneered; he just carried on looking at me. I glared at him before plonking myself down on the floor.
"Very ladylike" he commented smiling. I put my middle finger up at him and sarcastically said, "I'm sorry but I'm not like your little pixie wife"
"Ex-wife" he corrected me automatically, with a look of distant pain in his face. I stared at him with wide eyes, "What? But you two were like soul mates" I spat the last part.
"Apparently not" he said with a small smile. "Alice saw her true love in a vision and went off to find him. I got the divorce papers with a note saying sorry 3 weeks later." For some reason a part of me instantly wanted to protect him and I growled "Heartless bitch."
"Alice isn't heartless" he said quietly but I just shook my head in disagreement. We both turned our heads to the sound of music coming from the big tent. The first dance. My cousin was in there having her perfect wedding day, dancing the first dance with the man I should be dancing with. I ripped the little crown out of my hair and threw that into the river too. "Piece of shit" I yelled.
Jasper was watching me, not with pity in his eyes, but with pain. "What?" I yelled. He looked down and muttered, "You feel so much, it's overwhelming. I don't know how you cope." This made me even angrier. "Because I'm strong, stronger than anyone I know. Got a problem with my feelings? Fuck off." He stared at me before saying "I know, I'm sorry I shouldn't complain you can't help it." I carried on glaring at him, while he stared at me as if he was trying to look into my soul.
"Cut it out would you?" I hissed and turned away. Stupid bloody leeches always thought that they would be able to help. Well they couldn't, nobody could help me. I was stuck in a life that I wasn't made for. Stuck being a beast, stuck watching the one man I truly love, love someone else, stuck watching my cousin have everything I ever wanted. And then they came and complained that I felt too much. Why don't they try living through all this pain, heartbreak and anger everyday and then they can start complaining? I spat on the floor again.
Jasper watched me intently, before standing up. "I guess I should leave you alone. Maybe you could come around to our house again. Your very interesting" he said and turned away, gracefully walking off.
"INTERESTING?" I yelled, "WHAT AM I A FUCKING FREAK SHOW?" My whole body was shaking now but I didn't try and escape my inner beast, instead I welcomed it. Welcomed the chance to escape from here. I let my anger take me over and phased into the real me. Leah the wolf. For a second I was tempted to go and gatecrash the wedding that should have been mine, but I knew they would all kill me. Instead I grinned menacingly at the shredded dress on the floor before using my paw to shove it into the river and then running away.
As I ran I let my natural animal instincts take over, and I left behind Sam, Emily, Mum, Seth, Jacob and Jasper.