Moonlit Dreams
Disclaimer: I do not own any of these characters. But I do own the poetry and the character Cesaryan because I made her up! ^_^
(Chapter 1: Thirsting Eyes)
PG-13
In a world of illusions, although still not quite sure what it meant. Her hands were outstretched, as if welcoming a cold stranger into her life. 'Demo where I am isn't important. Who am I waiting for?' Her mind swirling of terrorizing thoughts, she let her arms fall. Shaking her head, she got up, only to face the shadow.
Her voice finally came to her after a long pause."Who are you?"
The stranger didn't reply for a while, demo when it did, it's voice was soft and low."I'm here for you."
Her voice quavered."M...Me? I don't understand."
The shrills of the void in her dream echoed throughout the harsh place. She tried to see the stranger through the darkness, although, her efforts failed.
The stranger broke the silence."I know you don't understand, demo you will some day."
She felt akward for a moment."Then why are you in my dreams? Are you even real? Or am I truly a lost dreamer?"
The stranger answered."I'm here for you, and yes, I am real. You, you can never be a lost dreamer because of your gift."
She replied."What's my gift?"
Just then, shots were heard in the distance, and she screamed. It all slipped away into nothingness. 'Where am I?' She thought.
"In my hell." A voice laughed.
She trembled."Who...are you?!"
"I am the first ever lost dreamer, and I have come to recclaim what's mine."
"What is your name?" She asked.
"Just call me Cesaryan." Cesaryan implied. "Who are you, now that introductions are important?"
"I am-"
*Whisper silently in your ear
Talk of death that's very near
This place is death; nothing's in bloom
I'd hate to die in this silent tomb.*
The alarm clock.. Oh, how she hated the sound. It was like her death call... She rose only to be blinded by the sunlight. 'Ugh, I hate six in the morning simply because it's dawn!' It was winter in Tokyo, the cold time. She gently caressed the side of her face that she had slept on that night. 'Blood?'
She quickly examined the room, demo there was nothing that could have caused her injury. Her mind was dizzy, busy with thoughts that made her expression dark.
*Follow the footprints on the ground
Listen to death; what a lovely sound
So watch your step and take a deep breath
Before it's gone and nothing's left.*
'What's this feeling? I feel as if my soul is imprisoned in a glass for someone to experiment on.' She climbed out of bed, and stumbled to the bathroom, still lost deep in thought. She quickly got ready for the day and covered the gash on her head.
"If mom saw this, she'd freak." She stated aloud to herself.
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Somewhere on the cold and lonely streets of a place somewhere in France, a stranger walks unnoticed by all the people.
"She has no idea what she can truly do, demo how can I help her if she isn't willing to learn? And, what about Cesaryan?" The stranger thought aloud.
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As she walked to school, she noticed that her books didn't seem as heavy as they usually do. She let her ignorance take over her troubled mind.
A voice made her freeze."Hey...Boy you look lost. What's wrong?"
She turned to see... Minako."Oh hey. Nothing's wrong.. Why do you ask?"
Minako sighed sarcastically."Because you look like you just lost your parents!"
She smiled slightly."No, I'm just deep in thought, that's all."
Minako grinned, but looked reluctant to believe her."Well, are you going to Trowa's house this afternoon? We are supposed to be discussing something about-"
She but in."Not really, I have too much to do."
Minako generously replied."Okay, well do you at least wanna come over to my house this weekend?"
She replied solemnly."I'm sorry Minako, demo let me think about it and I'll get back to you."
Minako shot back calmly."Whatever, I'm going to pick up Rei and the others. See ya!"
She waved to her friend as she turned and walked the other way.
*Tied to chains made of screams
Nothing's in control; you're not your dreams
Destiny and Fate go hand-in-hand
But it's always sorrow that rules the land.*
School... Not quite her sanctuary, demo it was an escape from her thoughts. Mrs. Haruna-sensei was her teacher. A real work. Her crimson hair hung in waves to her hips, and her eyes like blue fire. Her voice was always stern, although she was a good person to talk to.
She went up to Mrs. Haruna-sensei."Mrs. Haruna, may I talk to you?"
"Yes you may, only, after class."
She replied, full of melancholy, "Yes ma'am."
She took her seat amongst the many students. The same repetitive talk of boys and girls, and 'who I likes'. A streak of loneliness suddenly appeared in her eyes. 'No, I can't cry.' Her thoughts ceased when she heard Mrs. Haruna-sensei's voice.
"Now class, last night's homework was to correct all the grammatical errors on page thirty-two in your books."
She was called upon to answer a question, but it took her a few moments to come out of her mind-numbing thoughts, "The answer.....it...is.. They're going to the movies, and not There going to the movies."
Haruna-sensei smiled. "Correct."
Mrs. Haruna-sensei continued on with her lessons until school finally let out. She was walking home, remembering what Haruna-sensei said. Her worthless information.....
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"Well, what should I do about the dreams?"
Haruna-sensei then replied."Dreams are just dreams, they are not real. So don't worry about them."
She frowned."Demo they seem so real."
Haruna-sensei bit her lower lip, obviously concerned."Well soemtimes dreams feel real, demo don't bother yourself with it... Oh! Look at the time! See you tomorrow!"
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Now, in the confines of her room, she decided she would sleep to see if anything else came to her. Still in her school clothes, she climbed in bed and pulled the covers over her. And, it wasn't long before she was pulled into the dream world once more......
*Twisted and warped; a child still young
In hell the torture; they cut your tongue
What have you done; that's such a sin
To make the blood live on your skin.*
Hiya!!! Hope everyone likes my new pen name, and this new story!! I know I have a lot of work to do, and believe me, I am getting to it!!! I bet you're wondering who the people are!! Tooo bad, you're just gonna have to wait til I post!! See ya next chapter!!