Hey, this is my first fanfic, so I hope you like it.

P.S. I don't own Twilight

Chapter 1

Memories

As looked out the window of the plane, I spotted him easily. He never changed, always unsmiling, unfriendly, and always mad as ever. George (my uncle, but I always called him George) didn't really like the idea of me living with him, but where was I to go?

As I got off the plane, he just took my bags and put them in the trunk of the police car and got. He didn't even ask me how I was or even a simple 'hi' but I didn't complain, I really liked quiet these days than talking, ever since my parents died, I stopped myself right there, I didn't want to think about that now for the fear that I would start crying, so I shut the memory down.

The ride back to his house was quiet, but again, I didn't complain. When we arrived, he just got my bags and entered the house, I followed. I saw him going up the stairs, but I stayed where I was, I didn't know if I was to go up there too, but when he heard that I wasn't following, he turned around and said, "Aren't you coming?" I didn't say anything, so I just followed him.

I had the room facing the yard, George put my bags on the bed and said, "Since I work everyday, you won't see me from 5 a.m. to 7 p.m. everyday. There will be a truck in the drive way in the morning, use it to get to school and wherever you want to go, I don't really care. Even though I'm supposed to take care of you, you are old enough to take care of yourself, so don't bug me. I know you don't want to be here, and I don't want you here, so just pretend I don't exist and we won't have a problem, got it?" I nodded my head a little, and with that he left.

It's funny, he's the chief police guy here, but he really doesn't care what happens to me, whatever, what do I care? At least I can mourn by myself without anyone breathing down my neck.

I put everything up and got into bed, but couldn't sleep, the rain outside was too loud. I missed the sun, I missed phoenix, but most importantly, I missed Charlie and Renee. No, don't think about that, you'll only hurt yourself more, but I started crying anyways. I didn't even want to think about tomorrow…

I woke up and got ready for school. As George said, he wasn't there, and there was a truck in the drive way. It was a faded red color, with big, rounded fenders and a bulbous cab, and to my intense surprise, I loved it. I got in and headed for my hell. (P.S. her truck doesn't make that loud sound, it was embarrassing, so I didn't add it)

The school wasn't that hard to find even though it didn't stand out. I parked in front of the office, and got my schedule. The woman behind the counter was smiling friendly, but I didn't feel the need to be friendly to I just frowned, so I just got my schedule and map, and went back to the car. Inside I memorized the school and went to first period English.

The rest of the morning was uneventful, sometimes people would ask me questions, and I would just answer short to the point answers and walk away. Everyone stared, so it was uncomfortable.

I was walking to lunch with a girl named Jessica, to me, she was sort of self-centered. She only talked about herself, and never stopped talking. After a while, I toned her out.

By now we were sitting at the lunch table, and that's when I saw them. All of them were perfect in everyway that I couldn't look away. Jessica saw me staring and giggled a little. She started talking when I just kept staring.

"That's the Cullens and Hales. Alice Cullen and Jasper Hales, Rosalie Hales and Emmett Cullen, and last but not least, the only one single but too good for everyone, Edward Cullen, he's the one with the reddish-brownish hair." As she said Edward's name, he looked up and we looked away. Jessica giggled again, but I remained unemotional as always.

By the way she said his name, I could tell he had rejected her, but didn't say any more on the subject, nor did I look at them again.

After trying to pretend that I was interested in what they were saying, I got up and walked to 6th period biology. At the doorway, I looked around for an empty seat, and I did see one, right next to Edward Cullen, but I ignored him and walked straight to the front of the room.

As I passed him, he went rigid in his seat, and as I met his coal-black furious eyes, I almost tripped on a book, but caught myself at the last moment. I felt my unemotional face show my fear of him, so I composed it at the last minute. My teacher, Mr. Banner, sent me to the only available seat.

As I went to sit by him, I kept my face down and my face behind the mask which took me years to perfect, but as I sat down, I glimpsed him sitting on the extreme edge of the chair as far away from me as possible. For the entire class period, I did a good job of not looking at him, but I slipped when there was only a couple of minutes left, and when I looked at him, I regretted it. He was still looking at me with furious eyes, I tried to keep my face behind the mask, but, of course, I slipped up again. As I was trying to compose myself, I saw his eyes soften a little.

At that moment, the bell rang and he was gone. I didn't understand him at all but tried to ignore it with no success, I was still trying to forget what just happened when a boy came up to me.

"Hey, I'm Mike Newton, and you're Isabella right?" I knew he knew who I was, but didn't say it.

"Bella", and with that I started to walk out, but Mike caught up with me.

"What's your next class?" I really wanted him to go away, but I didn't want to seem like a bitch.

"um, gym", I kept my answers short hoping that he would go away with no luck. His next class was also gym and he decided to walk me. Like I said, just my luck.

He mostly provided the conversation, but I ignored him. When I got to gym, I walked straight into the girls' locker room without stopping or saying goodbye. From behind me I heard Mike say a quiet 'bye' but just kept walking.

The teacher didn't make me dress for which I was thankful, but as I sat on the bleachers, I started to think about Edward and his behavior. I didn't want to think about that so my thoughts automatically went to my parents and how my life has been so fucked up.

This time when the memory came to me, I let it, I remember, I was just 7 years old when it happened…

"Dad! Look out!" but I was too late. My dad was turned toward Renee and smiling at her, just as she was doing. The truck hit us head on. The last thing I saw was Renee throwing her arms around me, trying to protect me.

Why does my head hurt so much? Where's Charlie and Renee? Where am I?

I slowly opened my eyes to a blinding white light. I struggled my eyes open, but after 5 minutes of sitting there trying to remember what happened and why I was in a hospital, a grandmotherly nurse cam e in, and when she saw that I was awake, she smiled.

"Hey, you're awake, finally, I was starting to get worried."

"Wh-what do you mean I'm finally awake? How long was I asleep? Where are my parents?" At the mention of my parents, her smile instantly vanished, and that made me get a little worried. Why I don't know, as she stood there uncomfortably, the memory came to me like a ton of bricks.

I tried to speak, but only a small gasping noise came from me. I remembered what happened, and realized why her smile faded at the mention of my parents. I tried to say maybe they were just hurt, not dead, but those thoughts were squashed when I heard the pain, sadness, and nervousness in her voice.

"Sweetie", that's all she had to say, I broke down crying, she came over and tried to comfort me, but it was no use. That was the day that my life started to get fucked up…

I stopped the memory right there because I felt tears on my cheeks. I quickly brushed them away, but Mike was coming over to me with a concerned look on his face. Damn, he saw me crying, but I didn't want him to be concerned, but I was saved by the bell (no pun intended). I swiftly got up and went towards the office so I wouldn't have to talk to Mike about why I was crying.

I made sure I had wiped away all the tears before I entered the office. Inside, Edward was there. I pushed myself against the wall and waited until he left. I picked up the conversation quickly. He wanted to get out of 6th hour biology to any other time. I didn't want to think that this was my fault, maybe something had happened before I got there, yeah, that's what happened, but just then a girl stepped in, and set a piece of paper in a basket and went back out, but not before the air from outside blew my hair around my face.

I saw Edward go rigid and turned to face me with furious eyes, but once again, after a while, his eyes softened. He turned back toward the woman and said, "Fine then, I can see that's it's impossible." And with that he left.

The receptionist saw that I was a little shaken and asked if I was alright. I just gave her the slip of paper, nodded a little, and went to my truck, trying to figure out what the heck was wrong with Edward. I knew that he was going to be in my mind for the rest of the night.

Well, hoped you liked it, since it's summer vacation, I'll probably have the next chapter up by tomorrow, or will wait to see how many reviews I will get. Please review, I want to hear what to hear what you thought of it. Opinions are wanted.

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