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Emotionless!
Summary: Ellie dosen't know how she can move on after Sean moves to Wasaga. She feels numb, emotionless. But somehow Sean finds a way back to her heart, after long days and nights. Will Ellie forgive Sean, and mend their broken relationship?
A/N: Finally a Shellie fic for you guys! Well, sorta, cuz they are not together through this whole fic..but you'll see. And also, I can't forget my amigos at LiveJournal! U guys rock! And of course ReviewChick14, thanx for ur reviews! Over and out...
Emotionless Chapter 1- Whatcha Gonna Do?
Dear Diary,
The feelings I have felt the past weeks are unlike any others I've ever felt. I'm starting to not be able to take it. One hurdle after another. First I fall head over heels madly in love with Sean. He crushes my heart. Now all Ashley does is hang out with Craig, and basically I have no where to go, no place to hide. Sean's place is mine now, but I don't feel like keeping it. I can't live by myself. All I can do now is hope that Mom can get better, and we can move into the house. My dad hired people to reconstruct it, so when Mom is better it will be ready to move into. Yeah, Dad is still fighting, but he got a break and I got to see him. That was the highlight of my week. I hugged him like I had no one else. He told me to not worry, things will get better, but somehow I don't believe him.
Till next time, Ellie.
I clasped my diary shut. Once again, it was 9:50, time for bed. Dad was home, he was staying for a extra week to make sure I'm gonna be okay. I don't know what the heck I'm gonna do after Dad leaves. It's either Fly or Die. The biggest issue I'm facing is where IÕm gonna stay. I canÕt stay at home, it's still being repaired. Ashley might take me, but her family's under enough stress. Basically, I've got no one.
Welcome to my life.
The image of Sean came into my head. I couldn't believe the guy. I understand his decision, IÕm sure it was hard. But he doesn't get how much he hurt me, left me in this horrible situation I'm in now. It's so hard to let him go, but I know it's the best thing to do. He left me, so now I've gotta show him I can be strong and be able to move on.
My dad knocked softly on my door. I opened the door, just enough to see his face.
"Hey honey, just dropping off a glass of water." said my dad.
"Thanks." I replied, taking the glass and placing it on my nightstand.
"Listen, I know it's very hard on you, having to live on your own. But until your mom gets out of rehab, this is the way it's gonna be. I'm sure she'll be out soon though, she's doing great." said my dad.
"I hope so. I really do." I said, hugging my dad.
We hugged for a long time, until my dad got up and headed to the door.
"Just be strong, honey. You can do it." said dad and left.
I wasn't so sure. Everything was all messed up, and I was left to pick up the pieces.