Disclaimer: I don't own Glee or the lyrics (or the song for that matter) .
It was certainly not the first time I fell in love…
…and certainly not the last time I have been hurt.
You'd think that I'd learn my lesson by now
You'd think that I'd somehow figure out
That if you strike that match
You're bound to feel the flame
Have you ever thought that maybe you were falling too fast? Too sudden for someone who has just been pushed away?
The answer is a 'yes'.
But sometimes it doesn't really matter. When your heart tells you that you love another person, you just go, don't you? No questions, no doubts and no insecurities.
If that is the case, I need to re-think my life.
Because it is so hard, so tiring.
It is hard to have to keep up a strong front when you're continually battered by the strong wind.
It is tiring to keep on having to stand up when you're constantly being pushed down.
Haven't I learned anything? For a person like me to achieve love is impossible; a reality that will never ever come true. Yet what do I do? I fall in love again and again and again…
…without braking first and asking myself if this is a wise choice.
How come I never think of the consequences, of how I may be hurt again by my actions?
You'd think that I'd learn the cost of love
And paid that price long enough
But still I drive myself right through the pain
Yeah, well it turns out
I haven't learned a thing
After every fall, I get up. And never have I risen from any one of it without having some sort of scar to remind me of my folly.
You'd think that I already know how I may end up.
As a fact I do… but…
I keep on trying to get through the pain.
I don't know why. Is it because I am so desperate for love? Is it because I am too much of a fool?
Or is it because I know that one day, maybe not today, maybe not tomorrow, but definitely someday…
…I will find love?
I haven't learned a thing
I haven't learned, haven't learned
I haven't learned a thing
"B-blaine?" Kurt asked, looking at the soloist with confused eyes. As the older boy stared at him expectantly, he choked back a sob.
Blaine's eyebrows creased in worry. "Yes, Kurt? Is something the matter?"
The countertenor gulped. "I"—he started, anxiety knotting his stomach into knots—"I love you."
Blaine gazed at him, eyes flitting from worry to confusion to realization. Kurt awaited his response.
Silence.
"I love you too, Kurt—" the soloist finally answered.
Kurt beamed at the other boy's words. However, Blaine was not yet done with what he was saying.
"—as a friend."
The countertenor's smile faded.
Huh, I guess I never really learned a thing…
A/N: So, uhm hi? I sort of did this while I was in my father's office so this may not be any good. I just had to do something, y'know? -shrugs-
Review? Lest the next GLEE episode be delayed for another month! MUAHAHAHA!