Okay, well...I'm sorry this took so long. I was being REALLY lazy, then I got Writer's Block halfway through...so if the end is choppy, it's 'cause I forced myself to write. Hope you enjoy it, though. ^^ No contest here...
Disclaimer: I don't own Deidara, Sasori, the song in the fic(Memory by Sugarcult), I only own the plot...D:
Deidara nodded his head, smiling as the drums started off the song. He tapped his foot and winked at the crowd. He got a huge roar in response.
He chuckled, "Let's go back to the disaster, un!" He said into the microphone, grinning. His ponytail was swaying slightly behind him as he nodded his head again, he took a breath and started to sing.
"This may never start.
We could fall apart.
And I'd be your memory.
Lost your sense of fear.
Feelings insincere.
Can I be your memory?"
Sasori cheered loudly from the crowd, beside him was Hidan who was cheering quietly. "Deidara!" Sasori cheered happily, hoping Deidara would so much as glance at him. Then his life would be complete! He had always fantisied to be with the gay pop star Deidara. He was so amazing, and his voice was so smooth! Sasori smiled wider and wished he could touch Deidara's long, silky, hair. Maybe he'd get to. Afterall, he, and not Hidan, had back stage passes. He couldn't wait till after the show!
"So get back, back, back to where we lasted.
Just like I imagine.
I could never feel this way.
So get back, back, back to the disaster.
My heart's beating faster.
Holding on to feel the same."
Deidara took the mic off the stand and stomped his foot on the word lasted. He smiled and opened his eyes, doing spirit fingers with his left hand in front of his eyes, as he sang "Just like I imagine." He shook his head at the next line of the song, and took three steps back on the words back. On disaster he simply smiled. The next line he put his hand over his heart and made it look his hand was attached to his chest and he was controling it upwards. On the next line he held his stomach with one hand, singing out on the word same.
"This may never start.
I'll tear us apart.
Can I be your enemy?
Losing half a year.
Waiting for you here
I'd be your anything."
Sasori was watched with pure joy as Deidara danced, another thing he was known for. Sasori was about to fangirl squee when Deidara winked in his genral direction, but he stopped because when Deidara started going around touching fans' hands. Sasori gasped when Deidara touched his hand. He blushed and felt like fainting, but he didn't because he just had to watch more of his beloved Deidara.
"So get back, back, back to where we lasted.
Just like I imagine.
I could never feel this way.
So get back, back, back to the disaster.
My heart's beating faster.
Holding on to feel the same."
Back, back, back. Deidara took three steps back and pointed to the stage on lasted. Just like I imagine, I could never feel this way he walked forward and shook his head. So get back, back, back Deidara jumped three steps back, then raised his fist to the air and pointed to the roof. My heart's beating faster at that he lowered his fist and walked to the right side of the stage, towards Sasori. Holding on to feel the same he lowered his head and then jerked his head up and smiled as he waited for the next part of the song.
"This may never start.
Tearing out my heart.
I'd be your memory.
Lost your sense of fear.
Feelings disappeared.
Can I be your memory?"
Sasori felt his heart stop when Deidara looked straight at him. His cheeks gained color as he blushed, putting his hair color to shame. Deidara pretended like he was tearing out his heart on the second line and tapped his head on the third. Sasori almost had a spazz attack when Deidara crouched down at the next line and looked around as if searching for something. Feelings disappeared Deidara stood slowly and tilted his head at the last word.
"So get back, back, back to where we lasted.
Just like I imagine.
I could never feel this way.
So get back, back, back to the disaster.
My heart's beating faster.
Holding on to feel the same."
Sasori acually started to wonder who Deidara wrote this song for. Certainly not him, he had never met Deidara in person. Yet, he felt a strange connection to this seventeen year old singer. He felt like he knew Deidara, as if he had once been close to him. But, that was impossible, right? Suddenly, Sasori was sucked into his own memories. All that he remembered of his past, acually.
I screamed as the car spun out of control. I was fifteen and was driving for the first time in my life. My dad was in the back and my mom in the passanger seat. I was too confident and I paniced when I had gone through a green light and a car, that wasn't supposed to be going, came towards me. I had spun out into a light pole, that came crashing to the back of the car, hitting my father. He died almost instantly and my mom bled to death. It was a miracle I got out alive.
"This may never start.
We could fall apart
And I'd be your memory.
Lost your sense of fear.
Feelings insincere.
Can I be your memory?
Can I be your memory?"
At the last "Can I be your memory?" Deidara acually looked...sad. Tears were glistening in his eyes, and Sasori couldn't tell if it was an act or not. Deidara smiled a half smile, "Thanks for coming out tonight, I love you, un!" He yelled, fist pumping the air. Sasori smiled and clutched the V.I.P pass around his neck. He started towards the enterance to backstage as Deidara headed off stage. His dream was coming true, at long last!
Deidara sighed a little and sat down in his dressing room. He sipped some water and smiled, remembering his favorite red-"Um, h-hi, Deidara." Sasori said softly as he peeked in Deidara's room. Deidara blinked and looked at Sasori, blue eyes clouding in confusion. "Sasori, un?" He asked softly, holding his breath. Was this a joke? "You know my name?" Sasori squealed, his eyes round and happy as he smiled. "Oh, um... yeah, un." He said casually, giving a smile. "I loved your preformance earlier, that last song really got to me." Sasori admitted, a soft tint of pink coming to his cheeks. Deidara tilted his head really now? Kind of ironic...considering I wrote it for you, Sasori...He thought.
"Thank you, I love my fans. I'm glad you liked it, un." Deidara replied, then looked around his dressing room as if someone unwanted would be there. "Want to know a secret, un?" He asked softly. Sasori nodded and came a little closer to Deidara, "Yes!" He whispered. "Come closer, un." Deidara said, till Sasori was right next to him. Deidara leaned up to whisper in his ear, "That song was written for you. I'm not just saying that, either...do you not remember me, un?"
Sasori's heart was beating faster than usual when Deidara said that and he looked at him with wide eyes. "W-what? I've never even met you till now!" He squeaked out.
"Yes you have. We used to go out. This was before your accident...I thought you had died, so I wrote this song... I never knew you were acually alive, un..." Deidara whispered, wrapping his strong arms around Sasori. Sasori blushed even more and closed his eyes, taking in the scent of Deidara. "P-prove it." Sasori said soflty, Deidara nodded and let go of him. Sasori felt like he was going to get high off of Deidara's wonderful smell.
Deidara opened a drawer on his dresser and took out five pictures. "There's more, but these are my favorites, un." He said, smiling, as he spred them out for Sasori.
Sasori's eyes widened. Halloween, 2009...Deidara had his arm draped around Sasori's shoulders and Sasori looked a little annoyed, though he was blushing. Deidara had a green hat on, a green shirt and skirt with tan leggings, and a plastic Link sword and Hyrule shield. Sasori giggled at how cute Deidara looked...but Sasori, on the other hand, was wearing a little red riding hood costume. He smiled a little at that and moved onto the next picture.
Christmas, 2008. Deidara was holding up his present for Sasori, a little maid cosplay dress. Sasori was slapping Deidara, but that didn't mess with the stupid grin on Deidara's face.
The day after Christmas, 2008. Sasori was blushing, but he had a smile on his face. He was in the little maid's costume. The black, lacey, skirt barely going back his thighs and hiding his member. But, it did, somehow. The real Sasori blushed at that and glanced at Deidara, who grinned.
The next picture only said 2010. But it was a normal picture, and it made Sasori smile. Sasori and Deidara's arms were around each other's shoulders and they were grinning at the camara. That picture really warmed his heart.
The next one said "First kiss, 2008" and Sasori braced himself. Sasori in the picture was blushing, what a surprise, right? His eyes were open, and he was staring at Deidara in disbelief. Deidara was smiling and staring right back into Sasori's eyes.
"...I believe you." Sasori said softly, looking at Deidara. Smiling, Deidara hugged him. "I'm glad you do, un." He said, holding Sasori to his chest. Sasori blushed, but closed his eyes and hugged him back. Soon, Deidara gave up on trying to hold back and he kissed Sasori. Sasori wasn't expecting that and he blushed even more. After a few minutes, he hesitantly kissed Deidara back.
Soon, Deidara had pulled Sasori into his lap and had wrapped his arms around his waist. Sasori was having a diffecult time understanding what was going on, but he wrapped his arms around Deidara's next anywas.
After about five minutes, Deidara was on the floor, naked. Sasori was on top of him, face flushed in excitement. Deidara smiled, "It's okay. Since I have lube on it, it won't hurt as much. Just lower yourself down on me, un." He instructed, watching Sasori closely. He could tell he was hesitant. But, Sasori did it anyways. He closed his eyes tightly and put his hands on Deidara's stomach for balance as he slowly lowered himself onto Deidara's member. He gasped in pain when only the head entered him. He bit his lip and forced himself to slowly push down more. Deidara smiled and watched, sad that Sasori was in pain, but happy that Sasori was his again. "Do you feel it? It's all the way in, un." Deidara murmured softly, smiling when Sasori cracked a small smile. "You're big, Dei-chan..." Sasori whispered, starting to lift off him a little. His eyes shut in pain again, but he forced himself to keep going.
Sasori kept a steady ryhthm, a slow one at first, but it was already making Deidara already light-headed. Sasori moaned softly, it had been a good ten minutes and he had finally started to feel the pleasure. He started to move faster now, making himself and Deidara moan in pleasure.
"Nngh...S..Sasori...faster...unnnnn..." Deidara moaned, resisting the urge to buck his hips. Sasori didn't ignore his lover's request, he did as told and lifted up faster...and faster...and faster. Deidara sat up and cried out Sasori's name, he opened his eyes, "Sasori! Sasori, stop, un!" He said. Sasori moaned yet again and he stopped in confusion, he looked at Deidara curiously. "Why?" He asked, breathlessly, tilting his head. Deidara smiled a little, "Get off me...I want to make you scream my name, un." He said. Sasori blushed and he nodded, lifting himself off Deidara. Deidara smiled and moved around so he was pinning Sasori to the floor; Sasori blushed even more and felt his heart pick up the pace again.
Deidara entered slowly, but Sasori was used to this feeling now and moaned in response. Deidara took that as a good thing and started to thrust right away. Sasori gasped lightly and made whimper-like moans everytime Deidara thrusted. Soon, Deidara picked up the pace, making Sasori cry out in pleasure. "Aah...D-Dei! Ooh, so...so good...!" He moaned, gripping the floor as Deidara felt faster. Their breathing started to quicken more as their climax neared. Deidara thrusted once more, as hard as he can and buried himself deep inside Sasori. Sasori and Deidara screamed each other's names as they came together.
Sasori panted and looked up at Deidara with half lidded eyes. Deidara pulled out and held Sasori close, giving him a passionate kiss.
"Deidara...chan...?" Sasori whispered. Deidara looked at him, alarmed by the sparkle of tears in the red head's eyes. "Yes?" Deidara asked gingerly; Sasori smiled and said,
"I remember."
'Kay...well, how was it? Did you like it? Leave a comment!