Author's Note: Okay this story will be told in the point of view of Misaki and Usagi. I think it will end up being a decent length. It'll have a couple cute ideas thrown in that I've been thinking about all week. Thanks! Review
Disclaimer: I do not own Junjou Romantica.
Everyone has a point when they have to stop doing something. Everyone knows when they are exhausted they need to take a break and clear their mind. Well Misaki works above and beyond this point. Sometimes I feel like he is going to break.
This morning I let him leave without an episode. I said my goodbyes with a kiss that longed for more. He had worked all night on a paper though. I knew it was hard for him. He never likes to ask for help but he had asked me. He looked so depressed and helpless.
Misaki reminds me of an angel with broken wings. He wants to fly and go beyond and above to help everyone but sometimes he just can't seem to get there. When that happens he is deeply saddened. It seems like he is stuck somewhere he doesn't want to be. I just want to help him. But he has too much pride. He's too stubborn.
Love was a about give and take. Sometimes I felt like I was only taking. Aikawa returned with coffee. I wasn't in the mood to work right now but I needed to for Misaki. I needed to take him away from this all. Spring break was coming up and he needed to be free from worry.
Misaki had work today too. It seemed like everything important piled up on him all at once. I wasn't sure how I was supposed to help him. I never cared for anyone this much. My lifelong love for Takahiro just seemed like a stupid crush compared to what I felt for Misaki.
"You're daydreaming again, Sensei." Aikawa always interrupted my thoughts. Maybe that was for the best in this case.
"I'm not daydreaming Aikawa. I'm thinking." I picked up a cigarette and put it down again. Misaki didn't like cigarettes usually that wouldn't stop me. He just seemed more sensitive than usual.
"About Misaki?" Aikawa sat in the chair across from me. She started laying out research materials she picked up for my next book.
"He seems stressed out lately. I'm not really sure what to do though. He has papers to do and a job to keep up with. Not to mention all the things he does around here because he wants to earn his keep." He overwhelms himself. He goes passed that breaking point. I really don't want to see what happens when he's had enough.
"Well you have the internet at your disposal. Look something up." At that Aikawa was gone. My deadline was two months from now. I had time for work later. Now to find something that'd make Misaki better.