i've been thinking about you more and more

your smile, it may be rare, but it's beautiful

your laugh, it's so pure when it rings through my ears

your smell, it fits you so perfectly

the way when i hug you ur whole body embraces me

and i never want to let go

i wish we could just stay there forever

and never let go.

let the cars pass us in the middle of the street

off in our own world

but you would never notice me

i'm not your perfect girl

i'm not blonde, not tall.

i'm nothing to you.

simply another person in ur world

whilst you are roryalty in mine

you make me smile, laugh, and happy

but at the same time

i'm so lost, confused, and hurt

i wish we could just lay and watch the stars

stop everything for a second

and be lost in each other

but it will never be

and i will always be watching from afar

watching as you go thru girl to girl

and i'm just there on the sidelines

just the friend

just one of the best friends admiring.

watching, wanting, needing.

i wish you would open your eyes for a second

turn around when i'm staring

and see whats right in front of you

but you never will

i'll always be the girl on the sidelines

watching you

wanting you love

needing your strenth.