Today seems like the perfect day. It's one of those days where it's not winter but it's not spring either. It's just the perfect mid-spring day. I get out of my bed, attempt to brush my bushy brown hair which only makes it fluffier, I pick out my clothes and I eat breakfast and I'm out of the door. I walk to school causally looking at the beautiful scenery. Baby birds chirping and the sun is shining down on me.

This say is perfect...a little to perfect

I'm almost at school when somebody grabs me from behind and plants a sloppy wet kiss on my cheek It's Sumo. He tackles me to the ground and we wrestle for a little bit until I finally pin him to the ground and kiss him on the forehead.

"Ewww gross!" He jokes and starts tickling me

"Oh my gosh stop!" I start laughing until I cannot breathe

Finally we stand up and I jump on his back and we walk to school like that. I love how we're able to play around with each other and not have any problem with that. I really love him. We've been together since 5th grade. All of the sudden Sumo goes quiet. Like something is wrong. I look at the tall blonde and try to cheer him up

"Hey so I was thinking after school we could get some water balloons and throw them at random people!"

"Ohh uhh that's great!" He says with no expression on his face

"Hey are you okay?" I ask in my softest voice

"Chelsea, it's just that last night things kind of got out of hand if you know what I mean"

I did actually know what he meant. And I was just hoping for the best.

"Hey, everything will be okay! I will not get pregnant or anything" I laugh

"Yeah okay" he says

I can tell well he's doubtful and he's REALLY doubtful right now

The rest of the walk is silent and it's really bothering me.

School that day was just a big blur. I am starting to get really nervous now. I get out a pregnancy test and it's positive. I start to cry and I get an anxiety attack. All of the sudden it's hard to breathe and I can't think straight. I start to puke and then the world goes black. I wake up in my bed and I see Sumo. He's gently stroking my cheek and holding my hand.

"W...w...what happened?" I try to say

"I came to your house to see if you wanted to go to a movie or something and when I saw you lying on the ground with what I thought was dried of vomit. I cleaned you up and put you in bed and stayed beside you for hours."

"Sumo...I...I'm pregn-

"I know" he interrupts

We both start to cry. We cry for what I think is an hour.

"What are we going to do? We're only 16! I can't be a dad Chelsea!" Sumo says. He runs his fingers through his thick, shiny blonde hair.

"Wait are you just going to leave me?" I cried

Sumo hesitates for a second then says

"Babe, of course NOT! It's just...I need some time to process this okay?"

And he leaves the room.

I do nothing but stare at my mint green wall for a while. My years are salty and my eyes hurt from crying. I really don't know what to do. I feel like I just threw my entire life away.