What have you done now?
A petite fifteen year old girl sat emotionlessly at the end of the lake. The crisp autumn wind blowing her dark short raven-haired locks out of her eyes in order to show her eyes. Her deep endless pools of onyx staring at the reflection of the moon in the middle of the lake. Shining as if today was perfect and there wasn't a care in the world. Oh far from it.
I know I'd better stop trying
You know that there's no denying
I won't show mercy on you now
I know, should stop believing
I know, there's no retrieving It's over now, what have you done?
She tried to wrap her mind around how she came here. Her favorite place in the world to just rest and let her emotions run free. She then gave a deep hollow chuckle free from any happiness remembering why. She shifting her knees up against her chest, resting her head upon it.
What have you done now?
Toshiro! She broke down at last and started to sop while shaking uncontrollably. Her best friend and secret love of her life. They were having a birthday party at his house for her birthday. Oh the irony. Inviting all of their school classmates, but it's not like any of them mattered all she cared for was right in front of her eyes kissing another someone else, alone in his spare bedroom. Jane, if she remembered her name correctly with a smirk of glory and possession. And, Toshiro's face scared with a look of shock calling out her name, even after she ran out of the room, down the stairs, moving clumsily in the crowd of people, and out the door. Still hearing her name coming from Toshiro's lips, ones that have just been contaminated by trash unworthy of Toshiro.
I, I've been waiting for someone like you
But now you are slipping away... oh
Why, why does fate make us suffer?
There's a curse between us, between me and you
She suddenly got flashbacks of their time together. She was trying to teach him how to swim but somehow ended up having a splash contest against each other. He was teaching her guitar but ending up breaking the strings instead, both laughing about it in the end. Them going to the movies and both of them reaching inside the popcorn at the same time until their hands touched, both blushing but neither letting go of their newly joined hands. Back in the real world a smile started to show becoming more real and warmer by the second.
What have you done? What have you done?
What have you done now?
What have you done? What have you done?
But then cold as ice when she found herself thinking about the problem. HER! Jane, her voice laced in menace. Thinking about how rid get rid of her once and for all.
What have you done now?
She would have never been here if it wasn't for her. She wanted her gone, to feel the same pain she's in right in. But, in the end couldn't do it. She wasn't that kind of person. Still, maybe it could have different. Maybe it could have been her ... kissing ... Toshiro ... NONONONO! The young lady starting to grab her head, grasping her hair painfully, and shake it back and forth, crying even more.
I, I've been waiting for someone like you
But now you are slipping away... oh
What have you done now?
Why, why does fate make us suffer?
"Karin..." a deep yet gentle voice rang throughout the field. She stopped moving as if time itself stood still. Her eyes widening each second like saucers she even stopped shaking. She turned back slowly believing that if she didn't it would have all been her imagination. "To...shi...ro" she gasped out slowly fully turned to said boy. It started to rain but she knew that the water on her face wasn't because of the rain and neither was the one on Toshiro's face.
There's a curse between us, between me and you
Song: What Have You Done- Within Temptation