Ed, I miss you.

I wait for you to come back to me.

I wait with Al and the others.

I hope you are safe.

I dread the nightmares where I see your dead body.

I live a false life now.

I smile and tell everyone everything is okay.

Well it's not okay.

You're gone...

And I love you.

I wait and pray that you are still alive.

I hope that you will someday come back to me.

I hope that you will accept the fact that I love you.

Waiting, hopeing, praying, lying.

All of these are what fill my lonley life.

With out you around I feel alone.

Come back to me, your friends, your brother.

We all miss you.

The others just don't know what goes through my head at night.

I want you back.

I want to tell you I love you, but you are to far away.

I will one day see you again, and when that day comes...

You will know the truth.