This is my first fanfic so be kind and tell me what you think... All italics are the characters' parts, while regular text is the songs... I don't own anything at all... except the idea of course...

Bleeding Love - Leona Lewis
Sara's POV

Closed off from love
I didn't need the pain

I'm not sure what I'm doing here. Hmph… of course I know… just another lecture, for school. But then again, it's not. Not anymore. Not since I saw you, anyway. Now it's something more, something I cannot explain. Almost like you're here for me… just for me.

Once or twice was enough
And it was all in vain

But I know you're not. I have to keep telling myself that, or it'll consume me. Just like every other time. Every other man… it always ends the same… it always… ends. I have to stop this, now. But I don't want to.

Time starts to pass
Before you know it you're frozen

Days are passing, and I see you everywhere. Even in my sleep. I'm here again, in the very same seat as yesterday. Do you see me? Yes. You smile… ah, amazing. Your voice is calm… soothing. You fascinate me. You smile at me again. Your eyes linger on mine… and I can't keep from blushing. My thoughts are racing a million miles a minute. Sweet thoughts, dirty thoughts. I can't help but wonder what you're thinking. Are you thinking of me?

But something happened
For the very first time with you

This has never happened to me before. This kind of feeling, it almost frightens me. So sudden, so unexpected. So… wonderful. The room has long since emptied. All except for me and you. I like that… me and you. We're talking, laughing, smiling. It's like I can see into your soul… so pure. Just waiting, longing to be found. By someone like me, maybe? Maybe.

My heart melted into the ground
Found something true

Now it's uncontrollable. God, what have you done to me? I've only just met you, but I want to pour my heart out to you. Only to you. But how will you react? I try anyway. You're still talking… but I have stopped. I'm just watching you… searching for the words that have vanished from my grasp. After a moment, all is silent. The heat of your gaze is burning my eyes. Now it is you, looking into my soul. What do you see?

I lean in closer. My hand instinctively finds its way to your chest. The top button of your shirt is open, and I can feel your chest hair against my fingertips. It lingers there, I can't move it. I stare at my hand, silently begging it to do something… anything. But it doesn't… I can feel your heart beat. Hmmm… One of your hands finds mine… the other touches my face. You lift my chin and I meet your baby blue eyes. I sigh a happy sigh and lean into your touch. Closer… closer… and then it happens. It's ever so light at first, your lips against mine. Like a gentle breeze. But I want more… I need more. You read my mind. Your tongue begs for entrance… it does not have to ask twice. I do not want this to end, this is… perfect.

And everyone's looking 'round
Thinking I'm going crazy

It's like I'm floating. Weightlessly drifting about the day… my friends notice. They're terrible liars, but incredible mind readers. I don't tell them at first, but I have to, after all they are my friends. Ha… they say. They don't approve. You're too old, I'm too naive. It will never work they say. But I don't listen… phhsst… who needs them anyway. I have you.

But I don't care what they say
I'm in love with you

I think that's what it is… love. I've never been in love… truly in love. But I am. I am in love with you. Madly, deeply. I know it's that forever kind of love. Forever.

They try to pull me away
But they don't know the truth
My heart's crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I

But you have to go. Why do you have to go? Back to Vegas you say… Vegas. Are you sure? Yes.

Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open

You won't be gone forever, you say. We will be together again. You promise.

Trying hard not to hear
But they talk so loud
Their piercing sounds fill my ears
Try to fill me with doubt
Yet I know that their goal
Is to keep me from falling

I am crying. But they don't believe me. They are not just tears of sorrow, but of joy as well. I am crying because what we have is real. Even if I have to wait, I will… for you. You are not abandoning me. You promised we'd be together, and we will. I know it. But they're having none of it. They say it's over, that there never was an 'us'. Can you believe that? I don't. I never will… because I love you.

But nothing's greater
Than the rush that comes with your embrace


And in this world of loneliness
I see your face

I'm with you while you're packing. You didn't bring much to begin with. I help you fold that shirt… that very shirt you wore when we kissed the first time. I can smell your scent on it. Now I'm crying again. Oh brother, I say. You smile. Your hand touches my cheek and brushes away a tear. My heart is aching for you, and you haven't even left yet. How will I survive while you're gone? We are kissing again. Oh, so sweet. The moment heats up quickly as my hands roam your trim body. Your hands move slowly at first, careful almost. I break the kiss to give us some much needed air. Breathe in, out… in, out.

My heart is racing, and I am aching for you. You kiss me again and lift me off my feet. Gently, you place me on the bed. You have that look as you scan my body with your eyes. Beautiful, you whisper. You stroke my cheek and I kiss your hand. Leaning over the bed your lips capture mine… again. This is love… oh yes… this is love.

Yet everyone around me
Thinks that I'm going crazy
Maybe, maybe

The morning sun wakes me up. I am entangled in your strong, loving arms. I don't want to move. This is… absolutely perfect. But we have to get up, and we do… eventually. We need to fold your clothes again. You need to get ready to go, you say. I giggle as you lead me to the shower, hand in hand.

But I don't care what they say
I'm in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don't know the truth
My heart's crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I

Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open

And it's draining all of me
Oh they find it hard to believe
I'll be wearing these scars
For everyone to see

I'm breathing you in for one last time before you go. Your arms are encircling my waist as my nose nuzzles in the crook of your neck. My fingers are playing with the curls of your hair. I back away. It's hard enough, I just want to get it over with. You kiss me. You promise it won't be long. I believe you. But they don't. What's so hard to understand? It's simple… it's love.

Sooo, what do you think... should I continue because I have all the songs picked out... Please review...