Title: Of True Love and True Lust

Name: Shi Ryu Ai

Summary: Draco doesn't notice Ginny… At first. At least that's what she thinks. But, he has noticed her since the second year he was there… Draco's 5th, Ginny's 4th. Harry loves Ginny; she doesn't love him anymore. He gets jealous of Draco and tries to do something no one will believe, even if Ginny was the victim. No one will listen to poor Ginny. Except her best friends.

Rating: R- for sexual situations and such.

Disclaimer: All characters belong to J.K. Rowling and anyone else that have to do with the movies and such. This story is only mine, and so on and so forth. I hope you like it! Don't mind the mental Harry…all characters are OOC, but hey. Don't blame me! It's my head's fault! Review please!

A/N: Thank you Nana, for being my beta reader. Thank you! This is only part one of many, so please review! I need ideas for the next chapters too, so email me!

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It was the first day of school. Over summer I had visited about ten different countries in Europe. For some reason I had been thinking of HIM all summer. He was in my dreams, my thoughts, everything. He was all I thought about. Everything I thought about. My best friend, Nana, had the hugest crush on Draco Malfoy in the 2nd year. And when I get back, what do I hear? Nothing. It seems as though she's gotten over him. Well, now that I'm back home, I guess life will be normal: me having huge crushes on the hottest guys in school. Especially the one and only Harry Potter himself. I'm always dreaming if I could just have a chance with him, and I never get it. He was my crush. No, he was my love. Then HE had to pass by, with that infamous smirk of his plastered onto his face. How I wish I could kiss him. Woah. Did I just think of kissing… Malfoy? What the hell? I must be sick or something. I think I'll go to the infirmary.

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Humph. Stupid Hogwarts. I wish I were in Durmstrang or something. Anywhere but here. Damn. First day of school. It's going to be a long year. Oh, look. A pathetic little Weasley. Hmm… maybe I'll tease her later.

--- In the Infirmary---

"Oh my Ms. Weasley! There's nothing wrong with you! Now off with you! I have students to attend to! Shoo, shoo." Madam Pomfrey swished her hands at me to wave me off to class, as if I were a fly or something.

Humph. Fine my ass. I must be sick. Oh! Harry!

"Hi Harry! Where's your first class?"

"Oh, hey Ginny. I've got potions. I, uh, got to go now. I guess I'll see you later. Bye!"

"Oh! Ok! Bye Harry!"

Wow, am I lame or what. I'm such a dumbass. Ugh.

"Watch it! Stupid Weasley!" Draco nearly screamed at the top of his lungs at me for running into him.

"What? You watch it! I'm walking here!" Why am I turning all red?

"Why should I move for a pathetic Weasley like you? You were the one staring back after Potter, you should move!"

"Well…I..uh.. I'm not gonna move! You have to move first!" Stop getting red, damnitt. No. Don't think of it. Don't think of anything that has to do with Malfoy.

"Well, I'm going to wait for you to move first so I can go on. I'm not giving up to a little weasel like your self. Why are you so red? Got a sunburn? Or… are you admiring me?"

"WHAT! WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT MALFOY? WHY WOULD I EVER ADMIRE YOU?" Oh no. Don't tell me. I like him. Oh crap. Now you've done it, Ginny. You're in for it. He'd never like you. He'll be just like Harry. Never notices your feelings, but is your friend. Just he wouldn't ever be my friend.

"Well, you didn't have a red face before I started yelling at you. So, it must be that you fancy me."

"No I don't! I'm mad, not admiring. I wouldn't be red if I wasn't so mad! Now just move so I can get to class!" Stop staring everybody. Just go to class. GO. "NOW!" oops… did I say that out loud?

"Woah." Hehe, Draco jumped. "I didn't expect that from you Weasley." O gods, he staring at me…what's this? He's smiling at me? "That actually scared me. You know, I can get you noticed. Get to know me?" Is he flirting? No. "Where'd you get that voice from?"

Oh gods. Now I'm blushing even more! Please don't notice! "Uhm, well… I have to keep my brothers in line. Ya know?"

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Wow. I didn't know she could yell like that! Quite a strong voice for such a little girl… Hmmm… she could come in handy.

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He seems… nice… actually. Wow. I've never felt like this. Good-bye Harry.

"Why don't we meet in the library after lunch? I'll talk to you then." Did I just tell Draco Malfoy to meet me in the library? I didn't know I had it in me…

"Uhm, sure. How about a little before lunch ends? I'll get up when you do and we can talk on the way down there. Bye."

"Uh, bye…" Stop staring you fool! Stop staring… move your eyes… right… NOW! Ugh. I'm in deep already.

--- At the Library ---

"So, you hate your father, love your mother, and you have no brothers or sisters. Does that make you a mummy's boy or what?"

"Yea, I know, I love me mum. She always took better care of me. My dad, he's a jerk. He buys me stuff I don't even want so he could have it for himself. Selfish if you ask me. He doesn't give a damn about me or my life. All he wants me to do is get good marks and become a Death Eater. I don't want to though. I want to be my own person."

"Well, mine's the opposite on the parents. I love me dad a hell of a lot more. My mum just doesn't understand me. She doesn't get it… and he does. I'm a daddy's girl and proud." Now a nice big pretty smile! You dork!

"Hehe. Yea. Looks like we're opposites, but have a lot in common anyway. Well, I got to go. I'll see you later though. How about… after dinner? Same place?"

"Sure! I'd love to!" Wow. He is nice. I guess he's only mean to people who he doesn't know or are mean to him. He's sweet. I like him. A lot more than I did Harry.

--- Dinner ---

"Hey, Ron? What's with Ginny? She hasn't talked to me since this morning. Is she feeling well? She usually swarms all over me!"

"I dunno. I think she's sick actually. Didn't she come out of the hospital wing earlier?"

"Well, yea, but I thought she was okay this morning. I'll ask her then." Harry turned toward Ginny and politely asked, "Ginny? You feeling ok? You haven't talked to me since this morning and you're always staring off into space." What Harry didn't know was that she was actually staring at Malfoy, not space.

"Oh, uhm. It's nothing. I'll be ok. Well, I'm off. I need to go study in the Library. Bye Ron. Bye Hermione."

"Bye Ginny?" Harry had a sad look on his face.

"Oh, yea. Sorry forgot. Bye Harry." And with that, Ginny walked out of the Great Hall. Harry saw Draco get up a little after and exit too.

"Ron? Hermione? What's wrong with Ginny?"

--- In the Library a Few Months Later ---

"Hey Draco! Well, you're actually here before me."

"Heh. Yea, can't believe it can you? Well, you can't always beat me you know."

"Aw… damn. Ever since I made you jump when I yelled, I thought I'd always be able to beat you."

"You remember that?"

"Yea. Why?"

"That was months ago!"

"So? I guess I have a better memory than you too! Hahaha!" Draco stood up from his seat and pushed her playfully. She pushed back.

Ginny and Draco started wrestling on the ground. They stopped when they realized what kind of position they were in and what was happening. They both blushed furiously and looked away, but Draco was still on top of Ginny.

"Draco. I've, uh… been meaning to tell you something."

"Yes? What is it?"

"I …uhm.. I, uh… I like you. A lot. More than I ever have Harry. I don't know what it means. I'm kinda scared actually. I-I'm sorry if you don't feel the same way. I'm sorry if I'm burdening you. I'm sorry…" She said it so fast Draco had to interrupt her.

"You say 'sorry' too much. Well, I never expected this to happen. I don't know what to say." He started to get off, but Ginny pulled on his collar first and landed a kiss on his lips. Then she blushed furiously and pushed him away before trying to run away and into her dormitory.

"Wait, Ginny. I need to talk to you. Now." Draco's voice was kind of pleading… and wanting? He had his eyes closed and had a flushed face when Ginny turned around to look at him. She was surprised, very much so.

"Uhm.. uh… yes, Draco?" Ginny's voice was very uneven and it made her sound funny. She blushed even more.

"Come here. Sit down. We need to talk." Ginny obeyed and sat down. But she was totally surprised when Draco took her head in his hands and planted a sweet, passionate kiss on her lips, waiting for entrance to her mouth. She closed her eyes and returned the kiss, opening her mouth just enough to let his tongue slide in and explore her mouth, taste her. Set a wave of pleasure over her. She pulled away from him and looked up at his face. His hair had fallen slightly in front of his face because they had been wrestling. His fine, smooth skin was slightly red from blushing and his face held an expression of utter disbelief. His eyes were looking into hers as she raised them, looking over his features. His eyes were pain-filled and held things no one would dare want to look at. But she did. She did so often, she knew everything about him. How his father beat him, his mother cried for him, but couldn't do much. She saw a bruise, from the last time his father beat him, on his cheek. She touched it lightly and he winced in pain. It was still fresh. She looked again, into his slightly darker gray-blue eyes. So much pain, yet so much beauty, she thought as she stared into them again.

"Gin?" Draco's voice was slightly squeaky.

"Hmm?" She still stared into his eyes. Silvery pools.

"I-uh… I think I love you. I always have since the first day of my second year. Please, don't go. Stay with me. Be with me." Draco's voice was pleading and needy again. He wanted her so badly.

"Oh, Draco! Of course! Of course! I love you too." She pulled him to her again and kissed him deeply.

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Harry was wandering around the library, looking for a certain 'book', as he called it, but he was actually looking for Ginny. Ron and Hermione wanted to know why Ginny seemed to be 'best friends' with Draco. Harry had been spying on them for about three months now, and was surprised that he hadn't found them yet.

He took a small step after hearing what sounded a lot like kissing, and looked around the bookcase he was behind. He saw Ginny and Draco with their faces practically plastered together in what looked like a deep, passionate, happy kiss. He went bright red with anger before he stormed over, separated them, and carried away a struggling little Ginny, with Draco right on his tail. He ran towards the Gryffindor common room, and practically shouted the password, "Phoenix Down" !

He promptly dropped Ginny on one of the big couches in front of Ron and Hermione. They stared, bewildered, at the look on Harry's face.

"Harry? What's wrong?" asked Hermione, cautiously though.

"Guess what? Not only is she best friends with the git, but I just caught them snogging!" Harry's face was flushed and he was starting to get wobbly, so he sat down opposite Ginny. Ginny's face was red with anger and embarrassment.

"WHAT? GINNY, YOU BETTER EXPLAIN THIS RIGHT NOW!" Ron was furious, and held onto one of Ginny's arms, digging his nails into her skin.

"I don't have to! It's my business! Not yours! I can do what I want! You can't control me, Ron!" Ginny was about ready to deck him hard.

"IT ISN'T MY BUSINESS? MY JOB IS TO LOOK AFTER YOU! ITS MY BUSINESS TO MAKE SURE YOU'RE SAFE! DON'T YOU DARE TELL ME IT'S NOT MY BUSINESS!" Ron was yelling at the top of his lungs, and everyone turned to look at the two bickering Weasleys.

Just then, Ginny did something no one EVER expected her to do. She punched Ron in the stomach and jabbed her fist up his rib cage, causing him to get the wind knocked out of him. He let go of her arm and collapsed on the floor, breathing short, shallow breaths, and holding his stomach. Ginny stomped out of the common room and went looking for Draco, with a very awe-struck Harry and Hermione looking right after her. Everyone else in the common room was gasping horribly and looking at Ron.

Ginny didn't have to look for long to find Draco. He was a few feet away from turning the corner towards the Gryffindor Tower.

"Draco!" Ginny ran up to him and hugged him tightly.

"Hey… what's with the git? Why'd he take you like that? Can't he respect you?" Draco was obliviously filled with questions, but held her tightly as she hugged him and buried her face in his chest.

"You wouldn't believe it. They knew all about me being friends with you! It turns out Harry's been spying on us in the library!" Ginny had tears welling up behind her eyes and let them soak into Draco's robes as her face was in his chest.

"What? Are you serious? Damn, I'm sorry, but you're brother is way too overprotective of you. Can't he trust you?"

"Not when I'm around you, he can't." Ginny stopped crying and smiled an evil grin up to Draco. He smiled back and brushed her lips with his.

"I love you Draco." Ginny smiled a wide, pretty smile at him.

"I love you too Ginny." Draco grinned back at her. "I promise they won't come between us. Ever. I promise…" He started trailing kisses down to her neck.

"Since when do you make promises?" Ginny asked slightly confused.

"Since I told you I love you." Draco said casually, making no big deal about it. Ginny took his face in her hands and kissed him in reply.

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Later that night, Ginny ran into Ron and Harry in the common room. They didn't say anything to her. Just stared. She shivered, but waved to them, then said good night.

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End of Chappie 1

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