It's Not Over Chapter 1, a twilight fanfic

Hey people, I decided to do a songfic, because I'm that cool, anyways enjoy. (btw takes place during the wedding.)

My tears run down like razorblades
And no, I'm not the one to blame

I stared at her as she danced with the leech, and I felt tears threaten to overflow, I loved her, and she's leaving me, I felt Leah put a hand on my shoulder and I shrugged it off, I was sick of people thinking I was weak…

It's you ' or is it me?
And all the words we never say

I felt the tears stream down my face, how come I couldn't tell her I loved her, what was wrong with me?! I kicked a nearby sapling and watched it fall over, and I imagined it was that stupid leech, what the hell did he have that I didn't?!

Come out and now we're all ashamed
And there's no sense in playing games
When you've done all you can do

I can't stand it, I've done everything I could for her, I was her best friend, her lover, and left when she didn't want me. She didn't want me I heard the words echo in my head and I choked a little, I felt the lump grow in my throat when she walked over to me.

But now it's over, it's over, why is it over?
We had the chance to make it

She could have had me, she had me wrapped around her finger, and she just let me fall "hey Jake" her voice interrupted my thoughts and I looked at her, she was crying and she looked so happy, it wasn't fair!

Now it's over, it's over, it can't be over
I wish that I could take it back
But it's over

Why did I have to make her so happy, why couldn't she hate me, why couldn't she enjoy me pain, I could understand that, but she needed me, she loved me, and it made it that much harder.

I lose myself in all these fights
I lose my sense of wrong and right

Why did I fight myself, I loved her and she loved me, but it wasn't enough.. never enough.

I cry, I cry
It's shaking from the pain that's in my head

Why do I cry over her, my dad always told me not to cry over anyone that won't cry over you, but she's crying now, why don't I kiss her, kiss away her pain…

I just wanna crawl into my bed
And throw away the life I led
But I won't let it die, but I won't let it die

I won't let this love I feel for her fall apart, ever I love her…

But now it's over, it's over, why is it over?
We had the chance to make it
Now it's over, it's over, it can't be over
I wish that I could take it back

I'm falling apart, I'm falling apart
Don't say this won't last forever
You're breaking my heart, you're breaking my heart
Don't tell me that we will never be together
We could be, over and over
We could be, forever

It's not over, it's not over, it's never over
Unless you let it take you
It's not over, it's not over, it's not over
Unless you let it break you
It's not over