Something about you :)
It's hard to know when I first fell in love with you; it feels like I have loved you all my life. All I know is I haven't stopped falling yet and I don't think I ever will. I often ask myself why you? What have you got that none of the others had? But then I think about so many things, all the reasons why and I guess it would be easier to say everything. You and I just go together, we fit perfectly and no one else could ever come close to making me feel the way you do. I feel like I could do anything as long as you are by my side and when your hand is entwined in mine I feel like anything is possible.
It's like I need you to stay alive, you are my air and without you I couldn't breathe. I haven't always been great at showing you how I feel have I? But I'm learning and I'm learning because of you. I don't know where I'd be without you Steven, I'm just glad you decided I was worth it and gave me another chance. I knew we could make it. Sometimes I lay awake at night and just watch you sleeping; I want to pinch myself to check I'm not dreaming when I see how perfect you look. I watch the steady rise and fall of your chest and smile to myself when you let out that cute little snore of yours. Your face, even when you're asleep takes my breath away and in quiet times like this I tell you how much I love you and how much you mean to me. I know you can't hear me but I still tell you.
I want to tell you how I feel every minute, but I don't want you thinking that I'm going soft. I still find it hard to sleep, but it's so much easier when you are in my arms, feeling your soft skin against my own. It almost makes the nightmares go away. With you I can be myself, with you I can be anyone and I know you won't judge me. You love me for me and that's why this works. If you had any sense at all you would have stayed away from me, but I'm so glad you didn't because look what we have together now. We have what we should have had in the beginning and more because now we have a future and until you I didn't really see the point in one.
I'm not saying that things are always going to be good with us because I know there will be rough times. We will fight and argue and no doubt we won't speak to each other at times but I know that I'll always love you. I know that I will never be without you again and that's how I know we will overcome any obstacles that are put in our path. The only thing that could keep me from you is death and even then I'd still love you…still wait for you. You give me so much by being with me and I want you to know I feel very lucky to have you in my life. I would do anything that you asked me to do, you have so much control over me, do you know that? For the first time in my life I am truly happy and I thank you Steven Hay.
There is something about us together…there is something about you.
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