Hello readers! My other story really annoyed me because at the beginning of it, my writing ablility was rather suckish and I think I took everyhting too fast in my old story, so I wanted to make a new fanfiction. Here it is (: In this story, Renesmee likes Jacob, and pretty soon she is gong to tell him how she truly sees him. SHE HAS NO IDEA ABOUT THE IMPRINTING! But don't worry, she will soon. Please review so I know if you guys like this story. The first chapter isnt really the best, but I had to try to explain how she felt….Without further adu, here is '

So here I sat again, straight up in bed while listening to the soft hum of my music. It was somewhere around four in the morning, and for the fifth time this week, I was wide awake, thinking. It wasn't awkward that I was awake this early, and it certainly wasn't awkward that it was the fifth time this week that this was happening. What puzzled is me is what I was thinking about… Who I was thinking about.

Jacob Black.

Yes, of course he was my best friend. He had been with me pretty much every day since my birth, and we just clicked. Something inside us both made our compatibility as friends so unbreakabley strong. There wasn't anything weird about it, no matter what others thought. The age difference isnt so large now, seeing as im physically sixteen, and he looks like hes twenty something. No matter what we were doing, I felt safe, and happy with him. When I was with him, I felt whole.

We did everything together. When I hunted, Jake was right there by my side to make sure I got my fill. If I fell down, he was there to pull me right back up. When I would cry, Jacob was the one who was there to wipe every tear that fell from my eyes. No matter what I was doing, he had always been there and I never knew anything different than that. When people seen me, it wasn't just 'Renesmee'. It was 'Renesmee and Jacob'. That was just my life.

Like I said, I was deep in thought over this boy. Everything used to be so simple between he and I. Best friends, end of story. But lately, ive been feeling different around him. I began to notice the way the sun shined off his toned muscles when he worked out, and how when he smiled, he slightly raised the left corner of his mouth a little higher than the right. The way he said my name sent shivers down my spine, and when his skin would brush past mine, I swear my nerves would start to dance. To say I was crushing on him, was a bit of an understatement. He has know idea that I feel like this, and I hope to keep it that way. If he knew that I liked him, it may change the way he sees our friendship, and losing him is the last thing I would ever want. At times I would think he was flirting back with me, but then I would come back to reality. There is no possible way that a man as amazing as Jake would ever fall for someone like me… it is utterly impossible.

The feelings I have been having didn't just show up out of nowhere, they were gradual, but in a quick way. Hiding my thoughts about Jacob from my father sure as hell isnt easy, but I managed. There is no way that he would be okay with this. If Daddy knew, im pretty sure he would kill Jacb, even if I was the one who liked HIM. I finally realized I had feelings for him about two weeks ago, and ever since he has been in every single thought my mind has processed. I guess that is why I am awake now, thinking about him.

As long as I am up now, I might as well do something productive. Carlisle was at work, while Emmett, Alice, and Jasper were all out hunting, so maybe I could go talk to Rose for a while. I grabbed my phone, and scrolled down to 'rosalie'. I began to type her a text.

Hey, I know its early, but can I come over? Mom and Dad are… doing THINGS, and im bored out of my mind.

Love Ness

I hit send, and hopped out of bed, trying not to make too much noise. I mean it isnt like my parents would hear me through their 'time gogether' but I still didn't want to draw attention to myself. I walked over to my closet, and slipped on a pair of flip flops, and a hoodie from abercrombie. I grabbed my ipod, and by that time, my cell phone was vibrating.

I clicked the new message from Rose.

Sure sweetie, I'll be in the living room. See you when you get here, and sorry you have to hear your parents. Must suck ass (:

Rose

Alright, cool. Maybe she can help me get my mind off of Jacob. She is the last person on earth who would want to talk about him, so this should be easy. I opened my bedroom door, and stood by my parents room, reaching my hand to the doorknob. For a second, I was contemplating telling them where I was going. On second thought, they will know where I am. No need to interrupt anything. Ugh. I pulled my hand back, and made my way out of the cottage.

As I was walking to the main house, I felt droplets of rain start to plunge from the sky. Perfect. Can one freaking day go by where it doesn't rain?! Of course not, this is Forks, Washington. I rolled my eyes and began to run, while the rain continued to splash on me, only making me more cold than I already was.

When I got to the porch, Rose was already there holding the door open for me, motioning for me to come inside.

She hugged me and then smiled. "Hey, Nessie. Come upstairs with me, you look cold."

"Yeah its freezing out there." I laughed.

I walked with her up the stairs to her room, and I plopped myelf down on her bed. Although she was my aunt, Rosalie was my best friend (other than Jake). My mom had Alice, and I had Rose. I could tell her everything and trust her with my deepest secrets. Even so, she still doesn't know about my crush on Jacob. She probably wouldnt support it seeing as she thinks he is a mangy mutt that should be kenneled.

She sat down beside me, and handed me a pink fluffy blanket, which I wrapped myself in.

"God, can Edward and Bella even go one night without banging?" She chuckled "I mean sure its nice, but they have you. You shouldn't have to listen to that all night."

I laughed with her. "Actually ive gotten used to it over the years. I don't notice it… much."

"Well still.. Anyways, what do you want to talk about? There must be a reason why you are up so early."

Uhm.. I cant LIE to her.. "Just, you know. Talking."

Rose narrowed her eyes. "To who? Everyone is hunting, im here, Carlisle is at the hospital, and your parents are being promiscuous."

She had me there. "Actually… I was.. I was talking to Jacob. Yeah, I was talking to Jacob." Thinking, talking, same thing. Now normally, I was a great liar, but lying to Rosalie scared me. She was my best friend and it was hard not to let her in on everything.

After a minute of silence she crossed her arms and raised her eyebrows. I looked away from her gaze, though I could feel her staring fully at me. I slowly looked back at her, and waited for her to say something.

She huffed. "So…."

"What?" I asked, stifling a smile.

She laughed lightly. "Renesmee, I can tell when something is wrong with you. I also can tell when you are keeping something from me."

Damn. I cursed internally. "Uhm, I have no idea what you're talking about Rose. Everything is fine, really." I smiled.

"You may be a perfect liar, but Ness, really sweetie, I know you better than that. Why did you wake up so early? And why arent you telling me… did.. did something bad happen?" Concern crossed her face, and I immediately felt bad for mis-leading her.

I took a deep breath. "No, nothing terrible happened, I promise."

"So why have you been acting so strange lately? You keep waking up at the most awkward times, you space out, and randomly smile. I'm trying to ignore it since you don't want to talk about it, but I cant just let it go anymore. Something is wrong, or something has changed, and I want to know what it is. Renesmee, if I wasn't your best friend I would say that you were in love or on drugs or something."

"Pshh.. uhm, no. Of course im not in love, are you kidding me?" So it wasn't really a lie, per say. I didn't exactly love Jacob. Not yet at least. I took a strand of my hair, and started to twirl it around my finger repetitively.

"Drugs? Alcohol? Any of the above ring a bell?"

I sighed. "Rose you know I would never do drugs, and Im not an alcoholic. Did you really even have to ask that one?"

"Well then what the hell is wrong? Renesmee im not trying to pester you, really im not. But something has to be up. You don't just normally wake up in the wee hours of the morning. You normally don't act like you are in a far off world, and you certainly don't normally lie to me. Nessie.. please. Just tell me what is wrong so I can help you." She took my hands in hers, and looked me in the eyes. I could tell she truly cared. Her face was sincere.

I looked down at the floor. "I.. I've just been thinking a lot lately, that's all."

She put her finger under my chin and moved my face so that I was looking straight at her.

"About what?" She whispered. I didn't say anything and let the silence continue. She leaned forward a bit more. "Please Nessie.. if.. if something happened and you don't want your parents to know, you can trust me. I wont tell anyone, you know that sweetheart. I can help you."

I didn't answer her as I looked away. I could feel the tears starting to form in my eyes, but I didn't really know why. It was probably because not only do I know how I feel about Jacob, but someone else will. Someone else will know the biggest secret I have ever kept in my life. Someone else will know that my heart is taken…

I swallowed the saliva in my mouth, and closed my eyes. This was it. I was gong to tell Rose about my major crush on Jacob, and she might scream. Well, here goes nothing.

"Jacob" I told her. "I have been thinking about him night and day, alright? I just cant get him out of my head! It is so confusing! One minute I seen him as a big brother, and then he just.. I see him as so much more now, and there is nothing I can do to stop it. These feelings are real whether I want to believe them or not..." I spoke in a voice so low that it may have been hard for even a vampire to hear me.

Rosalie put her hands in her lap, and turned her head away from me. She sighed, and then looked back at me. I smiled slightly, and she forced a smile too. I could tell it wasn't a happy one, but it was better than a grimace.

She breathed deeply for a few seconds and then she said "Well… what have you been thinking about Jacob?"

I looked at her. She looked like she was truly interested in my response. "Promise you wont tell Daddy? And Promise you want get mad?"

She nodded. "I promise you I wont think about it near your father, and I promise I wont get mad at you."

She held out her pinky, and I did the same. We shook fingers, and I looked back at her.

"Ive just been seeing him differently. He is still Jacob, but a different one to me. He is gorgeous, and funny, and so sweet. Rose, he is always there for me, and protects me. Hes buff… he is so strong. And I just started seeing this new side of him that I have never noticed before. The mature Jacob. I like it." I finished rambling.

"So you like him?" Rosalie asked. "You really like him?"

"Yes." I nodded. "I really do."

"When did all of this even happen?" She cocked her head to the side.

"Like… I don't know, a week or two ago? It all came fast, but slow at the same time, you know?" I told her.

"I guess." Rose shifted so that she was fully facing me. "So does he like you back?"

That was a good question. No, I don't think he exactly liked me but who knows? "Well, sometimes he flirts with me and I know when he does it. Then again why would he like me Rose?"

Rosalie scoffed at my reply. "When will you ever see that you are gorgeous? And when will you ever see that you are sweet, and funny, and perfect for any man."

" Im going to work my ass of trying to get him to notice me…" I trailed off.

Rose went on to say "Does anyone know? Your Dad? Mom? Does Jacob know?"

I bit my bottome lip. "Welllllllllll. No. Not exactly. You are pretty much the only one who knows. I hide my thoughts when im around dad, I didn't tell mom, and why the hell would I tell Jacob? He would probably think im a freak. I mean im younger than him, im a hybrid, and look at him. He is beautiful Rose. He could have any girl that he wanted, so why would he settle for me?"

"Oh God. Uhm, Ness, you really should talk about this with Jacob. Like, you really need to tell him how you are feeling." Her eyes widened.

I almost wanted to slap her. "Are you CRAZY?! He would look at me as if I was a maniac! It would ruin our friendship and I defintely don't want that to happen. Besides, it isnt like he would ever like me back."

She rolled her eyes. "Renesmee, listen to me when I say this. Tell him. Im almost positive he would be happy. Your gorgeous, smart, funny, and perfect. Plus there is one other detail that you need to figure out….." She trailed off.

What was she talking about? "What other detail?" I asked.

I could hear her curse under her breath. "Nothing. I didn't say anything."

This time I was the one to narrow my eyes at her. "Rose.. I know I heard you say something." She sat there silently and looked at me as if she didn't know what I was talking about. I huffed at her, and turned away so it looked like I was ignoring her.

I heard her grumble. "Fine. I cant tell you; but Jacob can. In fact, I bet he is dying to tell you. All you have to do is tell him how you feel." She smiled at me.

I still didn't understand how telling him about this would make anything better. "But what if he thinks im still that little five year old he used to race on the beach? Or what if he just doesn't think im pretty.. Rose I don't think I can handle getting rejected by him."

She actually smiled this time. "Just trust me this time sweetheart. Jacob will be ecstatic about this. Really, just go ahead and tell him."

"So… are you.. okay with me liking him?" I said timidly.

Rosalie wrapped me in her arms, and breathed in my hair.

"Renesmee, no matter what I will always be on your side. I don't see why you like him, but if you do, im okay with that. No, I don't necessarily like him… but if you do, I support your decision and I back you up one hundred percent. Sure, he smells, and is gross, and is a dog, and is just nasty" I glared at her "But that's just my opinion. I cant promise you I will be nice to him all the time… in fact, there is no way im going to be nice to him all the time. But as I was saying, this is your decision Nessie. I cant make it for you, and it seems like you have already set your sights on Jacob. Either way, im happy for you."

"Thanks Rose." I pulled away from her embrace and looked at the clock. 5:27. Jacob would be here in about two hours for breakfast, just like he is every morning.

I smiled to myself. Just two more hours until I see his face. His beautiful face.

"Hey rose, I have to get a shower, get dressed, and then I want to make breakfast for Jake. Can you.. could you, uhm, could you help me?"

I didn't know what she would say seeing as she still hated him, but it didn't hurt to ask for some assistance. Usually Grandma made Jacob and I's breakfast, but I wanted today to be special.

Rosalie stood up, and motioned for me to do the same. "If it will make you happy, then yes. I will make dog food."

I threw a glare at her.

"Ugh, sorry, sorry. Supportive aunt, right, got it." She waved her hands in the air.

We both laughed and I made my way to my bathroom. "Oh and Rose? Please don't spit in his food."

She looked at me and broke out into hysterics. "Damn, you caught me." She said sarcastically.

So maybe, possibly I would tell Jacob how I felt about him. And just possibly, I would tell him this in the next couple days. It still confused me about what Rosalie said. What little detail was she talking about? And why could only Jacob tell me? Whatever it was it has to be something important..

After my shower, I blow-dried my hair, and straightened it. My natural curls were pretty and all but I liked a little variety every once in a while. Plus, I wanted to look extra pretty today. Although I wasnt going to tell Jake how I felt this morning, I wanted to start making smaller gestures. It might get him to notice me, and even if it didn't, it was well worht the try. I slipped on a pair of dark wash jeans that hugged my hips and made my butt look nice. For a shirt, I put on a white cami and a deep red v-neck tee that said 'Hope' on the side. Along with that I strapped on the promise bracelet Jacob had made me. The only time I ever took it off was when I got in the shower, or went dirt bike riding with Jake.

With adding a light layer of make-up, and spritzing a little perfume on, I was ready to head downstairs to start cooking.

I took the stairs two at a time, and once at the bottom, I rounded my way into the kitchen where I seen Rosalie already putting a batch of muffins into the oven.

She turned around to look at me. "You like banana muffins, don't you?" she asked.

"Yeah, they are my favorite actually. Jake's too." I smiled at that. Jake and I had a lot of the same food tastes.

Rosalie waltzed gracefully over to the refridgerator and opened up. She gazed inside for a couple seconds, and came out with seven eggs, butter, and orange juice.

I glanced around the kitchen again, and it seemed as if Rose had already done mostly everything. Muffins were in the oven, she was mixing the eggs in a large bowl, the bacon was finished, I could smell french toast, and the had already set the table.

"So what can I do?" I asked, glancing over her shoulder while she sprinkled salt and pepper into the bowl of eggs.

Rose turned to look at me. "Uhm, lets see. The fruit needs to be cut, the orange juice needs to be put on the table, and the muffins need to be taken out of the oven when the timer goes off."

Simple enough. I walked over to the counter, picked up the orange juice and placed the large pitcher in the center of the table. "Kay. Step one is done." I laughed.

Rosalie handed me a cutting knife, and lead me to the island where a bowl of fruit was curretly placed. I got the hint and began to cut an orange into small slices. I made sure each slice was as thick as the last, and that they were all symmetrical. Call me Obsesive compalsive, but these oranges needed to be perfect.

"So remember Nessie, get him to see you as a woman. Reel him in, and snatch him up." Rose called from acorss the kitchen.

I sliced another piece of strawberry. "Flirt, Charm, but be myself. Got it."

I don't know how long I was cutting fruit for when the door bell rang. My head popped up, and I immediately smiled. Jacob was here. Why was he here so early? I looked at Rose, silently asking to go get the door before anyone else did.

"Go." She laughed lightly.

I nodded and dropped the knife on the cutting board, while running to the door. I swung it open and there he was. Beauty at its best.

I hugged him like I always did, and he hugged me back.

"Hey Ness" He smiled "You seem like you're in a really good mood today? Any reason?"

I grabbed his hand, and while taking him into the dining room I said "Mhmm. Rose and I made breakfast for you, and I didn't even drop anything, or burn anything yet." I inheritated my mothers clumsiness, unfortunately.

Jacob chuckled. "Wow, upping the skills." He joked. "Nah, im just kidding. That's great Ness, I cant wait to try whatever it is that you made. Are you sure Rosalie didn't poison it or something?"

I laughed at his joke. "I wouldn't let Rose poison your food Jake." Little did he know I would never let anything happen to him.

We walked through the dining room and into the kitchen together. I stood on one side of the island, and Jacob stood across from me.

"The muffins just finished baking, and as soon as I am done cutting this fruit, everything is ready." I grabbed my knife, and reached for a strawberry.

"You guys really went all out today, didn't you? French toast, eggs, muffins, bacon, fruit.." Jacob said, and placed a warm hand on my arm. "You know, I love it when a girl can cook."

And that's all it took. Those simple words, and him touching me sent me off the edge. I dazed off and began to think of all the other things I could do to make Jake happy. The list was endless and I truly would do anything to make this boy smile.

"Oh, uhm, really?" I stammered, trying to keep my breath even.

"To be honest, I think its pretty sexy." Jacob trailed his finger down to my forearm.

Surprise took over and my breath hitched as my hand slipped. The knife that I was using to cut strawberries accidently pressed into my palm, creating a small gash dripping with I wasn't half vampire it would have been worse.

I sucked in air through my teeth, and immediately grabed my hand. "Ow!"

Jacob ran around the island so he was standing right in front of me. "Damn! Ness, come on, we have to wash it. I am so sorry, really im so so so sorry!"

He sounded as if he was panicking when he placed my hand under the cold water that was cascading from the sink. The water that washed through the gash was a red color that faded into the drain. Jacob poured a little bleach in there, just in case not all the blood washed down properly. We're a little sensitive aout blood around here.

"Jake, don't be sorry, im clumsy. This really isnt that bad. It just stings." I tried to smile so he woulnt be so inclined to apologize again.

Jacob reached up into a cabinet high above me and pulled down a small glass bottle. "Nessie this is going to sting even more, but we have to clean it, alright?" I nodded, and Jacob took my hand ever so gently in his. He held it palm-facing-up, and dropped a few drops of the liquid into the cut.

It hurt, but I didn't want to seem like a baby, so I just closed my eyes and grimaced. Before I knew it, Jacob had put a large band-aid over my hand and was holding my into his chest.

"Is it okay now? Does it still hurt?" He pulled away from me to look me in the eyes.

I shrugged. "A little bit. Nothing time wont heal. Do you want to eat now?" That was a lie. It hurt like a mofo.

"Not right now. I'd rather make sure that your hand is alright." Jacob took me into the living room and sat me on the couch. He sat down beside me, and put my hand on his leg. "Ness im sorry that you hurt yourself, is there anything else I can do to make it better?"

Kiss it. I thought. I couldn't actually say that, but I sure could think it.

"Jake really, I'll be okay. I feel bad for ruining your breakfast though." I laughed lightly at him. It was so like Jacob to make sure that I was alright, even if I had told him I was a thousand times.

We both looked into the Kitchen. All that time Rosalie put into it, and I pretty much screwed it up.

Jacob spoke first. "Don't feel bad, Seth said he was coming over later so he and Embry can eat it."

"That's what she said." I retorted.

We laughed, and then I finally took notice to what Jacob was wearing. A pair of khaki shorts, with no shirt. Man, did he look scrumpcious. My eyes swirved from his chest down to each and every abdominal muscle. Looking at him like this almost made me want to jump from my seat and just pounce on him. Kiss him, be in his strong arms, and just do whatever.

"Ness?" I heard him say. "Hey, did you hear me?" Jacob put his hand on my cheek, looked into my eyes.

I jumped in surprise. His hand was so warm, it was as if he was putting a hot coal on my skin. "Uhm, yeah. I heard you….Uh, What did you say again?"

Jacob laughed and put his hand back in his lap. He flashed me his smile that could light up a room. "I was asking you if you wanted to do something today. Go to La Push, see a movie, or we could just hang out here if you want. It's up to you Ness."

Me spending a whole day with Jacob sounded amazing, and as long as I could be with him I really couldn't care less what we did.

"Hmm, well since it's still raining the beach wouldn't be a good idea. How about we just go to the cottage and talk?"

"Sounds good to me." Jake stood from his seat, and I followed him to the door. I slipped on my flip flops I wore earlier, and Jacob was looking me up and down.

At first I didn't mind him looking at me like this. Maybe he would notice the low-cut shirt and how my jeans squeezed my hips. Jacob just stood there, looking down at me and not really having a facial expression.

I cleared my throat. "Is there something wrong?" I tried to hide my smile. I know he was looking at me the way I had intended him to.

Jacob's head snapped up and he looked as if he had been caught robbing a bank. "Uhm, no. Uh, I was just looking at uh, your…. Shoes! Yeah, your shoes. Uhm, its wet out, wont your feet get cold?"

Although I had never been a master at seduction, I was going to try a bit of it now. I slowly looked down at my feet, and as my head was making its way back up, I bit my lip and raised one eye brow. I then looked slightly away from Jacob and finally back up to him while a miniscule smile played on my lips.

"Nope. I'll be fine Jake. Ready to go?" I walked a little closer to the door, and once I had my hand on the doorknob, I looked over my shoulder at him. "Coming?"

Jacob silently nodded and walked after me. On our way running to the cottage I kept replaying what had happened in my mind. Was jacob flirting with me? Surely he wouldn't have said 'I think it's sexy' if he wasn't flirting. Then again, why would he flirt with me..? It isnt as if he likes me, of ocurse he doesn't like me. And what about when he was checking me out? Since when does he do that? Jacob most definitely has never done that before. Trust me, im not complaining, but this is quite comfusing.. Maybe telling him how I felt wouldn't be so hard after all….

Thank you for reading! PLEASE REVIEW (: Chapter two will be up soon.