Hi all! This is Cheeky!! My first Spirk Story... and it's a 5 and one lawl- will be updated in increments :3
This is a Kirk! centric Spock love story... Angst.. kinda ^^;
I DON'T OWN STAR TREK NEW OR OLD!! If I did, there'd be more than just subtle innuendos there....
A/w, Enjoy
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The first time Spock made any type of contact with Kirk was on the bridge. To Kirk, bringing up someones recently deceased mother in the hopes of gaining a Captaincy he only 3 years earlier would have been loath to have, was, well, ironic. However, while being held under the tight grip of the angry Vulcan, he felt some type of karmic retribution had been dealt out, avenging him and the humiliation and hurt he felt during the Kobayashi Maru hearing. That part of his being he'd been trying to run from ever since he was a small boy was brought painfully back to the surface during that time; Being identified and compared to a man he never knew, only learning bits and pieces about his life from from history, or when his mother wasn't trying to actively avoid looking at him long enough to tell him a short story. It wasn't because Pike had asked him to join the fleet, or he wanted to carry on his father's legacy; instead, he wanted to out do his old man, and to have people look at HIM, not some dead guy who happened to help in creating him.
It's amazing what you'll think about while having the life literally squeezed out of you, he thought bitterly. He'd been prepared for a physical retaliation, sure, but he had forgotten that 3 times stronger than humans factor, and when they have the intent to KILL you, he's pretty sure it went up 12 factors. As he slowly lost consciousness, the firm voice of Sarek came out over his hazy mind, and he slowly felt the pressure ease up from his throat, dropping unceremoniously to the floor, retching and attempting to regain his composure. He barely heard the "Unfit for duty" and "emotionally compromised." he'd risked his-literally- neck to hear, and looking into the eyes of his Adversary, he saw something he did not expect- anguish. Utter loneliness.
It wouldn't be until after he and Spock saved the earth they'd be on any type of normal speaking terms. Even with that, Jim still wasn't comfortable. It was a feeling he would get around Spock- one that he'd never admit to anyone, not even Bones- an uneasy, unnerving stomach retching feeling, that Captain James T. Kirk has only experienced while watching movies or riding intergalactic roller coasters. James T. Kirk, Captain of the USS Enterprise
was afraid of his first officer.
And since that fateful day on the bridge that won him a new ship- he'd carefully avoided Spock's touch. As long as it did not hinder ether's effectiveness to run their ship- it was a beneficial arrangement. And Jim never touched Spock.
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