Sesshomaru 's One True Reason.

By 246Nakuro

Chapter 1: Miscarriage.

I sat in the shade under a tree watching Inuyasha and his friends play whatever game they were playing. I looked at the sky which had no clouds what so ever and gave an unautoble sigh. I wanted to be included in the game my half brother and friends were playing but couldn't thaw my heart enough to accept them. They were all humans or half humans, or there were demons' that only insisted on staying near humans.

All of them were beneath me and I refused to have my reputation ruined because I was a little lonely. I looked at the group playing they all seemed happy, except for a little girl who sat in the shade of another tree away from the game. She seemed sad and seemed detracted from the rest of the group. I stood and walked over to her instantly my half brother stood in between the girl and myself.

"Get lost!" Inuyasha yelled at me, Inuyasha's friends standing next to him ready to protect him in a fight should it arise. "We don't need your help."

"Yeah." Sango one of Inuyasha's friends piped in. "We can take care of Kagome on our own! So get lost!"

I glared at them, if they could take such good care of the girl in the shade known as Kagome then why was she separated from them and detached from the rest of the group? I growled at myself for thinking I would be able to get over to Kagome without having to deal with my half brother. My half brother and I weren't on the best terms we didn't hate each other that was for sure, but we also didn't like each other. Love was non - existent in this relationship. I glared at them again and simply walked away, a human wasn't worth a fight with my half brother that couldn't defeat me if he tried.

I lay in my bed unable to go to sleep. That girl was keeping me awake, her face was flawless and she was crying. I got out of bed and walked past my half brother's room without making a sound. I sat outside in the wind. Wind didn't bother me it was the snow or rain that bothered me. That stuff was for some unknown reason was incredibly hard to get out of my tail.

When it snowed or rained, my tail got so matted that I had to spend a good four or five hours unmating it. That wasn't fun and afterwards I was always in a much worse mood than I had been while I was in the rain or snow.

I looked at the sky a clear night but a storm was coming in. I growled at the storm, I could swear the storms always knew I wanted to have a clear and good day and came to rain on my parade, pun intended.

I got up to go inside when I smelt salt water and depression. I looked to my left and there was Kagome walking to... wherever she was walking to. "Hey." I replied friendly, "How are you?"

"Oh fine." Kagome replied looking down at the ground, "Actually not so fine."

I looked at the girl with something other than my normal cold non - caring expression. She needed someone to talk to and I didn't know if I fit the bill but I was at least going to try.

"Well I suppose I should go inside before this storm hits and..."

"Wait!" Kagome interrupted me.

Usually I would have growled and showed my dominance but I bit back a growl and forced myself to stay calm.

"Would you by chance have any time to spare tomorrow? I really need to talk to a full-blooded demon about some things. If you wouldn't mind."

"Yes I'm free around noon tomorrow." I replied holding back my anger, "If that's alright with you I'll meet you at Jack bucks tomorrow."

"That would be great!" Kagome replied, "Thank you so very much."

I nodded in agreement and to say my sort of you're welcome before I walked inside and closed the door, I yawned and snuck past my Half brothers' room again and got into my bed.

As soon as my head hit the pillow I was out like a light. Apparently I was more tired than I thought. I awoke with sleep in my eyes and Kagome in my thoughts. I stood up and walked out the door looking at the clock as I left the house. 11:30 am.

Not to early to start heading out to Jack bucks. I started walking to Jack bucks and there was some wind. It was blowing strongly but not to the point that I had a problem with it. I loved the wind, it made me feel like I was always going faster than I really was.

Everything was fine until about half way to Jack bucks when it started snowing. I growled at the sky, which promptly dropped a snowflake in each one of my eyes. I continued walking in a huff, running would only mat my tail more than walking would.

I entered the Jack bucks store and ordered myself a hot chocolate. I waited for all of 20 minutes before Kagome came in ordered a hot chocolate for herself and then sat down next to me.

"So what do you want to talk about?" I asked as I took a sip of my hot chocolate. "Something important I hope. I'm very busy you know." I couldn't help but state I was busy.

"I know you're busy." I heard her say quietly as a tear fell on her jacket's arm, making a small wet crater in her jacket. "What..." Her voice became so soft I had to listen very carefully in order to hear her. "What happens to a demon pup before it's born?"

"Well they grow." I was confused she was being very vague about what happened. "I'm not sure what you mean."

"Like say for instance the dad of the pup doesn't want it but the mother wants it more than anything. What would happen to the pup?" Kagome had a small handful of tears fall on her jacket sleeve again.

"The pup would be..." I lowered my voice and put my face closer to hers. "Rejected for lack of better words."

"I thought so." She stated as she stood slowly. "I want to go." She was obviously very sad and trying to hold back sobbing. "Can I stay in you're house for just a little while?" She looked at the door of the shop. "Three days at the most. I just need to be near someone who knows about this."

"Yeah. Sure." I was a little worried about her, it wasn't odd or unusual for humans to kill themselves because they were sad about something.

I started walking out of the shop and held the door open for her. She walked past me and waited for me to start to walking towards the house. We continued on in silence until we reached the house.

She walked into my room as I came in after her and locked my door. She sat on the bed then lay on her stomach crying into my pillow. I watched her for a while but did nothing she needed time alone I was more than happy to give it to her.

I took a comb out and started on the huge chore of brushing my matted tail. I had been brushing it for almost an hour when I heard her stop crying and felt her looking at me. I turned to face her.

"Can I help you?" I asked when she nodded no I turned back to brushing my tail. "I don't like it when people stare at me."

I stated I was trying to finish brushing my tail but the top part was always the hardest when I felt a hand on my hand. I pulled my hand into my line of sight and saw Kagome's hand on mine. I looked at her but said nothing, my eyes said all I had wanted to say.

"Let me help you with that." Kagome stated grabbing the comb as I released it.

She started brushing the most matted part of my tail, calmly and gently. She was so caring with those hands I didn't even mind my tail getting brushed.

"It's really a nice tail. It's so soft and warm. I wish I could hold it all the time." Kagome stopped brushing my tail and put the comb on my dresser. "Thank you I needed to have someone to talk to." She turned to walk out of the room when she noticed it was locked.

"You miscarried you're pup didn't you?" I asked out of curiosity but somehow struck a nerve. Kagome glared at me and I raised an eyebrow. "It was the father that didn't want the pup. Wasn't it?" I asked folding my arms knowing I was right.

""How do you know?" Kagome asked folding her arms right back. "Maybe I didn't want a pup?"

"You're lying." I stated as I turned and sat on my bed and wrapped my tail around my body. "I can smell deceit. You wanted that pup more than anything didn't you? But the father, whoever he was, either wasn't ready for a pup or didn't love you. The father rejected the pup, and you."

"Yes." Kagome had tears rolling down her face again.

"Well that's not that big of a surprise. Most male demons want to choose when's a good time to have a pup." I turned and walked into the bathroom, and then stuck my head out the door looking at Kagome.

"Can you keep a secret?" I watched her face, which was surprised, but in a happy way, she said nothing but nodded yes. "Come here."

Kagome walked up to me and I grabbed her hand, I started to feel a blush creep up on my face but brushed it away. I stood in the bathtub and pulled down on facet. The facet bent down to the wall then the wall that had the tub attached to it turned and we entered the inside of a huge mansion.

My real home, I looked at Kagome who was awestruck and was taking in the huge house and every little detail. "You like it?" A servant walked up to me and bowed, I bowed my head in agnolagement. Kagome looked at the servant.

"What's you're name?" Kagome asked, the servant looked to me for confirmation. I nodded.

"My name is Kalla." The servant known as Kalla told Kagome.

I glared at her as she grabbed Kagome's hand. Kalla looked at me and I raised my lip just enough for her to see my fangs. Her tail went between her legs and she ran off. Kagome watched her leave.

"Lord Sesshomaru!" I looked towards the voice and was trampled by Rin and Jaken. I glared at Jaken but before I could do anything Rin was grabbing my tail and petting it.

"Rin stop that this instant." I told the little girl of about 6 years old.