Preface

Have you ever felt like you are living a lie, a life that is not yours, a nightmare.

That the life that was yours for so many years is now own by a monster.

A monster that you both love and hate.

A monster that helps and destroys.

A monster that can save millions by just killing a few.

That is my life and the life of many others.

We live and breath for this monster.

We have so many identities that we ourselves sometimes forgot our own names.

I have been a prostitute, a drug dealer, a nun, a drug addict, a mother of two,a teacher,a stripper and many more....

I have destroyed many of the values i set when i started to work for the monster.

And destroyed more people since them.

But oh how I love the monster.

MY LIFE IS NOT MINE AND IT HASN'T BEEN FOR ALMOST A YEAR NOW....

I'm an undercover agent........