Here's the deal deaire's I already have two diffrent stories going but I really really wanted to do this (Badly). So I have to decide which story is most imporant to you guys (I'm going to at least post the second chapter before I give up on this though) I want to be able to keep all of them up but if no-ones really reading them I have to be loyal to my other story's. One of them is a sqeal and they have followed me though a-lot.

Anyways DISCLAIMER-Yea was going to do something funny but then relized u r already sick of reading the A/N.

LAST THING I PROMISE- I'm really bad at spelling like REALLY REALLY REALLLY bad it's pathitic. I try very hard not to make any mistakes because I know how much it takes away from the story but in A/N/profile... YEA NOT PRETTY

*Sigh just read the story

Oh, it's just a cup."

Funny how small little sentence's like this will change who we are.

I suppose it wasn't the cup itself that changed me, No it definitely wasn't the cup. It was Belle the way she laughed at my jokes the way she was the only one who could make me better.

I think back to those months she spent at my castle those months that were so much better than the rest of my existence, changed me beyond all of my years spent alone ever could.

When we first kissed I was so scared much more scared than I am now (Which is odd considering I'm about to die) Electricity had pulsed though me in a way it never had with Melia. I felt myself let go like I hadn't been able to in centuries.

" You were freeing yourself" I can still hear her voice calling me out in the way no-one else had.

I smil

I twirl the cup in my hands, Around and around the familiar feel bringing a strange calmness over me.

I look around to see Belle sitting by the tree well not my Belle merely an illusion but it's as close as I'm going to get. I get up and walk over to her allowing myself just a few more minutes of happiness.

"Rumple, What have you gotten yourself into" I hear her words but all I can focus on is the sound of her voice even in my finale moments making me better than I could ever be alone.

"You knew all along this was what was going to happen." I whisper.

"No I really didn't." She brushes her hand against mine and I'm surprised to feel something concrete perhaps it's because I'm about to pass from this world.

"You didn't think I would be able to do it." For some reason I'm hurt.

She puts her hand on my leg and again I feel it.

She puts her hand on my leg and again I feel it something.

"You shouldn't have done it in the first place." She insists

"The boy will be free." I smile for I've finally done something worth while.

"Pan will kill you." She's shouting now.

"I know" I'm surpised that she's showing emotion after-all she's simply a illusion showing me what I want to see.

"You know?! Don't you see I'm never going to get over you! Your choseing a stranger over me! How could you!"

I narrow my eyes to slits then throw her against a wall and watch her change into the man who took my grandson.

"Pan" I growl my fury growing with each passing moment

"Hello Dark One how nice to see you again" He slips from under my grasp and is behind me in a puff of smoke

"HOW DID YOU FIND OUT ABOUT HER" I scream as I whirl around to face him.

"I hate to answer a question with a question but how did you know it was me and not her."

"Belle's not here dearie" I feel the familer dark anger course though me but I must controll it, Belle would want me to controll it.

"Oh I know, You left her back in what was it Storybrooke but that's not what I meant. How did you know it wasn't just an illusion again." He smirks as if we are mealy two friends talking.

I don't answer I can't he knows about Storybrooke he knows where she is.

"Alright how bout we play a guessing game, I'll go first I guess that Belle is very important to you and you wouldn't want anything to happen to her. Am I right?"

Before I know what's happening I have Pan pinned against the tree my hands at his thought.

"I swear to God Pan if you touch her I will rip your heart out." My hands are shaking in I don't know what rage, fear.

Then he disappears

" DAM IT" I curse kicking the tree in frustration.

I'm completely powerless. Of course I can't do anything, Because once again he's gone slipped though my fingers.

Well I guess that's all part of the plan, I sigh as I summon my last hope.

"Hello shadow, I think you know what to do."

PAN PVO

I smile at the boy he's dancing with the other's just as I knew he would.

Also Rumple reacted to me even suggesting takeing Belle. Well reacted is a mild way of putting it I rub the spot on my neck where he squeezed.

Everything tonight is going as planned that doesn't happen very often. I lean back on the tree and feel a smug happiness roll though me.

If only I could have stayed like that for a while but it wasn't going to happen," Sir! Sir! " the lost boy pants franticly apparently to out of breathe to tell me what's so important.

" What, and please hurry I did not wish to be disturbed. " I roll my eyes in irritation

" The Dark One he has Henry. "

" What? " I ask not wanting to believe it.

" You want to explain to me how all of the lost boys lost the one thing of importance to IN THIS BLOODY CAMP. " I'm shouting by the end the coward shrinking back into himself.

" It was his shadow sir, None of us could see it and when ever we tried to stop him our blades simply went though it. You use the same thing to bring childr- ah new solders. "

I grab his shirt." Never compare me to that thing do you understand me."

I let go quickly I'm not truly angry the fun part of the game has just begun.

BELLE PVO

I lay on Rumple's bed sobbing I followed the list and conceled the town.

I'll never see him again yet something keeps me holding onto nothing.

BANG! The door fly's open and I whip my head off of the pillow it see a boy standing in the door way.

Gee who could it be I wonder (;

ALSO BOUS PONTS TO ANYONE WHO SPOTS THE SONG REFENCE IN THERE.