Note: Involves discussions and issues relating to the loss of virginity, especially on the emotional side of things.

Disclaimer: I do not own Yu-Gi-Oh! GX

Prologue

Sure You Will

"…I'm just not ready yet."

Chazz sighed, drawing his pale fingers away from his boyfriend's cheek and folding his arms in annoyance. No matter what approach he used, the brunette never seemed to want to talk about it. He only ever said that he wasn't ready. He never elaborated.

After almost a year's dating, he'd been sure that the confident, enthusiastic Jaden would be willing to take their relationship further.

/

Chazz had recently escaped from the brainwashing clutches of the Society Of Light. During his time in that cult, his relationship with his boyfriend had faltered, faded and almost disappeared. He had been brainwashed - the ideas of it now made him laugh, and he looked forward to taking down the members he had previously recruited.

He was glad to be free. He was glad that it had been Jaden to free him.

Since then - a month ago - Chazz had been getting along with Jaden the way he used to. They were still rivals, of course, but they were in love. They had told each other as much.

Now, Chazz was trying to persuade Jaden - like he had been ever since he had reached his senses again - to take their relationship further. Jaden could beat him in a duel - for now; he wanted to damn well change that - but there was another activity in which he could rule over Jaden. It would be almost too easy. He already knew that Jaden - who could handle the fate of the world on his shoulders - was a weak handler of pleasure. To dominate him would be too easy, and just too fun to do.

If only he'd let him.

But every time Chazz attempted to undress him - god, he wanted to see the brunette's body, just to see if it was as amazing as he was expecting - Jaden would push him away. Never forcefully, never to hurt him - just enough to make Chazz understand.

He didn't want it.

And Chazz didn't get it. A 'normal' seventeen year old boy who honestly didn't want to have sex? Surely he at least wanted to try it, to see what it was like, to be able to say he had?

But every time Chazz said this, or anything else regarding the matter, Jaden would always give him the same answer.

'I'm not ready yet.'

/

"You're mad at me, aren't you?" Jaden muttered.

Chazz humphed and shrugged in response.

"I'm sorry, Chazz" Jaden said, desperation touching the edges of his voice. "I do wanna do it. It's just … I can't. I'm not ready yet."

"That's what you always say."

Accurate and truthful. Jaden realised that a combination of both these things was also hurtful.

"Chazz … I'll … I'll be ready someday."

Without words of response, Chazz stood up and turned his back on the brown eyed Slifer.

"Sure you will."

The sarcasm in his voice hung in the room long after Chazz had left it, a thick mist that spilled emotions.

Jaden thought the strongest of them had to be doubt.

Please R&R