What's Meant To Be Will Be.
Chapter 1
LaLuneGirl
I don't know what to do anymore. Currently a myriad of emotions are flowing through my mind and soul. I keep asking myself…Why the hell did he have to divorce his wife? I am Tsukino Usagi, 27 years old and single. The man I had a crush on married last year ending years of turmoil and angst for me. I may be overly expressive but all I know is the relief I felt when it was announced he was getting married has been shattered. Isn't that weird? I've known Chiba Mamoru my whole life, my family is actually great friends with his, one could say his family and mine are childhood friends. His sisters and mother made absolutely no secret of the fact that they hoped we would get married. But that's not how it worked and I'm ok with that…was ok with that. Really. I'm not lying. I was fine. I've never been in love and know for a fact that it wasn't love so it doesn't really…didn't really bother me. Thought it did my family and his. My mother kept a close eye on me for days after the engagement was called….I'm not sure what she was looking for…did she want me to break down and cry my heart out to her? Or confide in her that my life had come to an end? I'm not too sure what she expected. Of course the hatful things my little brother Shingo said about Mamoru was kind of surprising. An outsider could think that we were going out and out of the blue he broke up with me to marry this other chick. But that's now how it was….That's not how our families work. I was happy with the thought that I'm ready to live alone. I have a theory for life. 'What is meant to be will be'. Of course my mother is less than thrilled by my statement as she's ready to have me married off and popping babies. Parents sheesh. My best friend knows a bit of what was going on but due to our conflicting scheduled Naru-chan and I haven't been able to connect so she doesn't' know much. My other friend, the annoying Minako on the other hand knows the whole deal. She's what I lovingly refer to as a player. A new guy every week. Currently she's talking with a guy in England. I think she said he was a pilot. I wonder about her boy hopping ways but there is one guy she's been stuck on for a while. Though I know it won't work out. He's currently in his home country, and I feel he did string her along for a while but then he outright said he wasn't ready for commitment and broke it off with her. They still talk….
Before he got engaged we were cordial with each other, we would talk, laugh and joke around. Don't get me wrong we weren't the greatest of friends but we were friends. Ever since the divorce started (I just found out but apparently the proceedings have been ongoing for a few months now) He hasn't even looked my way. At first I wondered if someone said something to his wife and that's why we no longer saw her (we saw him every time our families got together) and if that was why he wouldn't even look at me anymore. Now I don't know.
This is constantly running through my mind and I don't know what to do or not to do.
Oh well what is meant to be will be…
To Be Continued….