and she wills herself to just forget him, but her heart's a traitor.
heartbreaker
sasuhina
and it's just another tragic teenage love story, she thinks, she knows, she believes. she loves him and he doesn't know she exists. not at all. and she knows this
deep
deep
deep
in her soul, and she wills herself to just forget him because he's only going to break her heart
(just like he breaks all the other girls' hearts—the heartbreaker)
but her heart betrays her, and she cant keep him out of her mind.
he's beautiful, she thinks while the other girls chatter about how sexy he his, loud enough for him to hear, then they squeal and laugh when he turns in their direction.
it make her sick to her stomach, but she holds it all in and she smiles like she does every day. because she knows that if she doesn't smile and pretend everything's okay, it'll all start to crumble down, down, down at her feet, and she doesn't know if she'll be strong enough to pick up the pieces again.
no. no, she wont.
because she's sixteen and awkward and shy.
and nothing ever goes right in this dramatic little play
that they call high school.
24 august 2008; 6.16 pm
n o t e ;; wow. sasuhina, huh?