either I suck at everything or you're good at everything
you know what hurts the most? being compared to someone who's one of your best friends.
feeling so invisible
smaller than a speck of dust
wishing you could just disappear
knowing nobody would care enough to notice
how does it feel being miss popular
being the prettier friend
being the smartest, too
oh yes the best in music too
oh and somehow even though you spend afternoons going hyper and chasing a dog around and people *cough el cough* are working their asses off, and yet you do better
can you actually suck at something? or is that the only thing you can't do?
hearing you say how "life is unfair to you" pisses me the fuck off because simply,
you're not the one who wakes up to fighting parents,
you're not the one who tries so freaking hard to even look half decent for school,
you're not the one who has to take a 1 hour long bus ride just to get home,
you're not the one whose name nobody bothers to remember,
you're not me, you don't know how much it hurts to feel like nobody cares enough to notice you and even when they do, it's to pick on you.