Dark Ice : This 'ere's me first fanfic, although technically, it's not really a fanfic, more like a fanpoem, actually. So I guess I'll stop yakking now and let you read what I wrote while I was desperately trying not to fall asleep during my business class. Please R&R!

Disclaimer : I do not own Gundam Wing or anything that has to do with Gundam Wing. pouts So don't sue me, 'cause there is no point in trying to. I have no money.

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In Memory of …

Let the darkness consume

Let it rip you apart

Let it break to pieces

Let it take over your life

Now destroy everything that comes

Don't care about anything at all

Cuz they mean nothing to you

They taught you everything you know

And how to feel nothing

No anger, no hatred

No joy, no sadness

Nothing

But where is this light coming from

I've never seen it before

It's like the light of a star

Growing steadily brighter

It reminds me of happiness, security

But I have no need of those things

I am without light

I am the Perfect Soldier

Suddenly, I remember

What made me put my humanity away

What made me so cold

What made me the Perfect Soldier

I killed the little girl and her dog

It shouldn't have happened

But it did

I killed

Innocence

I was sent to destroy my enemy

But instead I destroyed a world

The little girl's world

For she never saw tomorrow

The grief and sorrow should have killed me

But then I became the Perfect Soldier

And I felt nothing at all

Darkness consumed

I buried myself within its confines

Yet I was free

Free of the qualities that prevented me

From becoming the Perfect Soldier

I died

The Perfect Soldier awoke

The light grows closer, brighter

Its warmth is faint

But I can still feel it

How can this be

Relena

Why can't I destroy you

I've gotten rid of so many others

But why not you

Are you the one who is causing me

To feel again

I know I must destroy you

But something is holding me back

What's wrong with me

Those eyes

They look so helpless

Yet full of determination and

Strength

But I gave those up long ago

Relena

How can you revive what was

Lost forever

Those memories

That life

Of when Heero Yuy still lived

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Yeah, okay, I know… Heero uses Heero Yuy as his code name, I had to use it as his real name, cuz I have no idea what his real name is. Well now that you've read this, please Review! Criticism and flames greatly appreciated! And if any of you know Heero Yuy's real name, please tell me! Thanx!   ^.^