A/n: I've always wanted to explore Sister a little more in depth (Bow chica bow wow), so here goes nothing? Please review, I adore constructive criticism, especially with this new writing style that I'm trying. edit: switched around the emphasis so it isn't as annoying ;]
You're always 'Sister', never actually taken seriously. You are such a dreamer, they tell you, and you smile vaguely when they do, and even though they're so very scornful, you thank them, because you never were very smart, were you, girly?
And when those (cruelcruel) boys put their hands on you, you don't know what to do, and you're soso confused. Your mama always told you to be a nice girl, but, love, your mama is gone, isn't she? So you let them touch you and it (kinda) hurts, but they are saying that they love you, and ofcourse they mean it, because they wouldn't lie, because lying is bad.
You've always wanted your gallant Prince Charming, and he'll come one day, of course he will. But for now there are only the peasants, and they all come running with smiles and touchyfeely hands. Your brother, brave knight that he is, beats them off, and you don't speak, because words don't suit you, not at all.
The fairy tales that you're always wrapped up in are real, right? So you must be the heroine, the beautiful princess that catches her onetruelove at first sight. And you search, because you can only find out which one it is with a kiss, don'cha know?
The books say that everyone is trustworthy, yeah? So when they offer you those littlewhitepills, you just smile, sweetie, and don't mind it when you're usedandabused, because at this point, you think that he is(n't) coming, so what's the point?
Then the pills turn into powder, and (ashestoashes) a little part of you is still screaming, but you drown yourself in the booze and drugs and men (dusttodust), because you're still just a little girl who doesn't know any better, aren't you, my dear?
Because your big, strong knight who always kept you safe has left and the world is an ocean, beating you against the rocks, and soon there won't be anything left, will there? But if you were just backwithDex, maybe you could turn back time together. Go back to simplesimple smiles and childhood laughter.
So you join the army, and they're (very) mean, and they scoff (but you're used to that by now), and send you away on a big ship with lotsa prettylights, and you land with a *crash*(but you always loved attention), and maybemaybe things will change this time, but no, that could never happen.
Because you're still just little Sister, who was never very good with the whole thinking and words thing, and you'll always just be that brokenlittlegirl who isn't very smart, aren't you, darling?