Prolouge ?"The people in every generation always have a single thought in the back of their mind that everybody elses dream is meaningless compared to their own, some people admit it more than others, and some completly deny that thought altogether and some for that dream to come true it means they have to ceate nightmares.
Those nightmares can mean death and those deaths create survivors and in turn creates even more dreams it is all one big never ending cycle and my part would mean the cycle stage of nightmares.
Chapter 1 The Light in Darkness.
My morning routine was always the same some tragic news story in the morning about a murder that didn't ever effect us in any way and the next morning or late afternoon it would always be solved by reality it's about the only reason I pay attention to anymore because it facinates me about how anyone can pay attention to it anymore. Which usually starts all the conversations at school and people are diturred from it because they dont care enough about it to talk about it all day then if it is someone from this school then they will have a school wide pray and a memorial service for all the people who know him or her but usually students who barely know them use this as an excuse to get out of class it almost sickens me but really I don't care. My life always seems to get more boring as the day goes on after I get home I go eat dinner I go do my homework go do something mildly entertaining like playing a game, going outside, or just reading and then go to bed and I start the cycle once again. All I seem to be doing is just following a crowd of people everyday to their deaths and mine. I always put on a fake expression to fill that void of interest but really I'm hating myself for going anywhere that I have already gone I feel as though I don't belong here like there is another place that is silently bechoning for me but it doesn't seem to reach my ears I almost feel like screaming from a rooftop looking for the call myself but I'd probably be outcasted for saying how boring this world is. The dream I have to make the world more interesting I hope school will be bearable today.
?"Hey! Lear!"
That's my name Lear Firelight and the guy waving his arms like an idiot that's my best friend Gordon Redstar the only friend I actually like.
Lear"Hey Gordon what's up.
Gordon walks up to me like he has something important to say.
Gordon"Good news we have a new student here today I hear she's pretty cute."
Whoopty friken do like I care about a new student guy or girl.
Lear"Ok, so why should I care."
Gordon"Well because I know your single and you need a girlfriend."
Lear"You have a one track mind don't you I told you I don't need a girlfriend."
Gordon"YOur gonna be lonely the rest of your life if you don't get a girlfriend."
Fine with me.
Lear"I will be fine we are just in highschool after all."
Gordon" Jeeze, sometimes you're such a buzz kill."
Lear"That's my job."
I always hear about a new student but it doesn't affect my life in any way.
Gordon "There she is."
Lear"Cool."
I just looked away because I didn't want anything to do with her or really anybody, so I gazed outside and looked at the sun, unaffected by anything around it I almost wished I could be like the sun, but I know even if I was I know I wouldn't be any affect or impact on the world or even the city for that matter im only one person it's almost enough to bring a tear to my eye but what good will that do. When everyone get's done gawking at the new girl I just go directly to class, my schoolday was just as boring as it always is no variety just the same crap I usually deal with all about learning about the past and how we "bettered ourselves", if we bettered ourselves from the past life would be so much more fun and interesting not just people sheltering themselves from the outside world. After school I took a different route to my house hoping to gain a little excitement from this ordeal I walk into a new store to see if anything was different in here.
?"Welcome, what would you like today?"
Lear" I am just, looking thank you.
The shop looked promising but now that I see it on the inside it looks like some vudu with my hopes for excitement smashed to pieces, I buy something out of curtasy and get ready to leave when.
Theif "Both of you on the ground!...Now!"