Disclaim. I don't own any of the characters apart from Guinevere. Xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxooxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox
It's been two years since my whole world was turned around. I felt so many emotions, some I thought I could never feel. Love being one of them. Fear no one would believe that I was scared. Malfoy's are not scared of anything. I was. Scared of losing her scared of hurting her.
I became obsessed with her. She was like a drug and I kept going back for more and more. Never realising the consequences. As I stare at her grave I can't stop a solitude tear rolling down my cheek. I miss her so much. Her laugh, her smile, her eyes, her bushy brown hair. But most of all I miss her warm embrace. I know that very soon I will see her again. We will lie together next to each other for eternity. Before I go I leave a bouquet of black and red roses. Her favourite. I kiss her grave and apparate to our home.
Today is the day that we are going to be reunited. I go up to your nursery. I can't believe that I helped make something so beautiful and perfect. It pains me to look at you. Even though you are only a year old, you look so much like your mother. Guinevere you have her pale skin and rosy cheeks, brown curly hair, her lips and nose. But you have my eyes. Your eyes are grey and captivating. They are doorways to your soul.
I pick you up from your cot and embrace you. You cry, you sense that something is wrong, you soon settle down and fall asleep. I put you back into your cot and leave to my room. As I enter I can smell her. She smelt of lilies and the scent still lingers here. On my bed there is a diary that has the beginning and end of a match made in heaven. I open draw and pull out my gun and necklace that you will soon have. I wrote my suicide note days ago. I make my way to your nursery. I thank Merlin that you are still asleep. I put the necklace around your neck and place a letter addressed to you. Miss Guinevere Belle Granger Malfoy. And place it next to you in your cot.
I tell you how much I love you and that I will be with you forever but in spirit. I will be proud of you no matter what. I hope this diary will explain everything. It won't make you feel better but it might help you move on with your life. You need to know why I gave up. Hopefully you will understand my reasons. I love you so much Belle. Live your life to the full and enjoy it because life is short. Remember that your mother and me will be looking down at you forever. And will love you dearly.
All my love forever.
Your father. Draconis Xavier Malfoy
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Draco Malfoy was standing besides his daughter's cot. He placed a forest green diary in it and walked to the centre of the room with his back to the cot. Tears were falling freely down his cheeks. He placed his suicide note next to him. He lifted his gun to his head. Draco didn't realise that Guinevere was stirring in her cot. Draco Malfoy pulled the trigger. He instantly fell to the floor. Before he gave into the darkness he heard Guinevere's first word "daddy". Draco died with a smile on his beautiful lips.
If anyone were in Malfoy Manor they would hear the cries of a baby who had no one left in her life.
It's been two years since my whole world was turned around. I felt so many emotions, some I thought I could never feel. Love being one of them. Fear no one would believe that I was scared. Malfoy's are not scared of anything. I was. Scared of losing her scared of hurting her.
I became obsessed with her. She was like a drug and I kept going back for more and more. Never realising the consequences. As I stare at her grave I can't stop a solitude tear rolling down my cheek. I miss her so much. Her laugh, her smile, her eyes, her bushy brown hair. But most of all I miss her warm embrace. I know that very soon I will see her again. We will lie together next to each other for eternity. Before I go I leave a bouquet of black and red roses. Her favourite. I kiss her grave and apparate to our home.
Today is the day that we are going to be reunited. I go up to your nursery. I can't believe that I helped make something so beautiful and perfect. It pains me to look at you. Even though you are only a year old, you look so much like your mother. Guinevere you have her pale skin and rosy cheeks, brown curly hair, her lips and nose. But you have my eyes. Your eyes are grey and captivating. They are doorways to your soul.
I pick you up from your cot and embrace you. You cry, you sense that something is wrong, you soon settle down and fall asleep. I put you back into your cot and leave to my room. As I enter I can smell her. She smelt of lilies and the scent still lingers here. On my bed there is a diary that has the beginning and end of a match made in heaven. I open draw and pull out my gun and necklace that you will soon have. I wrote my suicide note days ago. I make my way to your nursery. I thank Merlin that you are still asleep. I put the necklace around your neck and place a letter addressed to you. Miss Guinevere Belle Granger Malfoy. And place it next to you in your cot.
I tell you how much I love you and that I will be with you forever but in spirit. I will be proud of you no matter what. I hope this diary will explain everything. It won't make you feel better but it might help you move on with your life. You need to know why I gave up. Hopefully you will understand my reasons. I love you so much Belle. Live your life to the full and enjoy it because life is short. Remember that your mother and me will be looking down at you forever. And will love you dearly.
All my love forever.
Your father. Draconis Xavier Malfoy
Xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
Draco Malfoy was standing besides his daughter's cot. He placed a forest green diary in it and walked to the centre of the room with his back to the cot. Tears were falling freely down his cheeks. He placed his suicide note next to him. He lifted his gun to his head. Draco didn't realise that Guinevere was stirring in her cot. Draco Malfoy pulled the trigger. He instantly fell to the floor. Before he gave into the darkness he heard Guinevere's first word "daddy". Draco died with a smile on his beautiful lips.
If anyone were in Malfoy Manor they would hear the cries of a baby who had no one left in her life.