Hey guys: Sorry I had to repost this! I needed to edit it and it wouldn't let me.
I don't own Twilight or any of the characters although I wish I did. I would be rich...
Basic Story: Edward leaves, Bellas going to be a vampire, and get a special ability that makes her famous to get revenge on Edward.
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BPOV
"Gone, gone, gone…No! Nooooo!!!!!!!!!!NOOOOOOO!!!!!!!"
I jolted awake screaming from yet another nightmare.
I lay in bed whimpering. I glanced over at the clock: 7:45. What did it matter? He wasn't there anymore. He didn't care.
This is pathetic, I know, but what else am I supposed to do? After all, my boyfriend, my best friend, my vampire, my life was all gone. There was nothing left of me except this stupid body tying me down to earth. Why not get rid of that, too?
If only clumsy me hadn't gotten that stupid paper cut at my party. If only he didn't leave... But 'if' is a powerful word. and useless. He's gone. That's all that matters.
And he just took my life with him.
Charlie vainly tries to cheer me up. He went out and bought me that iPhone that I used to be wanting forever, before, well, it happened. He even offered to buy me ten songs. What's the use? There's no one to call. It just made me more depressed, reminding me of the song Edward played for me.
Charlie had suggested that I go back to live with Renee to make me stop thinking about Edward, but I refused. It wasn't that I didn't love my mom. I just needed something to remind me of my Heaven. If I left, maybe I'd forget all about him. But that'd never happen.
He had taken all of my souveniers of him: the CD he gave me, the pictures.
But he didn't take the memories. No, that was the only thing I was allowed to keep. Just the stupid, useless memories.
Why does life do that? Give you something, a beautiful, shining star sent down from Heaven high above, then the very next wink whisk it away back to its high towers? Making you yearn ever so deeply for something that you know is unattainable?
Sometimes I wonder what if I didn't meet him. What if there were no memories? What if he never stepped into my life? Would I be any happier than I was now? Probably. But wouldn't the light of my life have been extinguished? Once again, those ifs.
After some time, I got out of bed, realized that I was extremely late, and took my time. Like it mattered anymore. He was not coming to get me. Why should I care anymore?
I got into my truck to go to school and thought about days past. Big mistake. I couldn't stop the overwhelming flow of tears and memories. There was that time with E in the meadow. And that trip to Port Angeles. And those times with Jacob. The day we went hiking. The motorcycle lessons. And me starting to mend. And then when he left me for some other girl.
I couldn't help it. It was too much. Too much…
Until I raised my head looked past the windshield
And the face staring back at me.
I gasped
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