I haven't seen Jake in forever! We went to the movies over a month ago and on the way home he seemed really off, so I felt his forehead to see if he had a fever and he felt like he was burning up! When he dropped me of at home I told him to go home and get better and to call me once he got better. But like I said I haven't heard from him in over a month and each time I call him it's Billy, Jakes dad, that picks up the phone and he just keep telling me that Jake doesn't wanna talk to me. So right now I'm on my way to La Push to talk to him. He can't keep avoiding me! Dad keeps telling me to give him some time but I miss and need my best friend so much right now. Since Edward and the rest of the Cullen's left life haven't been the same. My friends weren't really welcoming me back to their group, the only one that welcomed me was Angela. So the past year we have been hanging out a lot. Yeah OK Jake took me back too, but that was mostly because he've had a crush on me since we were kids. But now I'm glad that school is over so I don't have to put up with everybody staring at me all the time. I graduated from high school last week and I was so disappointed that Jake didn't come, but Billy was there and he had a present with him from Jake. I would much rather have preferred Jake being there and not get a gift. The gift was a handmade bracelet with a wolf craved in some sort of tree hanging from it. And I haven't taken it of since Billy gave it to me.
I was so lost in my thoughts that I hadn't noticed I was parked outside Jakes house. I took a couple of deep breathes before opening the car door. I got out of the car and walked towards the front door, but as soon as I reached the front porch the door opened and Billy came out to meet me.
"Bella what are you doing here? I have already told you that Jake doesn't wanna talk to you!" Billy looked both sad and angry at me.
"Well hello to you too Billy! Surprisingly I'm here to see Jake! And no matter what you say, I'm staying right here until Jake gets the guts to tell me himself that he doesn't wanna be my friend anymore! So you can either let me in and let me sit inside and wait for him or just let me sit out here and just let me be!" I know that I'm being too hard on Billy but right now I don't really care that much. The only thing I care about is seeing Jake again.
"Come in then Bella! Your dad would kill me for letting you sit outside when it's raining." Billy wheeled himself inside again and I followed him. He turned on the TV and started to watch some baseball match that was on.
"Bella just so you know I have no idea where Jake is right now and I don't know when he's coming back." Billy looked over at me with sadness written all over his face.
"That's alright Billy. Hey is there anything you need help with around here? Cause I would be happy to help." I smiled at him, even though I was mad at Jake it didn't mean I had to be mad at Billy too, he smiled back at me.
"Bella you don't have to help with anything. But if you really want to the house needs some cleaning up, but that's Jakes job so you don't have to do it!"
"I know you don't mean that Billy! I know you would be thrilled to actually get the house cleaned properly!"
"Yeah you're right! But you don't have to feel like you have to do it! But believe it or not Jake is actually really thorough the few times a year he cleans the house!" By the end of the sentence he was laughing and once he started I did to.
"Oh Billy I would give so much to see that! You have to call me the next time he cleans the house!" We were both laughing so hard right now. When we gained our breathes again Billy seemed so much happier than when I came.
"So Billy I'm just gonna start cleaning. Call if you need anything."
I went down the hall to the closet and retrieved the things I needed. I went around cleaning till around lunch time, and then I went into the living room to ask Billy if he was hungry but he was asleep in front of the TV so I just decided to make some lunch and wake him up once it was done.
I was almost done with the food when the back door busted open and 6 enormous guys came in.
"Billy you know you don't have to cook for us all the time!" the oldest looking guy said. When he said that he looked up and noticed I wasn't Billy. He looked really shocked to see me, I don't think I know him but at the looks of it he obviously knows who I am. He cleared his throat to get the others attention they all looked up from their conversations. One of them stepped forward once he saw me he looked really mad, he looked so familiar but who he is I can't remember.
"Bella what the hell are you doing here?" Oh it's Jake! Damn he has changed a lot since I saw him last!
"Well hello to you too Jake! I promised Billy to clean the house and now I'm making lunch for him and me!" Why the hell does he look so damn angry? It's not like I've done anything I haven't done before!
"Bella could you please go outside for a minute?" The oldest looking guy asked me.
"Yeah I can do that, but why would I? I don't know you so why should I listen to anything you say?" Who the hell does he think he is? One of the guys in the back stepped forward, he was looking really angry and he was shaking like crazy!
"Bella just please go outside! And I'm Sam Uley the one that found you the day that the Cullen boy left you alone in the woods!" Oh that's why he looks familiar! But I still don't like him!
"Whatever, I still ain't gonna do it! I need to finish lunch for Billy, so I'm just gonna stay right here!" The one that a step forward before came all the way over to me and started yelling in my face.
"Who the hell do you think you are? Just get the fuck out of here beeefooo…" He just stopped midsentence after he had made eye contact with me. It felt like a cold hand just ran down my back! All I could do was look into this guy's beautiful blue eyes. We stood there looking at each other for I don't know how long, till somebody cleared their throat. I was the first one to look away and see who wanted our attention. I looked up and met Sam's eyes. I looked around the room and saw Jake looking really angry and he was shaking like crazy! Two of the others were trying to hold Jake back and the last one were trying to calm him down by talking to him.
"Paul get a hold on yourself again, please! I don't think Bella likes the way you are looking at her! Guys can you take Jacob outside before he does something he's gonna regret!" His name is Paul, nice! But why the fuck was he yelling at me one second and then the next one he's looking at me like it's the first time he sees the sun? Damn Bella get it together and tell him to shut the fuck up!
"Paul is it? What the hell is your problem? You can't just start yelling at somebody you don't even know! So you just shut the fuck up and let me get back to what I did before you all came here!" When I said this both Sam and Paul looked really shocked at what a bitch I can be! When Sam got himself together he started laughing really hard.
"Damn Paul this one's gonna be a handful even for you. Bella would you mind making lunch for the rest of us too? Cause I think that it will be easier to explain everything here." What does he need to explain to me?
"Shut up Sam! And shouldn't you go outside and see how the probie is doing?" Paul said looking at me again.
"Paul I actually think its best that you do it, cause it's your fault he's mad!" Why would it be Paul's fault? Paul looked at me one final time before walking out the door.
"Bella when you're done with lunch can you come outside? Cause we all got something to tell you!" I just nodded and then he walked out the door. I started on lunch again and tried keeping my mind of Paul, but there's just something about him that draws me in, I have this weird feeling that I need to be close to him to ever be happy, weird!"