Kelly- I'v been writing a lot lately. This is a one shot! do not ask for updates plz n thank u ^o^
ikuto- ugh i di-
amu- *covers ikuto's mouth* hehe *sweatdrop*
kelly- Please enjoy, I do not own shugo chara or any of its charactors!!!
AGES-
Amu- 17
ikuto- was 20
rima- 17
(Amu Pov.)
I sighed and walked down the park sidewalk slowly. I was wearing a small coat over Blue Jeans with a white top with a Pink heart on the bottom of it. The days are growing shorter...cause of winter.
just like my life.
I strolled down more and thought 'it'll be winter soon...' I stopped walking and hid my eyes with my bangs.
I clenched my fists and gritted my teeth
(flashback)
"grr IKUTO! GIVE IT BACKK!!" i screamed as he found my diary.
"hmmm lets see whats inside first shall we?" he smirk and held it up too high for me to reach I saw him skimming the pages til he got to the last...what? 5?
I blushed "IKUTOO! NOW!" i screamed again
He looked off guard and looked down at me.
My life is so fucking over!! He read that in my last entry I woke how much i liked him and how.
hot i thought he looked.
I blushed and ran out of the room.
"a-amu!" I heard him yell
I ran out of my house and outside.
It was freezing. I ran outside in the very start of december.
I ran out into the street and saw lights.
'a...car?' i thought then all i remember seeing what blackness.
I had my eyes closed tightly. I wasn't going to open them, hell i was probebly dead.
'soft? when is death soft?' i thought as i felt my hand move on the soft thing i was laying on.
the thing hugged me
"IDIOT!" i heard somebody scream
"ARE YOU FUCKING NUTS? DO YOU WANNA DIE?" I looked up and saw ikuto, panting
I winced at his yelling. "i'm...not dead?" I murmered
"NO!" I sighed as i heard him scold me more
"IT WAS ONLY A LITTLE HALF CONFESSION AND YOUR COMMITING SUICIDE?!" he yelled/asked The blood ran to my face as i remembered. I was completly hot and red I presume.
He smirked.
I couldn't speek at all. I knew he didn't love me...He only thought i was a little kid.
I can't move. I felt like I was going to cry. then kill ikuto for smirking at me humilation.
"I-" I started to say. "I LOVE YOU" I said then covered my mouth
'I DIDN'T SAY THAT! IT WASN'T ME! w-what the....' I thought
He hugged me closer 'what...?' i thought
"I..Love you too" I heard. but didn't believe. the shock from almost being run over must have caused some mental issues.
"did you hear me?" ikuto asked
"you what..?" I asked
"I love you dummy" he said and almost blushed and covered him mouth like he was trying not to laugh...but he wasn't laughing at all.
"r-really?" i got tears in my eyes
"ahhh don't cry!" he yelled
I sniffed and wiped my eyes
"I'm so happy" I smilied. 'this is so cliche' I thought n sweatdropped
"amu-koi~" ikuto sang
"w-what? KOI?" i yelled
"yes we just said we love each other so we're boyfriend and girlfriend now." he explained
'who cares if its cliche...cause now i have a totally amazing boyfriend' I thought as ikuto went to kiss my lips.
I happily let him do it. We heard claps.
We looked around to see people staring at us. I blushed and he did a little too.
"GIVE IT TO HER MAN!" we heard a guy yell. So he smirked and kissed me again as everybody laughed and giggled
"wow i envy her..." I overheard.
I blushed. Something wet touched my nose.
'snow...' i looked at the sky and so did ikuto and we just sat there...in the middle of a busy place watching the snow fall.
Our wonderful snowy love.
(end of flashback)
It hurt...Remembering times like those..
Espcially cause today was....the first anniversay of Ikuto's death.
(flashback)
"MERRY CHRISTMAS!" i yelled and handed ikuto his present
"n-not so loud amu-koi" he sweatdropped
"muu~ why not?" i said and pouted and he smilied and handed me a small box. It was our 5th christmas since we got together. THATS RIGHT! 5 YEARS OF A RELATIONSHIP BABY!
I opened it and gasped "IKUTO! this is way too nice.." I said as i opened it wider to see a pink and blue diamand shoved into a little diamand crescent heart-shaped Ring.
He got down on one knee "amu-koi..would it be too cliche if i asked you to marry me on christmas?" He asked with the sweetest smile ever
"a-are you asking me to m-marry you?!" i gasped again
"yes amu-koi...I am..so will you?"
I got tears in my eyes and they started to fall down from my eyes. He got a hurt look on his face.
"you don't have to...we can wait you know.." He said and hugged my sholders and looked at my face.
I hiccuped. "i-idiot...i-idiot.. O-of course I'll marry you!" I hugged him so tight. I wasn't ever going tyo let go.
That was the first time we had sex.
yes we were a VERY cliche couple.
engaged on Christmas.
Waiting til we were married to have sex...well....engaged.
I sighed internally.
I was so happy when I woke up on his chest I almost started crying for the thousandth time that week.
I hugged him so tightly.
He petted my hair and i smilied
"morning Hinamori amu. No. tsukiyomi Amu" he smilied and petted my hair some more.
"morning Love of my life" I blushed and smilied
"you really grew" he said, COMPLETLY changing the mood as he blushed and chuckled like an old perverted man.
"PERVERT!" i yelled and hit him over the head with a pillow.
"but you ARE engaged to this pervert!!" He yelled and chuckled more
I blushed. Even though we were bickering...I was so happy. Nothing could make me happier. not money...or fame..
(end of flashback)
A tear rolled down my cheek.
'h-how...could you do this?! how...could you just leave me..alone..' i thought as more tears rolled down my cheeks.
I grabbed my heart. Not litterally. where the stabbing pain was in my chest called heartbreak.
I never even got to have your babies...
(flashback)
"do you tsukiyomi Ikuto, take Hinamori Amu, as you lawfully wedded wife?" the priest said
"I do." he smirked. 'even at a time like this...he's smirking..' i thought and smilied
My whole family was there. At MY wedding...with the man i love..ikuto.
"Do you Hinamori Amu, take tsukiyomi Ikuto, as your lawfully wedded husband?" he asked me
"I..do.." I said as a happy tear rolled down my cheek
"you sure do cry a lot my dear wife" He said. being so proud I was finally his.
"haha" I laughed quietly as he wiped away the tear.
The priest smilied and said "you may now, kiss the bride"
"I would be more than happy to do just that" He held the sides of my face and kissed me so dearly I thought I was going to die.
'I love you..Ikuto' I thougth
"I love you Ikuto." as he picked me up bridal style and headed off and out of the church.
to our hunny mood and Hawaii. his parents paid of course, I laughed
(end of flashback)
it wasn't long after our hunnymoon that he got sick..
He had...Cancer in his brain.
It was awful. When I found out. I didn't think it was happening. the while room started to spin and I fainted.
when I woke up i was at home. I screamed cause i needed to be by him. I called a Taxi and was there in a heartbeat...
"ikuto.." I said aloud to myself. I was still on the pathway in the park
(flashback)
"ikuto.." I cried and held his hand to my cheek
"idiot...are you always crying? I'm going to get threw this! it takes more than a brain tumor to kill me off" and with that he just grinned and gave me a big hug.
'ikuto..don't play the tough guy..please..it only hurts more' i thought
"visiting hours are over" the nurse said
I didn't move. I was going to be there for ikuto...whether i seemed clingy and nuts or not.
"i said visi-"
"i heard you, I'm not leaving." I said. Ikuto was already asleep but i wasn't leaving. Hell no.
"you have to leave miss"
"if your husband had a brain tumor..would you leave him all alone in a hospital bed?" I asked with ice in my voice
She looked at me with simpanthy and smilied
"ok hun. don't tell anybody kay?" she put her finger to her lips and left.
"Thank you nurse-san" i said aloud.
I sighed and crawled into bed with my poor husband.
'ikuto..' I thought before falling asleep.
(5 months later)
"WHAT? your...lying..." I said.
"no mrs. tsukiyomi. I'm sorry...your husband only has 2 months to live...the brain tumor has spread far too much for us to get out." The doctor said
I started crying histaricly. but you would too if your husband you loved was...going to.
I sobbed for days straight.
"ikuto...Everything is going to be alright." I said as i walked into the room.
"amu...I love you more than anything in this world." He looked at me and said that...but his eyes just said...
"I know."
"I-I love you too ikuto.. I always have"
(1 month and a half later)
"amu.." I looked over at the sick ikuto.
"what?" I smilied a heartless smile....
"don't...be sad when I'm gone" I heard that..and gasped
"oh ikuto.." I started sobbing again.
But nothing came out...Because i can't cry anymore. I'v already cried to much.
"i-i'm sorry..." I said
"y-your going threw...so much pain and..I can't even give you a REAL smile" I sobbed
"amu...your so.." He took a breathe. "stupid"
"I love you amu. I always have. ever since We first met. and when I read your diary and found out you liked me...i.."
He took another breathe. "was so happy...I love you and I always will.." He took another breathe.
his breathes he took were like a ticking clock.
"ikuto..I love you more than you'll ever know...I'll never forget you.." I cried and held his hand
"i will never regret meeting you..I don't...regret it.." I said
and then.
He took one last breathe.
"Goodbye Amu-koi"
A machine started going crazy and beeping then a lot of doctors and nurses ran in.
I just stood in the back, watching as they tried to get him started again.
I opened my mouth "IKUTOOOOOOOOOO" I screamed into the sad night.
Tomorrow would have been our...anniversary of when we got married...Our second one.
I was asked to sit in the waitig room while they tried to help him.
but i knew he was gone.
I just knew in my gut it was true.
Our friends ran inside the waiting room and saw me hunched in a ball crying my eyes out.
"a-amu?!" rima asked. Kukai, Tadase, Rima, yaya, kairi, and Nadihico were all there...
When He died.
(end of flashback)
I cried softly and suddenly felt very warm and smelled something sweet..
"ikuto.." I sighed out.
"your there aren't you?" I cried
'i can feel him here...right next to me' I thought as the wind blew a little but I was still very warm.
I smilied for the first time is a a year.
"i love you" I whispered. I realized nobody was around me on the path. I sighed and kept on smiling even though the tears kept on falling.
I felt a push on my back and I bumped into somebody.
"o-oh...sorry" I said 'that was weird..' i thought
I looked up and gasped It was a guy...looked my age...he had purple hair, about ikuto's lenth. he also had yellowish eyes. He was very Tall and handsome.
"oh I'm sorry.. miss are you ok?" He asked
"y-yes I fine" I smilied
"have we met somewhere before?" I asked him
"haha I don't know. Do you know a "Kazama Hiroto"? He laughed
"haha guess not" I said
"do you want to?" he sort of blushed
for a minute. Time stopped
'is this what you want?'
"yes..I'd like to a lot." I smilied and we exchanged phone numbers and stuff.
"so..Kazama Hiroto? thats a cool name" I laughed
"yea i guess so..but its not my real name you know" he smirked
"I'm from the main land japan so my names a little weird so I changed it" He smilied
"oh? then whats your real name?" I smilied, curious
"Kazama Otuki" He said and winked.
So he said he had to go and pick up his little sister from his moms house and he left.
When he left i realized.....
"otuki" spelled backwords is...
"ikuto"
Then....A snowflake landed on my nose.
Kelly- Ok while i was writing this I was crying...
ikuto- great writing kelly-chan
amu- yes good job kely-chan
kelly- aww you guys...are praising me.. thank you! *hugs them both*
ikuto- Please R&R.