Espion

I don't own anything except the idea. Also I'm so sorry if you hate this but I couldn't give less of a fuck. I'm doing this for me because I want to make my writing better. Enjoy.

Crasse:

"Son of a dickfuck" I mumbled to myself, hopelessly scrubbing at the forever stained iron pan. I dropped the pan into the soapy water that now also covered my hands. This was my life now, Hermione Granger: Maid for the Order of the Phoenix. I used to be great, and powerful. I used to be beloved and looked up to. I used to be happy. Until Ronald fucking Weasley messed up "my" mission. I sighed and ran my hands through my hair.

"Fuck", I shouted. Now my hair was sopping as well.

"Its not like you look any different, your hair will forever look like soggy dog's droppings Hermione we've discussed this". I looked up when I heard who had started talking. I would know that voice anywhere, preferably if a pillow was smothering it. My eyes widened in shock. 'No dark thoughts' I berated myself.

"Oh, hello Ronald" I said, better to just play nice than to spend all day hand washing his disgusting clothes.

"I want dinner. Now." I sighed before replying. I was really doing that too much these days.

"I already made dinner Ron, it's in the fridge" I told him pointing to the fridge. I turned around and proceeded to scrub the stubborn pan for a couple of minutes before giving up and putting it on the drying rack. Turning around, I went to walk out of the grubby kitchen at Grimmauld Place to take a nice, hot shower in my quaint (to put it nicely) room upstairs when I found Ronald still in the kitchen. I was surprised he was still here, usually he leaves my presence after a couple of insults. I briefly smile at him as I pass him before rolling my eyes and silently gagged when he couldn't see. God forbid he ever do.

"Ahem" he coughed into his hand. I had to stop myself from laughing. He sounded so similar to the toad teacher (Umbridge) in that moment it took all of my willpower not to. I turned around slowly and raised an eyebrow.

"Aren't you going to get me my food?" I look at him my mouth wide open. This blithering idiot. I closed my mouth and mechanically moved to the fridge to get it for him, slamming it down on the table he was sitting at I whispered to him;

"You know, if you don't get off your arse once in a while, you'll get so fat none of the stupid whores you bring here won't want you anymore. Even if your name is Ronald Weasley." I smiled at him and walked out the room.

1 Ron. 112 Hermione.

I sat up struggling to breathe. Again. The dreams just kept getting worse and worse as the world got darker and darker. Usually I would go to Harry but he had been gone for months. My only friend in this god forsaken place and he had left me. I sighed before getting up and walking downstairs. The faint ringing in my head indicating an Order meeting was starting. Not that I would have any input into literally anything.

I sat at the very end of the table and sighed. Again. People turned and looked at me in pity. I just glared. Remus stood up and got everyone's attention. I would say he was a fair leader but I was doing dishes even though I was the smartest person here. Remus knew it. Everyone did.

"Okay this was an emergency meeting because well I have some bad news. Ginny is missing." My misery sunk even lower. I wasn't that close with anyone here but Ginny was the only one (apart from Harry) who truly believed I wasn't the one to blame for what happened on that horrible night.

"Now I would tell you more but we are still waiting on someo-" Remus was starting to say before being interrupted by a large bang. I rolled my eyes when everyone jumped, 'it was just a door'. When I noticed who stood at the door I rolled my eyes again. Of course he was here.

"-one. Hello Mr Malfoy".

That's it for the first chapter. I know its small but I wanted to see if I liked it or not. Thanks for reading and the next chapter will be up really soon (I hope).