The last thing she remembered was sitting with Bonnie in her room, they were having a girls night and Bonnie had brought some 'magic tea'.

Now she could see herself in the car with Matt, she was there watching, she could see everything happening but she couldn't control what she was doing, she could only observe. She reluctantly watched as Matt hung up the phone.

"Got it Jer." he spoke as he put the phone into his pocket.

This was the night of the accident, this was the night she chose Stefan, this was the night she died. She knew what was coming next, she didn't want to hear what she knew was going to come out of her own mouth, it had been hard enough making that decision the night, she did not want to re-live this. She often thought about this moment, she still didn't know if she had made the right decision that night. Sometimes, when she was with Damon, there would be moments where she actually regretted this moment.

"We have to go back, listen to me Matt. If Klaus is the one who turned their bloodline then they're all going to die. We have to go back Matt!" She was shouting by this point.

"Elena-"

"What?"

"Damons not with them, he's 100 miles out-of-town, I can keep driving to him or I can turn around and you can go see Stefan. It's your choice..."

She really didn't want to witness what she was about to do next. She watched as she breathed frantically, clearly distressed, she remembered everything she felt that night all the emotions she was experiencing. She seen herself take her phone out of her pocket and put the phone to her ear, she could hear what was happening.

ring. ring.

"Elena where are you?"

She heard the voice that was most certainly not Damons through the speaker. She remembered every word from that night, she had repeated this moment so many times in her head and this is not how it played out.

"I'm in the car with Matt, look Stefan that's not important, Are you okay? Has anything started happening?"

"I'm fine, look Elena for all we know Klaus is bluffing, we don't know if we're actually in his bloodline. Are you nearly home? I don't know how much longer I might have..." He breathed out, he sounded so stressed, as per usual, sure most of the time it was her fault but Stefan always seemed stressed. Obviously he had every right to be stressed at this moment, although she often wished he could be less serious about everything, there was never time to crack a joke to lighten the mood with Stefan. She liked that Damon-even in the worst situations-was trying to make her smile. She was taken back by how expectant Stefan sounded, he knew Damon was far away yet he just expected her to be on her way home, he expected to be her choice. This just made her feel guilty, she couldn't blame him, lets face it when does someone not choose Stefan over Damon.

"Stefan I'm not on the way home." She breathed out.

"What? You mean..." He sounded angry.

"Yes Stefan, I'm going to say goodbye to Damon. I'm sorry, but he was there for me when you weren't. He was completely honest with me, he helped me find you, he watched me love you when he was in love with me, he was there for me when you were at your lowest point Stefan. I am so sorry, but I'm not going to lie about the way I feel about him, especially if this is my last chance to say it. You're going to be fine, I'm going to see you when I'm back but right now I have to do what is right, I have to go." She could see the tears streaming down her face as she hung up the phone. She was stunned at how the situation was playing out, she wasn't upset, just shocked at how she had actually managed to say what she was feeling, she had managed to admit to herself and Stefan the way she really felt about Damon.

She was too distracted in her thoughts to notice what was happening but she was snapped out of it when she heard herself scream.

"MATT LOOK OUT!"

And everything had happened as before, they flew off the bridge, Stefan reluctantly saved Matt and everything faded to black.

A/N: Okay so Elena is basically watching how things would have played out had she chosen Damon. The next chapter will be Elena seeing what happens when she wakes up as a vampire and Damon finding out she chose him. Please review if you liked it, I'll try and update tomorrow.