Hey guys so this story is right after the episode The Sun Also Rises... And were going to not go on with the finale because if you see in my story it will basically be that Damons wound is going to be healed in a short time, Elijah will take Klaus away and they will be gone for some time now and allow my story to go on without much interruption. I hope you like it, it goes against the normal vampire diaries forte but I read a story that reminded me of something I could do that could cause sibling rivalry and shutter emotions so I had to write it... Review please I hope you like it.

Chapter 1 (Elenas POV)

How could I have been so stupid. I had just slept with his brother an hour before... Stefan is the one I love! Stefan , Stefan Stefan... I was talking out loud now and I screamed that last part. Noone was home so I could not be heard by anyone. I had to write in my diary to clear my head a little.

Dear Diary,

Today was a little crazy. Well apparently im more like Katherine than I thought. In one day I managed to do a laundry list of things. Are you ready for this because Im not sure I am... 1. I found out Damon had a werewolf bite. 2. Yes I said had because apparently after I begged Bonnie enough she gave in to curing it for me because witches can do that ... 3. Damon got better and went in his room for most of the day. 4. Since Klaus and that backstabber Elijah are nowhere to be seen I slept with Stefan for a celebratory sleepover. 5. Stefan had to go hunting so I stayed around for a while so I went to check on Damon. This is where it gets difficult. I went in and it was like normal flirtatious banter and then that eye thing he does that makes me swoon. His gorgeous blue eyes were staring into my soul and I was staring just as deeply at him. We talked for a while and I told him I couldnt lose him. The conversation went a little like this...

Flashback

"I thought I was going to lose you... Why didnt you tell me that you were dying?"

"Elena why should you even care if I died or not, you have your charming prince on his white horse. If I died it wouldnt matter."

"Damon if you died I dont know what I would do." I admitted sheepishly.

"You want to know why I didnt tell you?"

"Of course I do, Is it because you care about me less than everyone else, Im not that sorrority girl down the street that you just pick up so you care about me less." I felt hurt and defeated.

"Elena, that is in no way the reason I did not tell you." He turned away not wanting to face me. " I care about you way too much to see you hurt anymore, seeing you hurt like you did with Jenna, after Klaus that psycho made me want to go on a killing spree but I didnt because that would hurt you. Elena I dont know if this point has gotten across to you or not but I love you." I stood shocked and confused. I knew somewhere subconciously that he loved me but I had not ever heard the words come out of his mouth.

At that moment I almost jumped on him but I kissed him so fiercely and with so much passion that he returned that before I knew it we were both starch naked on top of each other.

End Flashback

I dont know what to do... I slept with Damon... He is Stefans brother, there is no doubt I have feelings for him nevertheless the way I reacted to the way he said 'I love you' to me... I slept with them both in the same day and now I either have to chose one or end it with both, I still love Stefan but what I had with Damon was so much different so new so much more explosive. He wasnt trying to protect me and keep me safe the whole time it was just amazing like it was meant to be... I have to choose one but I really dont know how to break it to them... Ill have to talk to them seperately and see how that goes. I have to go now I need to go lay down.

-Elena

I avoided the Salvatores for about a week because there was no school and I told them I had plans... I really was just cooped up in my house. I texted Stefan and told him to come over here, hopefully getting the hardest one over with would be easy...

"What is it elena, your text sounded pretty urgent? And I havent seen you in over a week."

"Sit down..." He did so . "You know how we promised to always tell each other everything and never ever get mad."

"Yes..." He sounded peeved off right now but he had to deal with it.

"If I tell you something do you promise not to get mad?"

"Yes, as long as its not something like you slept with my brother." My face turned bright red not making me capable of lying in any capable way.

"Why Elena... Why would you do this to me?" His hands in his lap and he looked up to me.

"Well Stefan I am making a choice, it was a mistake a huge mistake... I am breaking up with you and Im not going to be with Damon... If anything happens in the future its meant to be but right now Im going to live my life..."

"Without me in it for sure, because oh my you are Katherine. Except shes less clumsy than you are what am I talking about shes perfect."

"STEFAN SALVATORE GET OUT OF MY HOUSE RIGHT NOW!"

"Why are you yelling at me you two timing cheater?"

"Get out... I told you I feel bad i feel horrible even. You should have seen this coming even, Bonnie and caroline did." Stefan was gone before I could finish explaining.

Damon was in my window before I could say Salvatore.

"Stefan said you wanted to talk to me. Did you want a repeat of last time?"

"No" I said blushing.

"Come on Elena I make your heart beat faster, I make you blush, and your extremely nervous right now." He put a piece of hair behind my right ear and held his hand there for a second. When he pulled away I was thinking clearly again.

"Actually Damon I just broke up with Stefan and right now I am going to be single."

"Oooook so where does that leave me."

"The same place you and I were before. We can be friends... We can sometimes hang out even without big bad broody Stefan getting in the way." Damon chuckled at my use of his words.

"So basically you want to be alone right now. No vampires, getting in your lovelife. "

"No I think its the other way around, I dont want to screw with your love lives. Im messing with your minds. I was Katherine dont you see that."

"Elena you" He took my hands "are nothing like Katherine."

For the next month or so I went on with my life hanging out with Caroline and Bonnie which was difficult being they were always double dating with either Bonnie Jeremy Caroline and Matt or Bonnie Jeremy Caroline and Tyler. I dont know what kind of love triangle is going on there but when it comes to matt things never turn out good for him, his heart is always being broken... I hung out with everyone a couple of times but lately Ive been feeling really sick every morning but by noon I feel fine. Its really strange, I cant be pregnant being the only people Ive had sex with in the last two years are vampires and they cant procreate... I did miss my last period tho... Im due for it again on , oh god yesterday... If I dont get it soon it will be two months missing it. I should probably call someone and find out the whole deal on vampires and birth. Bonnie maybe, shes a witch her Grimwars must know something.

"Bonnie?"

"Yeah hey."

"Can you come over like are you busy?"

"No Im with Caroline, we can come over. Why is something wrong?"

"No I just think I might be pregnant... And Im not sure its possible. Can you bring your Grimrawrs and a couple of pregnancy tests?"

"Caroline said shell get the pregnancy tests... Ill bring the spell book."

"Thanks Bonnie your a life saver."

"No problem Elena."