CHAP 1 Hi. my name is Ebony Raven Lockwood. Im 16 im bi and I have depression, anxiety, bulimia and anorexia. Ya. My life is hard and its about to get hardr. Tomorow is my first day of my new high school BEEEPBEEPBEEEEEPBEEEEPBEEEEPBEEEP "Ew wtf is that no!" I slam my alarm and throw it at my black and red wall. "Ugh." I can alredy here my dad screaming downstairs. He abuse me and it makes me cut. My mom killed herself and now i have to love is Gerard Way. I saved enough mony to go to an MCR concert tonight after scool. "RAVEN GET THE FUCK DOWN HERE YOU SLUT DONT MAKE ME BEAT YOU AGAIN!111!1!" I hear my dad scream from downstairs. "k dad fine." I go and he beat me. Wen i come back to my room i brush my black hair and tease it. I do my black makeup and start to pick out my cloths. I wear a MCR tshit with black skinny jeans and a pink and purple skirt. I pull on my fingerless fishnet neon green gloves and put on my black converse. I grab my backpack and i go to school. I get bully in the hall. "U A FAG BITCH!" She sais. I go to the girls bathroom and cut. "One cut for my dad" *cut* "One cute for my ded mom" *cut* "One cut for bully" *cut* "One cut for Gerard Way" *cut* I hide my scars. Once i get home from school, i call my bff and we get redy for the MCR conceert. I cant wait!11!1!